Chapter 204: No peace of mind(1/2)
Chapter 204: Not at ease
Most of the young feelings are like this. Before Chen Xiao met Zhang Xiaotao, he still had some concerns in his heart. He struggled faintly deep in his heart.
It can even be said that he may not even be able to figure out what the feelings in his heart are like. Love or like, or just grateful. For a boy who is under nineteen years old and has no emotional experience, this proposition is too complicated and too heavy.
At this moment, holding Zhang Xiaotao in his arms, a bright and beautiful face flashed in his heart, the girl holding his hand flying in the sky, sitting on the lighthouse of the prison, and that sunny afternoon, in the coffee shop, it seemed like a beautiful figure walking in under the bright sunshine...
Chen Xiao couldn't help but wonder: Is this wrong? How should I end up?
He didn't know, nor did he understand.
He only knew one thing, at this moment, facing Zhang Xiaotao - after the two of them experienced such a life and death together, now, he could not refuse and could not say the word "no" to the girl in his arms.
Moreover, there is another important factor in Chen Xiao's subconscious mind - perhaps he himself did not understand this day.
After his parents passed away, the family was in decline, and almost all relatives and friends hid themselves as if they were hiding from the plague. Although Chen Xiao has always been very strong and seems to have made his life alone, deep down, his heart has been closed tightly!
Although his personality is not too withdrawn, the blockade deep in his heart has always been very strict. Over the years, he has only one friend, Xu Ershao, and others have been coldly excluded from his heart by him.
This is a sign of lack of security.
Just imagine, a teenager, after his parents passed away, was the weakest and most helpless time. At that time, what he needed most was the care and help from others. But at that time, those snobbish relatives and friends seemed to think that he was a burden and avoided it from afar.
This made Chen Xiao, a teenager, suddenly feel like he was abandoned by the whole world!
Even if a teenager is precocious, he will inevitably be distorted when facing such a blow.
Therefore, he has always strictly protected his heart, never willing to trust others easily, and even more unwilling to open his heart to others easily.
Even Xu Ershao had been dating him for several years and turned from an opponent to a friend. Only then did he slowly get Chen Xiao accepted it. Although he had always been very strong, as if he refused other people's care - in fact, what he longed for most was other people's care!
A boy who was once abandoned by the whole world actually wants the most is to have someone who will never abandon himself!
And at this time, Zhang Xiaotao appeared!
When he was on the island, he was dying. Others regarded him as a burden, but Zhang Xiaotao protected him.
When the thugs ran to the island, Zhang Xiaotao hugged Chen Xiao and said the three words "I won't leave"!
For a boy who was abandoned and hurt. Such an experience was like a sharp knife, which directly cut open the shackles in his heart and rushed into the deepest part of his heart!!
At that time, the feeling Zhang Xiaotao gave him could no longer be simply described as "gratitude", but a kind of shock! A kind of unforgettable shock!
Thinking of the scene where she was abandoned by everyone when she was young, in contrast, when the girl shed tears and said the three words "I won't leave" with her chapped lips, the feeling was particularly precious!
Maybe this cannot be said to be a pure "like" or pure "love", but there is rarely the so-called purity in the world, whether it is mixed with gratitude or responsibility. Chen Xiao can no longer let go of the person in his arms.
This is the only thing he clearly knows.
Zhang Xiaotao leaned against Chen Xiao's arms, and the two sat on the eaves until the sun set and they came down from the roof.
The two men and women who were in love with each other suddenly pierced the layer of window paper, and the feelings that burst out were really stronger than anything else. Zhang Xiaotao just wanted to stay in Chen Xiao's arms at this moment and refused to separate for a moment. Chen Xiao felt this way in his heart.
"There..." Zhang Xiaotao snuggled in Chen Xiao's arms, pointing to the back of the house, with a hint of shyness in her smile: "There is a bath spring behind the house here."
"Is it a hot spring?" Chen Xiao was stunned for a moment.
"no……"
As the official residence of the prince in the royal family, there is no hot spring behind Akiyoshi Palace, but there is a cold spring.
Although you can't enjoy the hot spring washing, the cold spring is also particularly flavorful.
Behind the house is a closed courtyard, with rocks built into an artificial pond, and the underground springs flowing from the mountain are guided here.
After picking up the curtain and coming to the backyard, Chen Xiao couldn't help but feel a little surprised when he looked at the small pond in front of him. Although the pond was not big, it was enough to soak three or five people. There were naturally wooden basins and many other toiletries next to it.
After trying the water, it was very cool. The cool feeling was so cool that it could be enjoyed in the hot weather now. However, after looking at Zhang Xiaotao beside him, Chen Xiao couldn't help but feel a little strange: "Do you want to take a shower?"
Zhang Xiaotao's face immediately turned red, she pushed Chen Xiao and raised her face: "What are you thinking?"
Then she shook her head: "I...I can't soak in cold springs. I'm not feeling well and can't soak in cold water. You wash it."
Chen Xiao was about to ask why he was "unwell", but when he saw Zhang Xiaotao's blushing face, he immediately understood in his heart - fortunately, although he was a little virgin with no experience in men and women, he also had a close friend Xu Ershao around him. The pervert was by his side, and he had learned a lot of "theory".
Zhang Xiaotao put away all the usual harshness and showed the softness of a woman in front of Chen Xiao. He quickly ran into the room. After a while, he found a new and clean men's swimming trunk and threw it to Chen Xiao. He then gently took off Chen Xiao's coat with his slender fingers.
When she did these movements, she didn't expect anything wrong. After all, during the days when the two were on the island, Zhang Xiaotao took off Chen Xiao's clothes every day, helped him wipe his body and clean his wounds. At this moment, she seemed to subconsciously step forward to help Chen Xiao take off her clothes. After unbuttoning one by one, she suddenly saw Chen Xiao's handsome face flushed. Her breathing was also a little rapid. Zhang Xiao's fingers stroked Chen Xiao's naked chest, and felt the strength of the other party's chest muscles, and the banging heartbeat...
"ah!"
Zhang Xiaotao exclaimed and suddenly woke up! Chen Xiao in front of him was no longer the seriously injured patient who could not take care of himself, but was standing in front of him with a lively look. He took the initiative to take off his clothes. Will he think that he was a very casual woman in his heart?
Thinking of this, Zhang Xiaotao couldn't help but feel angry.
Seeing Zhang Xiaotao's helpless look, Chen Xiao smiled maliciously, but she didn't dare to show it. She took her swimming trunks and changed into the locker room. When she ran out again, the blush on Zhang Xiaotao's face disappeared. At first glance, she turned red again.
Chen Xiao's figure is tall and after countless trainings, his muscles become stronger and stronger. He was originally very good in his own material, but now he has wide shoulders and narrow waist. The outline of his upper body is an inverted triangle, the lines of his muscles are soft and clear, and each muscle is faintly hidden with an elastic and explosive power.
Zhang Xiaotao saw Chen Xiao's eight-pack abdomen with clear edges on his abdomen at first glance, and couldn't help but turn his face to the side, but his heart was itchy and he couldn't help but sneak a look. But it happened to meet Chen Xiao's smile-like eyes. He exclaimed, stomped his feet and turned his head.
He heard a thump behind him, and then the splash of water rang out. When Zhang Xiaotao breathed more smoothly, he turned his head and Chen Xiao had already jumped into the cold spring, revealing his head on the water.
Zhang Xiaotao then breathed a sigh of relief. She just stared blankly at Chen Xiao soaked in the water. She hesitated for a moment, not knowing whether she was staying or leaving...
"This water is so cool!" Chen Xiao sighed comfortably: "It's so hot. It's really good to soak in this spring!"
He swam back and forth twice, but the cold spring pool was too small, so he finally sat down against the edge. Seeing Zhang Xiaotao standing blankly, Chen Xiao reached out to pull her, and laughed softly, "Come on, please help me wipe my back, okay?"
Zhang Xiaotao's red face was almost bleeding, but she softly found a towel, sat on the edge of the spring water, and gently wiped it on Chen Xiao's back.
Both of them fell silent for a moment, with only a slight sound of water rustling, and the atmosphere was excellent.
After a while, Zhang Xiaotao suddenly exclaimed, stared at Chen Xiao's smooth back, and said strangely: "Yi? Where is the wound on your body?"
She saw with her own eyes that Chen Xiao was injured, with many terrifying wounds on her shoulders. It has not been many days since then. Even if the injuries healed, they would not have even left a scar! But now Chen Xiao’s skin is smooth and there is a trace?
Chen Xiao smiled, and then his tone gradually became serious: "Actually, I have some things to say to you. I didn't say them before...but now, our relationship is different, so I naturally want to tell you."
After a pause, he looked at Zhang Xiaotao carefully and brewed the words: "Actually, I am not an ordinary person, I have some abilities that exceed ordinary people."
To be honest, he looked at Zhang Xiaotao's face carefully. Fortunately, there was no other expression on this pretty face except surprise.
Chen Xiao continued: "In other words, I can't be considered an ordinary human...or, I'm a monster..."
"You mean, Superman? Superpower?" After all, Zhang Xiaotao is also an urban girl who has been influenced by Hollywood movies, and soon understood what Chen Xiao means.
"...Is that true?" Chen Xiao sighed. He couldn't help feeling nervous. I wonder if the other party would dislike him as a freak?
Who knew that Zhang Xiaotao suddenly screamed, jumped up with surprise on his face, and said happily: "I knew! You are not an ordinary person! That's great! My boyfriend is Superman!! Superman!!"
As for her excitement, she threw the towel next to the pool, and the kimono on her body was also stained with water. She grabbed Chen Xiao's hand and asked with expectation on her face: "Can you fly?"
Chen Xiao: "Uh... won't..."
Zhang Xiaotao thought for a moment: "So. Will you ejaculate spider silk?"
"…Uh…I can't, either, I'm not Spider-Man."
Zhang Xiaotao still asked excitedly: "Do you have that kind of super cool equipment? For example, the black super dazzling Batmobile?"
Chen Xiao sighed: "I don't have that kind of car, but there are some other small equipment, but I just don't bring it with me..."
"So, what skills do you have?" Zhang Xiaotao seemed very excited: "Ah, you are very strong. I have seen it! I just think of the Hulk!"
As he said that, he stretched out his fingers to pinch the muscles on Chen Xiao's arm.
Chen Xiao couldn't smile bitterly. Looking at Zhang Xiaotao as excited as a little girl.
"What else do you know? Show me a demonstration?" Zhang Xiaotao held Chen Xiao's arm with both hands and shook it gently, as if he was acting coquettish.
Chen Xiao had a little cold sweat on his forehead and smiled bitterly: "This..."
"Test! Just a moment, okay?" Zhang Xiaotao's eyes flashed with stars: "I have never seen a living Superman!"
"Okay..." Chen Xiao looked around and picked up the towel next to him: "Look."
As he said that, he threw the towel away from the distance in the backyard. The towel was thrown away and fell far away through a parabola in the air. Chen Xiao's body suddenly disappeared from the spot and appeared in the distance in an instant. He caught the towel, and then flashed again, and had already returned to Zhang Xiaotao. He handed the towel to Zhang Xiaotao's hand.
Zhang Xiaotao opened her mouth wide and looked at Chen Xiao blankly. After a while, she suddenly jumped up. Ye, regardless of the water marks on Chen Xiao's body, he hugged Chen Xiao's neck and cheered: "You are so handsome!! So cool!!"
Anyone always has curiosity, and women's curiosity is particularly important.
Zhang Xiaotao had already sat down, sat by the pool, took off her shoes, soaked her smooth feet in the cool spring water and shaking. Her feet picked up splashes of water, but she kept asking Chen Xiao about the "world of superpowers".
"Is there really Superman? Is there really Spider-Man? Do you recognize them? Is there really X-Men? What about Wolverine? What about Hulk?"
Her question was filled with the innocence of a girl. Chen Xiao was so amused that she was asked, so she could only pick some things that were not secret and told her, which only satisfied Zhang Xiaotao's curiosity a little.
Zhang Xiaotao's curiosity was satisfied, and finally gradually calmed down. She sat next to Chen Xiao. After thinking for a while, a trace of seriousness suddenly appeared on her face: "Chen Xiao, now I understand."
"What do you understand?" Chen Xiao asked.
Zhang Xiaotao looked around and lowered his voice, "I see, that Prince Inner, I'm afraid he doesn't have any kindness to you!"
"Hmm?" Chen Xiao was stunned for a moment.
Zhang Xiaotao thought about it seriously before slowly speaking.
"A few days ago, you were swept into the sea, and I was almost scared to death. Later, a very beautiful woman came to save us! Alas, things on that island really seemed like a dream... Well, I also saw a woman who claimed to be a sea god! It was also super beautiful!!" Her words seemed a little confused, but she quickly found conditioning: "That very beautiful woman came to save us. She seemed to be the friend of the aunt wearing cheongsam. She could fly! She took us to the land. I was very sad at the time and thought you were dead. But the aunt wearing cheongsam told me that you would not die, and said that you would come to me and let me wait with peace of mind. They seemed to be ordinary people, so I was half-believing and half-doubted at that time. Then they left.
Later, we walked inside on land and found a small town. We realized that we were already in Japan. Tang Ying found a place to make a call, and someone came to pick us up.
We were taken to the rescue center, and some official people came to us and warned us not to talk nonsense about the shipwreck at sea..."
To be continued...