159. Discuss the Tao

It was snowing outside the window at some point, and the dark room fell into a brief silence.

Bai Yueling is in a complicated mood. All her current favorability for Jiang Qiao comes from her former master. She wants to renew her relationship with her, but if it is true as Jiang Qiao said, would she still like it?

Leaving all the factors related to her master, she found that she was just an ordinary friend to Jiang Qiao.

"Even if you deny it, I will try my best to find my master's memory." She took a deep breath and said slowly.

Jiang Qiao couldn't help but smile bitterly: "You didn't think I didn't want to be your master at all. He is him, I am me. In other words, is it still me who recovers my memory after awakening? It seems terrible when I think of another me that might replace me to control this body."

"I don't care! I've been waiting for thousands of years and finally saw a glimmer of hope. I will never give up!" Bai Yueling suddenly stood up and picked up the red clothes on the ground and put them on her body.

She walked towards the door, her back facing Jiang Qiao and her voice was a little cold: "If I say, you give me the master and I give you fairy Bai, would you like?"

The door is opened and closed again.

Jiang Qiao stared at the darkness in a daze, and his heart was mixed for a moment. If he had known the truth would have been like this, he would rather have been kept in the dark forever.

As for what Bai Yueling said in the end, he had never cultivated immortals and could not disperse his soul. How could he give it to him? Even if he didn't know what her master's name was and what experience he had, he wanted to admit that it was her master who could not do it.

The most important thing is that since Fairy Bai is the secondary personality that has emerged after experiencing disasters, will he eventually rely on the master personality and disappear?

This kind of thing is really indefinite.

In the middle of the night, Jiang Qiao sighed so hard that she couldn't sleep.

Growing up under the Red Flags and accepting modernization ideas. Although every child has fantasized about being the protagonist of saving the world, now he knows that he may have been a very amazing immortal cultivator in his previous life, he suddenly has no expectations, and is more panic.

What if... I disappear?

His current mood is similar to Fairy Bai at the beginning, and he is always worried about whether he will be replaced by another "me".

Normal life becomes shattered overnight.

If one day, the past is awakened, the memories belonging to Jiangqiao will probably be instantly submerged in the changing world, and he will not allow such things to happen.

He is him, and no one can replace him.

The sky gradually became brighter, Jiang Qiao had insomnia and had not slept all night. He got up early, and Fulu and Shouxi were still curled up in his nest to sleep, but he began to meditate against the glitter and cross-legged.

Fairy Bai’s method is very effective. Although it was painful at first, after getting used to it, you can feel that your body seems to have changed, no longer dead, as if every cell has become more energetic.

After a while, Fairy Bai also opened the bedroom door and walked out. She was slightly stunned when she saw Jiang Qiao meditating on the balcony outside wearing only thin clothes.

Why did this guy become so self-conscious today? Don’t you usually sleep until midnight before getting up?

She didn't bother Jiang Qiao. What she is practicing now is going well. Everything can be regarded as practice. Jiang Qiao is the first time she embarked on the immortal path. She needs to take one step at a time and practice her basic skills.

Although it is impossible to become a great monk in this spiritual environment, as long as you persevere and strengthen your body, you can still live a long life.

After touching the cat, fairy Bai walked to the bathroom to start washing, and then pinched the time to make breakfast.

——Pick out a bag of sesame dumplings from the refrigerator, pour water into the pot, and after the water boils, pour the dumplings in. After almost all the dumplings float up, it will be cooked in twenty seconds.

This was what she did when she saw Jiang Qiao last time, it was very simple.

After about two quarters of an hour, his legs were sore and numb that he took a deep breath and calmed down.

It's amazing that I'm meditating in an environment of around zero in a single dress and don't feel cold at all.

Jiang Qiao put on her plush pajamas and saw the fairy wearing an apron and making breakfast. Her concentration looked like she was facing a great enemy, afraid that she would blow up the kitchen again.

Isn’t it just cooking a dumpling, as for it?

He leaned against the door frame and smiled and said hello: "Good morning, my fairy."

"Prepare it, the dumplings will be cooked soon." Fairy Bai said without looking back.

Jiang Qiao glanced into the pot: "The dumplings cooked by the fairy by himself are also Oyubai, so they must be super delicious."

Fairy Bai turned around and glared at him. He was not serious early in the morning and wanted to get electrocuted again?

She raised her finger and poked Jiang Qiao's chest. He leaned against the door frame very closely and trembled violently.

"Why are you shaking? I'm out of power now!" Fairy Bai said angrily.

Jiang Qiao said awkwardly: "Isn't this afraid that you will not get used to it after losing your cultivation? Will you feel a little accomplished?"

"I just know the poor words!"

She hummed softly, and her heart was slightly sweet. This guy still knew the position of his family.

"Come here and take your own bowl!"

"As for orders, my fairy."

One person sat down with a small white porcelain bowl. Jiang Qiao took a sip of the soup happily, as if he saw the daily life of the two after marriage in the future. Yue·Housewife·Ling completely contracted three meals a day, gentle and virtuous, this is life.

Go to the hell out of the past!

Fairy Bai took a light bite, and the sesame filling inside slowly flowed out. She blew it carefully, and then licked it off with her tongue after a little cooler.

Sweet and glutinous, so delicious.

She looked up at Jiang Qiao, her eyes covered with bloodshots: "You didn't sleep well last night?"

Jiang Qiao lowered her head and sipped with a dumpling, her eyes were so complicated that she didn't know how to answer. Should she tell her the truth about the inner demon?

If she had let her know that her existence might be just the secondary personality derived by Bai Yueling in order to escape reality, would it once again destroy her mood?

After thinking about it carefully, Jiang Qiao decided to hide it for the time being. Anyway, she is the dominant power of her body now, and it will be up to her expression for at least a hundred years.

"Well, I'm thinking about things, and it's dawn."

Fairy Bai was silent for a moment: "You don't have to blame yourself for losing the Taoist fruit, it's all my own decision."

Jiang Qiao was stunned for a moment. It turned out that she thought she was troubled by that matter?

"No, I was just thinking about how to ask a fairy who fell into the world as my wife, but I couldn't sleep."

Fairy Bai's tone stopped and her face turned slightly red, "Eat your dumplings with peace of mind. No wonder you have insomnia at night. It turns out that she is thinking about daydreaming early in the morning."

Jiang Qiao laughed happily and said, "What if one day the dream comes true, when you think of sleeping with the fairy's wife every day, you can wake up with a smile in your dreams."

"Don't even think about it!"

Fairy Bai glared at him angrily. This man started talking nonsense early in the morning, always imagining something impossible, and that kind of thing would never happen!

"As a person, he must have dreams."

"Jiangqiao!"

"Fairy, I'm here."

“…”

She clenched her fingers tightly. She had no choice but to this very thick-skinned guy now, and she was so annoying.

"Yueling, does your world really have the saying of reincarnation?" Jiang Qiao asked suddenly.

Fairy Bai looked at her and asked in confusion: "What did you ask this all of a sudden?"

"Aren't I planning to write a novel of immortals? I'm likely to encounter such a problem, so I want to ask you, a real immortal cultivator."

Fairy Bai nodded, thought for a while and explained: "For immortals, there is indeed a saying that soldiers can reincarnate. Strictly speaking, as long as the soul has not dissipated after death, there is a possibility of reincarnation, but this is only a very small number after all, and the probability of awakening after reincarnation is slim."

"It means that if I fail to pass the tribulation and choose to reincarnate the army, and fail to awaken in the next life, if I die, I will die forever? There is no possibility of resurrection or reincarnation again?"

“That’s right.”

Fairy Bai said: "The randomness of reincarnation is too great. Even a powerful person who cultivates immortals may become a mortal, and eventually die in obscurity, without any other cause and effect in the world. Therefore, compared with the unstable reincarnation method, more people will choose to seize the body and rebirth."

"Let me give another example. Someone died ten thousand years ago. After his soul has experienced ups and downs for thousands of tribulations, will it suddenly awaken one day ten thousand years later?"

After careful consideration, Fairy Bai nodded solemnly: "This kind of thing has never been heard of, at least I have never discovered it with my knowledge. Time is too vast and mysterious, and any soul will be diluted in it. This is why it is so difficult to reincarnate and awaken. Even if someone knows his memories of his previous life, it will definitely be incomplete. As you said, after thousands of disasters and hundreds of generations of ups and downs, the soul has long been extremely transparent and untainted by cause and effect."

"What if it was the reincarnation of a cultivator of your level?"

"At most, if the middle way collapses, there will be no white moon spirit in the world."

Upon hearing this, Jiang Qiao breathed a sigh of relief.

With two moon spirits, he naturally believed more about Fairy Bai's words. As a dignified immortal emperor, she could not be reincarnated for thousands of years, and her master was naturally not able to be.

Even if he was Bai Yueling’s master ten thousand years ago, he has nothing to do with him now. He is himself, not anyone.

"Yueling, let me ask another question, are you still you after reincarnation?"

"If there is no awakening memory, of course there are two different people."

"Why do you remember everything? Before reincarnation, you were a general, after reincarnation, you became a scholar. After awakening your memory, were you a scholar, or you once a general?" Jiang Qiao asked again.

Fairy Bai closed her eyes and pondered. After half a minute, she slowly shook her head: "I don't know."

"No one can explain this kind of thing unless it is a personal experience. No one can tell it clearly. Some people only believe in this life, not in the next life, and some people believe in the cause and effect of fate."

Jiang Qiao showed a bitter smile, which was similar to what he thought.

"But once, after the powerful soldiers of the Immortal Dao were reincarnated, they stepped on the path of immortality again, and finally remembered the past, finally leaped, and became an immortal and achieved enlightenment."

Fairy Bai tried hard to recall the strange story of Zi Weixing's immortality: "He once explained this issue in his autobiography. If you believe it, you will have it, and if you don't believe it, you will not. You can be a scholar or a general, which will vary from person to person. However, in my opinion, there should be more scholars after reincarnation. The past is gone. After reincarnation, I am just a similar flower. Those memories are just like a flash of flowers and are not real. This is like someone implanting a memory of Zhang San for Li Siqiang. He will not think that he was once Zhang San or Li Si."

"Will there be a possibility of a major change in temperament after awakening? For example, I was originally a mortal, but one day I found out that I was a cultivator and could not practice due to environmental reasons. As a result, I would say I was a god..."
To be continued...