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Tokyo District 39, "Fairytail"...

"Peng..."

As soon as he returned to his home, Noah fell on the sofa, until a strong feeling of fatigue appeared on his face, which had just been unchanged in front of all the members of the "Fairytail".

"President (brother)..."

Xia Shi, Yanzhu and Tina looked at Noah who fell on the sofa, his face full of fatigue, and his eyes were filled with heartache and worry.

But even so, there is no way to get Noah to get rid of his fatigue.

That's not physical fatigue.

But mentally and inner fatigue.

Noah was really disappointed.

Very, very disappointed.

Although I had known that the world was too desperate and chaotic, the humans in this world were also very unbearable, but Noah did not expect that they were so unbearable.

It is obvious that the "Sons of the Cursed" are contributing their own strength, just to protect these ordinary people and fight against the enemies of mankind. Why can these people still look like the laws of nature stand on their side, naturally hate the "Sons of the Cursed" and naturally reject the "Sons of the Cursed"?

Moreover, more importantly, they can still regard the children who protect themselves as monsters as they are, and make a declaration of "all should be damned" without caring about it.

Do they know how ugly their behavior is?

Do they know that what they do is to discredit all mankind?

Do they know that they are taking revenge on their saviors with their own hands?

Do they know that doing so in the end is just to weaken the power and hope of human beings to defeat the gastrula animals, and ultimately, the people they harm are themselves?

From the moment he made up his mind to protect the "fairytail" he decided to be an enemy of humans who were hostile to the "Son of the Cursed".

However, Noah still didn't expect that there were so many such people alone.

It seems that even the "pornished generations" are radicals and stables.

The radicals are those who hate the "Son of the Cursed".

The stable people are those who usually reject the "son of the damned" and hide their hatred deep in their hearts and are not revealed.

Now, in the face of the crisis of life, these people have all tore open their disguise and expressed their ugly side and hatred deep in their hearts, and they can no longer hide it.

So, until now, Noah realized that the people who were hostile to the "Son of the Cursed" were not only more hostile than he thought, but also more cruel.

Noah is already disappointed.

Disappointed with the humans in this world.

However, even so, those people are still human.

Even the guy who intends to blow the entire fairytail to the death, he is also a human being.

Noah, lying on the sofa, raised her hand.

The pair of hands belonging to Noah were trembling.

"After all, blood is stuck..."

Seven years.

It has been seven years since I started living consciously.

Noah learned a lot during these seven years.

magic.

Sword skills.

shooting.

Martial arts.

language.

music.

Wait, wait, countless.

And today is the first time in seven years that Noah has learned what he doesn't want to learn.

kill.

The Protector Zhuo was the first person Noah killed in his life.

Before this, only monsters or gastrula animals died in Noah's hands.

It's a real first time.

Even if the other person is the kind of person he hates the most.

"President." Xia Shi came to Noah at some point and reached out and held Noah's trembling hand. A pair of clear eyes looked straight into Noah's eyes.

"Brother." Tina also walked over and held Noah's hand hard, with a serious face.

"President." Even Yanzhu also came to Noah's face. Although her pretty face was a little pale, she still firmly held Noah's hand.

Noah's trembling hand suddenly stabilized, and he felt certain in his heart. He looked at the three little girls who were looking at him with concern on his face and smiled bitterly.

"I'm sorry, I've worried you."

"Please don't say that." Xia Shi shook his head.

“We know very well who you did this for.”

"Brother killed those people in front of so many people, is it just to shock me?" Tina also smiled gently.

"Only by telling those people clearly what the outcome would be if they wanted to attack the "fairytail"? The same thing will not continue to happen in the "fairytail" anymore, right?"

"You killed people to protect us." Yanzhu looked guilty.

"So, we should be the ones who should say sorry."

"So you've seen through it?" Noah smiled fiercely.

"I thought it would be difficult to see through myself, but I didn't expect that this time I was seen through by you three little girls. You three will definitely be smarter than me when you grow up, right?"

Xia Shi, Yanzhu and Tina just shook their heads, but didn't say a word, holding Noah's hand hard, as if she wanted to separate her fear of the first murder in her heart, and kept trying.

Among the police, many people were either gangsters or criminals who had committed serious crimes.

The generals and prisons are not just gangsters. While serving as police officers, they have not done some unethical things.

Killing is one of them.

Xia Shi, who had followed the general and prison, also killed someone under the order of the general and prison.

So, Xia Shi knew very well what Noah felt at this time.

As for Tina, let alone.

As a former assassinator, Tina has learned so much as the assassination method alone, and she has done things to wipe out human lives with her own hands.

And even if I did it, Tina still feels scared every time she kills.

Therefore, Tina is also the one who understands Noah's feelings best.

On the contrary, Yeonjoo has always lived under the protection of Noah and the "Fairytail". In addition, her partner is Rentaro's abusive person, so naturally she has no experience of killing people so far.

However, Yanzhu had imagined it.

What would it be like if you killed someone yourself?

After thinking about it this way, Yanzhu understood Noah's feelings.

Seeing Xia Shi, Yanzhu, and Tina all showed comforting expressions, Noah sighed.

"Don't you care about the decision I made?"

This time, Noah not only gave up the opportunity to enter the underground bunker for the entire Fairytail, but also gave up protecting the Tokyo area, intending to watch the scene coldly.

The former is a chance to save lives for a few people, while the latter may lead to the demise of Tokyo, and the "fairytail" will also suffer.

No matter how you look at it, Noah's decision seemed to be pushing the "fairytail" into a dead end.

But even so, the "fairytail" people still chose to trust Noah and follow Noah's instructions.

Noah was really moved by this, but it was difficult to guarantee whether people who trusted his "fairytail" would feel uneasy in their hearts.

Xia Shi, Tina immediately glanced at each other and said in unison.

"We respect the President (brother)'s decision!"

"I respect the president's decision too!" Yanzhu said loudly, but the voice behind her became weaker again.

"But, what should I do with Rentaro?"

"Yanzhu." Noah touched Yanzhu's little head.

"You don't have to worry about my decision, don't worry about going to the war!"

"Eh?" Yanzhu was stunned and then became a little anxious.

"I am also a member of the "fairytail"!"

"I know, I say this, without denying that you are not a member of the fairytail," Noah explained.

"But, if you don't take action, Rentaro will be very dangerous. You have to protect him."

"I understand." Yanzhu nodded relievedly.

"I will protect Rentaro!"

Noah smiled slightly, turned her head and looked at the sky outside the window.
Chapter completed!