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Chapter 15 Waking up from a dream

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Familiar dreams, familiar deserts. For a hundred years, I have never escaped here, I will always wander here.

What comes from my feet is the familiar touch of yellow sand. Every night for a hundred years, I have been stepping on such yellow sand. Looking at such silver moon, the feeling of stepping on the gravel has been engraved in the depths of my soul and I can't forget it for a moment.

"This time, is it the turn of the earth's wound?" Looking at the scene in front of me that would bring a deep shock to ordinary people, I had the urge to laugh. Even if the scene was shocking, if I could see every night and every dream, I would lose the shocking power it should have, and even bring a strange and funny feeling.

"Hahahaha." I couldn't help laughing wildly at the black, round black hole with a radius of ten meters above the edge of the wound on the ground. But I slowly knelt down, bent down, and rubbed my face tightly against the rough gravel.

"Kyle, Kyle." A gentle voice came from behind, and a gentle hand gently rested on my back. Without turning around, the heroic and resolute face appeared in front of me, with an extremely firm and never retreating face: "Poor Kyle, why do you still come here every day?"

"Yes, why? I want to know too." I stopped tormenting my face, looked up at the sky with my head in a daze: "Why does familiar dreams remind me whenever I think I have escaped. I have never left?"

"I thought that if I looked at my past, I could be saved. I was right, but I was wrong."

"Face the past and face myself, this will indeed give me the courage to face my mistakes, face my sins, and prevent me from escaping, but these will not allow me to be redeemed. It will not allow me to get rid of my sinking?

"I face the world with my true heart. I no longer hide my shortcomings, my emotions, and my desires? I meet friends I met in the past. They say that I am like a different person. Ha, in fact, they cannot know that my heart has not changed. Regret and self-blame still continue to eat my heart, still imprison me here and can never escape."

"I know that all this is my due reward. The sins I have committed have made me bear eternal pain and regret, but whenever I see them, I am so jealous."

"They clearly have a sad past, they have desolate and regret, they have anger and anger, but why can they laugh so happily every day, and why can they live so freely every day?"

"Every time I see their smiling faces, my regret will be added. Maybe, we could have spent every day happily and happily like them, but unfortunately, everything was ruined by me, right?"

"This is my sin."

I sat in the desert like a madman, muttering crazy words that others might not understand. This is my dream, and only here can I show my fragility and despair.

"Poor Kyle." You hugged me from behind. The warm hug made me feel like I was back to the past, back to the days before the last battle, and let me enjoy your tenderness again a hundred years later. The familiar embrace, familiar movements, familiar hair fragrance, everything is so familiar that I can't help but choke.

"My Neli, my lover." I closed my eyes and greedily enjoyed the moment that could only appear in my dream. Yes, I have lost you forever, forever, and irreversible. The sweetness, warmth, and love were all ruined by me. Now, all that are left are eternal loneliness and endless nightmare.

"My lover, I miss you." Only I can hear my voice, and only I can feel my thoughts: "Even if I am a sinner, even if I have made unforgivable mistakes, I still want to tell you that I miss you."

"I'm sorry for you. Maybe only in my dream can I tell you like this. I hope I can hold your hand again, look up at the night sky with you shoulder to shoulder, and fight back to back with you again. Unfortunately, all this can only appear in my dream. Even if you are still there, I will not forgive me. Forgive this cowardly and despicable me, let alone, you are... no longer here."

"I'm sorry, the person I love the most, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"My Kyle, my lover, my partner." Your voice is still so familiar, with a low and strange rhythm, and it makes people feel bored if they hear it many times: "You can't escape here, really just because of regret and self-blame? Is there no reason, for the desire to see me again in your heart?"

"Who are you?" My body was trembling, trembling uncontrollably, and a thought that I never dared to imagine suddenly circling in my mind: "Are you just an illusion?"

"You are wrong, I am just a shadow, I am just a memory, I am just a dream, just the dream you long for the most." I can even feel your breath blowing in my ears, just like the breeze on a summer night: "Time is here, it's time to wake up, goodbye, my lover."

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Penis wakes up with the dim morning light.

Sitting up, holding the quilt and staring blankly at the dawn outside the window, Panis just sat like this, without saying or moving. After doing this for a long time, Panis sighed softly, but in the shallow sigh, there was almost substantial sadness.

"Is it the dream I long for the most?" Panis smiled self-deprecatingly: "My desire is really a luxury, haha."

"Brother Panis, you're awake, I'm hungry, when will we have breakfast?"

The sudden voice scared Panis, who had just gotten up from the bed, and fell to the ground: "An Annie. Why are you here?"

The little banshee sat cross-legged in the air, her big eyes flashed, and she looked at Panis's actions that patted herself on the ground curiously. She seemed to have a strong interest in this action, and she also spread her limbs wide open on the ground like Panis. She giggled and said with an interesting giggle, "Of course I'm here, brother, have you forgotten? You agreed last night."

Yes, Panis remembered it all at once. Yesterday was the first day after the New Year. After walking outside for half a night in the early morning, everyone went home and fell asleep. After getting up in the afternoon, no one went out. The whole family spent a lazy afternoon in the foreign restaurant, sleeping in tea and fighting like a group of ordinary people. They completely abandoned the pressure of life of professionals, completely forgot to fight, and enjoyed this difficult holiday.

But before going to bed at night, the little banshee Anne suddenly had a fuss and insisted on pestering Pannis to sleep in his room. Although Pannis firmly opposed it, she took out tears in her eyes and took it out with her parents sleeping with her parents every New Year as a reason. Pannis had to agree with the other girls who were murderous. Of course, Pannis was also afraid that Anne would make further requests, such as she was sleeping with her parents, so she asked Pannis to find her a mother immediately.

"Huhu. I really forgot, and I was startled." Panis smiled helplessly, and opened his arms to the little banshee who was still lying on the ground pretending to be a carpet: "Let's go. Let's cook breakfast together."

The little banshee flew happily into the air, jumped into Pannis' arms happily and sat on his arm, pointing at the door like a commander: "Target kitchen, set off!"

When I went downstairs, I found that the magic lights downstairs based on the entire energy system of the Western Museum had been turned on. The living room, which was chaotic last night, was as neat as usual. All the furniture was covered with dust-proof cloth or newspapers, but the living room was empty. Only rhythmic shouts and metal collisions came faintly from the small training ground behind the Western Museum.

"It's Sister Catherine who is practicing in the morning." Anne said: "Sister Catherine is really working hard and she will hold on to training for several hours every day at home."

"Whatever people want, they have to pay. They are already rushing to the Golden Higher Level at such a young age. Everyone is envious and jealous of them, but who can know all the price they pay behind them?" Panis sighed and said softly: "Who can see Catherine's arms and legs hidden under the armor, those accumulated scars that cannot be eliminated by even healing magic, and those bones that you know that they have experienced countless broken and healing when you touch it? Who can know that the magic genius is immersed in the trouble of headaches all day long, and even if you lose magic, you can't move? Who can think that the genius priest will always sink in the heart? It is because of this that her belief in hope becomes more and more indestructible."

"Brother Panis is so serious." The little banshee smiled and pulled Panis's face into a strange expression.

"Yes, I have been here for quite some time. You can always hear people talking about them and jealousy towards lucky people. Unfortunately, they don't understand that it may be lucky to get talent, but there is no lucky way to use their talent."

"Where are you, Brother Panis?" Anne changed a look for Panis and was working hard for his new hairstyle: "Why can't you see Brother Panis, you pay the price for your current abilities?"

"I? I've paid a price." Panis smiled again with self-deprecating: "Whether it is dreams or reality, I have paid an unbearable price."

"Bang." The entrance door of the Western Restaurant was knocked open. Lina waved her right hand and ran in, holding a roll of newspaper in her hand: "I didn't get the newspaper yesterday. It's a big deal, something big happened."

"What's the matter?" Panis asked lazily: "Has the wedding been cancelled?"

"No, much more serious than that." Lina stuffed the newspaper into Penis's hand: "Look, the night before yesterday, the heart of time was stolen."

Panis was stunned and opened the newspaper. The front page read in a huge title: The Heart of Time strangely exited the auction, and it was suspected to be stolen. Below the title is densely packed with small words, introducing the detailed situation and the current progress of tracing. Of course, to summarize it in the simplest sentence, the progress of tracing now is that there is no progress.

"Well, I think I understand." Panis said with a strange expression: "I finally understand what the two of them said that night that they needed to do something so they delayed it."
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