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4. If you want to cry, please bring your own toilet paper(1/2)

Haruhino Chisaka looked at him without changing his expression, but from his clenched hands she was not as calm as she seemed.

This is often the case. For example, if you want to travel to a place in groups, you are not interested in the scenic spot at all. No matter how your friends describe the scenery to you, you will not go there.

But if a friend says to you, “If you don’t go, it doesn’t matter if we go, then don’t go.”

Can you still not hesitate to persevere?

In the end, you may not go. It doesn’t matter whether you are selfish or not, it’s just your choice.

But my heart has definitely been shaken.

This unreasonable addition of chips will shake people in small matters, and in big matters... it is like forcing the other party to make the choice you want.

Although the choice of suicide or not is still in the hands of Chisaka Haruhino, the knife pointing to herself has been divided into two, one pointing to her and the other pointing to Yu Asakawa.

"If you die, I will die."

Many times...threats are more effective than persuasion.

The crow that had just been alarmed flew back to the cemetery and circled above the two of them.

The hoarse chirping swayed in the air, not knowing whether it was expressing the anger of "home" being taken away or chanting a curse that urged people to die.

"How do you make me believe this sentence?"

Haruhino Chisaka suddenly laughed at herself. When this question was said, it means she had lost. After all, she was not a selfish person who was completely selfish and ignored other people's lives.

"I can't prove it. Whether you believe it depends on yourself," Asagawa Yu's expression relaxed a little.

The next thing to do is how to rekindle the desire to continue living. Just thinking about it will make him feel a headache.

He knew nothing about the other party's past, and at most he could only guess that before Kasuhino Chisaka turned into an angel form, he committed suicide.

The other party’s true personality, past life, hobbies... He doesn’t even know what the reason for suicide is.

He didn't even have time to investigate - he was not as good as the protagonist of the detective novel.

"I have two lives left, and I will be resurrected until you handed me your phone." Asakawa Yu said in a tone that stated the facts, "I have been resurrected once. The last time I lowered my head and put my phone in my pocket. I was kicked out by you when I was not careful."

There was no pressure on Haruhino Chisaka during the words.

It seems that all the choices are in the other party's hands.

In fact, he felt like the annoying villain in the Brave novel, and was the final boss, and he was once the brave man's life-saving benefactor.

“…”

The cool breeze blows, and even if the night is about to end, there will be no trace of sunshine bringing warmth before the sun rises.

Yuu Asakawa, who was only wearing one shirt, was trembling with cold and felt that he was about to catch a cold. He was inexplicably envious of Haruhino Chisaka's body without warmth, so he would not feel cold at this time.

In fact, it is indeed the case... Haruhino Chisaka only wore one dress, but Yu Asagawa never saw the other person feeling unwell.

hateful,

When the node is completed, when Kasuhino Chisaka can also feel the temperature, you must let her feel the coolness of the night wind.

Yu Asakawa gritted his teeth in his heart.

"...You really know me." Haruhino Chisaka's eyes flashed, and he finally sighed as if he had given up.

"You praise me and say I really understand human nature." Asakawa Yu stood up, not humble at all.

If it were other hot-blooded male protagonists, they had already started chemotherapy at this time, so how could they take the wrong path like him?

"Did you think I might be a very selfish person?" Haruhino Chisaka continued, "After all, for me, the only thing I know about you is that I only know your name."

Why are you so sure that I would give up my decision because of the life and death of a stranger?

"Then can you be sure that I have resurrected you?" Asakawa Yu smiled brightly. If he lacked a front teeth, he would be at least 80% similar to the unscrupulous vendors on the street.

The crows in the sky felt that they were particularly noisy and circled and urged the two of them to leave quickly and not disturb them to rest.

The two looked at each other.

Asakawa Yu blinked.

Haruhino Chisaka raised his hand casually, gently twisted the hair on his chest, and asked a question that seemed to be unrelated.

"How old am I this year?"

“…”

"So you believe you resurrected me?"

If you want to resurrect a person, you must pay a certain price... If you are not a relative or a good person, how can you give up?

Yu Asagawa clenched his hands unconsciously.

He didn't know the other party's experience, and after all, he was not qualified to blame or advise her.

But he unconsciously ignited a little anger in his heart.

What can make you so determined to die?

If you still have a trace of nostalgia for the world,

When you jump off the building, you will reach out your hand when you are about to land, and you will long to live.

Because I thought that I still had something I wanted to do and had not completed it.

If you drown, you will struggle, you will hang yourself and grab the rope, and if you break your wrist, you will dye your other hand red...

This is the survival instinct of life and it is also evidence that you still want to survive.

But why...

You are obviously a person who has died once, but you still want to commit suicide?!

Is there really nothing in this world worth your nostalgia?

He doesn't understand.

...

After jumping off the cliff in his previous life,

The first thing that was injured was trying to hold the cliff's hands...

...

The empty cemetery was left with only the crows still shouting noisily.

Kasuhino Chisaka walked gently and walked towards the cemetery gate.

When passing by Yu Asakawa, he took off the panda slippers and stepped on the cold bluestone bricks barefoot.

"I'm sorry." She approached Asakawa Yu's ear and whispered, "I'm very selfish."

In the pupils, the starlight shining on the surface was gone, leaving only a lifeless black hole.

In the girl's voice,

Full of disappointment in the world,

With endless voids.

"Wait, wait."

But he heard it.

The lost voice is trembling...

What disappoints the girl is the world.

Why is the girl dead?

A wave of unreasonable anger suddenly rushed into his mind, and Asakawa Yu could no longer maintain his inner peace.

“Personal…”

Remember,

That man named You has lived...

"It's not just you!"

A roar that tore apart the disguise broke through the sky.

Yu Asakawa never thought that he would make such a sound one day.

"If I weren't afraid of death, who would care about you! Trash."

His rationality and gentleness have always made him forget how to be angry.

Until the deepest thorn in my heart is touched...

"Turn around!"

Kasuhino Chisaka stopped and stood with his back to Asakawa Yu.

The shoulders trembled slightly.

Asakawa Yu walked forward step by step,
To be continued...
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