Before he knew it, three years had passed. Three years had passed since that mysterious dream that night. During these three years, Xiao Lin had never had any similar dreams. He had even stopped thinking about it. After all, he was not the one who daydreamed all day long.

His job is pretty good, and his position and salary are continuing to improve. Although there is still a lot of gap with real elite white-collar workers, Xiao Lin is a contented person. According to his plan, in two years, he will be more at hand. With the help of his family, he plans to buy a house in the suburbs and pay a down payment, and then, like most mortgage loans in China, he will live a monthly life of paying mortgages every month.

Although this is not what Xiao Lin really wants, it is also an ordinary life for an ordinary person. Over the years, his family has arranged many blind dates for him, but he has never been there. It is not that Xiao Lin has a high vision, nor is it that the girl looks down on him. Although the reason he rudes with his family is that he is still young and wants to work hard for a few more years.

But the real reason was that Xiao Lin had never mentioned it to others. He subconsciously always felt that there was a shadow in his heart, a very vague shadow. He didn't know who it was, nor when he knew it, and even forgot his specific appearance.

But Xiao Lin felt that he could never forget the vague shadow. He felt that if he couldn't wait for that person, he would definitely regret it for life. However, the pressure from his relatives at home and he knew that he was getting older, he would still have to find a girl and live his life.

Xiao Lin began to be a little confused. His life continued. He went to and from get off work normally every day, played games at night, and went out to drink with his friends on weekends. He lived a dull life as usual, but for some reason, he gradually began to feel a little irritable.

Xiao Lin began to hesitate. He told himself that as long as he completely forgets the fundamentally false shadow in his heart, his life can return to the right track, but he can't make up his mind. The feeling is like cutting his flesh. He can't make up his mind and even he himself can't figure out the reason.

What am I hesitating about?

What am I worried about?

Why do I feel that something is missing in my life?

Xiao Lin's temper began to become a little bad. He also knew that it was not good for him. He even wanted to find a psychologist to see him. His friends were also comforting him and encouraging him to take a vacation first. They felt that Xiao Lin was just under too much work pressure.

Xiao Lin felt that maybe it was the same. In fact, when he was a child, he often had some illusion, such as when he was doing something, he seemed to have experienced it, but he really couldn't remember when and where he had experienced it. However, since he grew up, this feeling has rarely happened again.

He felt that this distress might have originated from this, so Xiao Lin decided to accept the kind advice from his friends, took a long vacation for the company, then carried a travel bag, traveled around aimlessly, and improved his mood.

But relaxation did not have the effect he imagined, and this time it was different from any time before. After the busy work burden was temporarily gone, his calm heart recalled more, more blurred shadows, more blurred people, and more blurred things.

Those vague people or things have a strong sense of familiarity, but they also feel very strange and distant, as if it is another person's life, a life that is completely unrelated to him, but why does he never forget it so much?

Xiao Lin felt that he was going crazy. He felt that he was probably suffering from schizophrenia, but he went to various hospitals and had countless examinations, but there was no result.

After another half a year, there was still no progress. Xiao Lin, who was anxious and exhausted, sat alone in the hotel, staring blankly at the sun outside the window, and was stunned. He has been through this these days. He is trying hard to recall, but he can't remember anything. He feels that something must be missing in his life, but he really can't say it.

It was not until a news that attracted his attention that the total blood moon eclipse was about to come. This was a rare astronomical wonder in more than two hundred years. It was promoted by major newspapers and news media a few days ago. However, Xiao Lin suddenly noticed that the TV in the hotel was always on, but he did not have the habit of watching TV. It was just that he was afraid that staying in an overly quiet environment would make him even more random. He just wanted to make more other sounds in the house.

Xiao Lin felt a strange feeling inexplicably. He subconsciously felt that he had seen the total blood lunar eclipse somewhere, but he quickly laughed at himself and shook his head to deny it because the news was very clear. This was an astronomical wonder in more than two hundred years. He had not been born two hundred years ago, so it must be just his own illusion.

However, Xiao Lin decided to watch this lunar eclipse, perhaps to relax or to verify some strange feelings. His luck was pretty good. At present, the city has clear weather for several consecutive days, and there is a mountain nearby. So on the day of the lunar eclipse, he carried his travel bag very early and brought enough food and water to the mountain.

This mountain is not a very famous tourist attraction, and it has not been developed nearby, so there are not many people coming to visit. He has read the introduction and said that there is an observatory on the mountain, but it is never open to the public.

Xiao Lin tried to check it out at the observatory, and he did have a closed-door vegetarian meal, but it didn't matter. The lunar eclipse did not require an astronomical telescope to observe, not to mention that he was not very interested in astronomy, so he was more interested in it to relieve his mood.

Xiao Lin found an empty place on the top of the mountain alone. As night fell, the huge full moon was already hanging high in the night sky. It was indeed bigger than usual. Bathed in the bright silver moonlight, the feeling in his heart became stronger and stronger.

He was sure that he had seen the same moon at some point, but he couldn't remember when it was. Xiao Lin tried hard to recall every stage of his past, and there was never any missing part. If he had just lost his memory, he might be more at ease, but now it seems that someone has forced his life to change, which will only make him even more desperate.
Chapter completed!