Chapter 459 "Rudy"(1/2)
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Where is the world full of flowers ~
If it really exists, I will definitely go ~
I want to stand on the highest mountain there~
Don't care if it's a cliff~
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Live hard and love hard even if you are scattered~
Don't ask anyone to be satisfied as long as you are worthy of yourself~
I never chose to give up on my ideals~
Even in a dirt-filled day ~
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Maybe I don't have talent ~
But I have the naivety of dreams ~
I will prove my life~
Maybe I'm stupid~
But I'm willing to search for it~
Giving all your youth without regrets
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Run forward~ facing cold eyes and ridicule~
How can you feel the vastness of life without going through hardships?
Fate cannot make us kneel down and beg for mercy~
Even if blood spills over your arms~
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Keep running~ with innocent pride~
How can you see the shining of life if you don’t persist?
Instead of surviving, it is better to burn indulge in vain~
It will sprout again one day ~
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In this song "Chasing Dreams and Little Child Heart", Zhang Hao sang with several believers in the video, which was heart-stirring!
Even if they were not watching it on the spot, through the double impact of video and hearing, Lin Zaishan and Li Xiaoni could still feel the selfless youth burning from these children!
Li Xiaoni was particularly moved to see it. For her, youth was actually only the last tail. And her most frivolous and unrestrained youth era was when she walked hand in hand with Lin Zaishan.
Although she was ignorant and had been abused by Lin Zaishan in those years, she had psychological shadows that were unforgettable throughout her life, the passionate life of those days was a wonderful thing that would never be forgotten by her.
After that, her life embarked on a big star path comparable to "hard cultivation". After becoming "Li Xiaoni", her youth seemed to become more sunny, but only she herself knew that this seemingly sunny youth was no longer her.
Her youth was only the first part, and it was burned on Lin Zaishan like a ball of flame. After that, she no longer had real youth.
Now listening to Zhang Hao and the others singing about such an indomitable youth, the real and dark rust in Li Xiaoni's heart seemed to be peeled off. For a few moments, she really wanted to live again and not live as outstanding as she is now. As long as she can be her true self and be with the person she likes, that's enough.
Of course, it would be even better if the two of them could pursue their common dreams together.
Touched, Li Xiaoni looked at Lin Zaishan beside her affectionately, her lover, the genius original author of the song in her heart.
Lin Zaishan was also very moved to listen to Zhang Hao and the others singing "Chasing Dreams and Childhood Heart".
He had heard this dream-chasing work countless times, but every time he listened, he would be inspired to feel a special impulse and emotion in his heart, which would make him unable to calm down for a long time.
This song "Chasing Dreams and Childhood Heart" is another rare rock work in the new century.
To put it more exaggeratedly, this song has a bit of the meaning of the Chinese rock version of "Forrest Gump".
The singing style of this song that completely throws itself out, and the passionate sentiment from Neil Teng's "It's better to burn indulge in the air than to survive" are also the music core that Chinese rock music that is used to playing style and lacks the most.
This song is not critical or profound, but it is not lacking in fighting and fighting, as well as the momentum of willingness to sacrifice one's head and shed blood for idealism.
The version of "Chasing Dreams and Child Heart" sung by Zhang Hao does not release his sharp high-pitched killer weapon, but uses a roar-like singing method to express his persistent pursuit and persistence in dreams. His full emotions seem to sing the voice of everyone on the road to his ideals. While inspiring, it makes people instantly positive energy 100%.
Whether it is listened to by young people or middle-aged uncles like Lin Zaishan, as long as they still have dreams in their hearts, they will be moved.
In the previous part, this song is also the ending song of a very popular animation "Those Things That Rabbit That Year", so many people probably will have a memory that is moved by the martyrs' predecessors and burst into tears when they hear this song.
However, in addition to the emotions brought by the song itself, Lin Zaishan will think of another Hollywood movie "Chasing Dreams and Childhood Heart" with the same name as this song, also called "The Legend of Rudy", and the British name is "Breast dy".
Translating "Breast dy" into "Chasing Dreams and Childhood Heart" is one of the rare domestic movie translations, and the content of this film is indeed worthy of such a good name.
Lin Zaishan has never been carefully considered. Is Gala's "Chasing Dreams and the Heart of the Child" related to the movie "Breast dy", but the spirit reflected in the two art works is consistent, and they are both a spirit of persistence for the sake of dreams and never compromise.
The music "Chasing Dreams and Child Heart" may be more direct, while the movie "Breast dy" is a seemingly ordinary story that listens to thunder in silence, without shouting or roaring, and only uncompromising persistence, which fully interprets an ordinary person's persistence in dreams.
When watching "Breast dy", Lin Zaishan was still in another plane, and in another state of life, his heart was still young.
But now when he thinks of this movie, his old heart still thinks about this question: What exactly determines our dreams and our lifelong pursuit?
He himself is a person with great dreams, but at the same time he has seen many people who have no dreams at all.
Everyone is ordinary people, why do some people have dreams but some people don’t have dreams?
Could it be that it is the influence of some indelible happiness or pain in childhood, the hardships experienced in early years, and the peak of emotions that have tasted the sweetness of life for the first time?
This kind of experience has a profound impact and is irreplaceable. In our lives, we will be in this formed emotional track. In any case, we want to reproduce these past passions, and sometimes even pay a huge price.
Is this the reason for our persistence?
It is said that this is scientifically based. Those moments of emotional peak have the greatest effect on shaping human subconscious minds. The earlier the shaping behavior, the greater the impact on people.
Freud believed that childhood experiences and sex are the driving forces of all human behaviors, because childhood is the earliest emotional experience, while sex is the most primitive and strong emotional driving force.
But childhood and sex cannot determine a person's life. There are many such exceptions. For example, a person's childhood is relatively dull, and the impactful experiences in his youth may still determine the direction of his life. What's more, a person may have a mediocre life, only in his old age, and find the meaning of life.
When "Breast dy" expresses persistence, it has a bit of this hidden direction.
The plot of this film is not as exciting as most inspirational films, because in the case of dy, besides persistence and dreams, it is difficult for people to see the talent and hope. When people watch inspirational films, they hope that my protagonist will fight with his unique buried talent. But this film does the opposite.
My breasts are like ordinary classmates around you and me, but he was poisoned by the "Notre Dame University football team" in his childhood and became an "idiot". He actually wanted to enter the best college football team in the United States at that time!
However, he didn't look at his innate conditions. Can he compare with those rugby stars? He was short and not strong enough, and seemed extremely average in all aspects.
Of course, except for one thing, that is, the death of the only friend who encouraged him not to give up his dreams, finally made this poor child who could only daydream all day long go crazy.
He began to pursue his dreams frantically, and at all costs. It took two years to transfer to Notre Dame University, and during the two years at Notre Dame University, he only served as a coach on the team and had no chance to play. On the eve of graduation, he finally got the last 27 seconds of a game and played soy sauce on the court.
Four years only cost 27 seconds, and it’s just a so-called so-called Lide?
This is like those postgraduate entrance examination students living around Peking University, who are willing to imprison their youth for several years in small rooms and mountain exercises just to enter the Peking University of dreams.
Is all this really worth it?
It is indeed a good thing to have dreams, "it makes real life tolerable." "The Shawshank Redemption" also says, "Hope is the ultimate good in the world", but if you ignore the constraints of reality and only focus on that distant dream, then dreams will become obsession with kidnapping life. The final result is often to be bloody and disheartened in reality, so the "dream" kills the "dream".
In this film, dy is kidnapped by his dream, but the difference is that due to his childhood experience and the impact of his friend's death, his "obsession" is extremely strong, which makes him willing to pay a huge price and break through many obstacles and keep moving forward.
After four years of hard work, he realized one thing, that is, how huge the gap between his physique and skills was with those top football players in the United States, how stupid it was to try to compete with these people on his own terms. After the last time he found that he was still not included in the roster, his obsession finally collapsed.
But the "poisoned" breasts dy are more "stupid" than "stupid" themselves. Until this time, he still wanted to prove himself and prove to those who said he could not do it. At this time, the black man who had been helping him because of his appreciation of his persistence finally couldn't bear it. "You prove it! Who do you prove it? You are such a short stature and no sports cell-free ending thing. You have been in the top college football team in the United States for two years! While you are pursuing your idiot's football dream, you have also obtained four years of high-quality education. Soon, your guy who once had a bad grade like **** will get the graduation certificate from Notre Dame! You idiot want to prove it! Hurry up and go back and continue training!"
When everyone has limited understanding of the "world" and "self" and their personality is still immature, they will generally make a mistake, which is that they like to prove themselves and thus waste a lot of time and energy.
With the innate conditions of milk dy, it is the best result to exchange for 27 seconds of soy sauce for four years.
The innate conditions of people are different. Not everyone can become a brilliant superstar on the field. Of course, everyone has their own advantages in some aspects and has the potential to achieve extraordinary achievements in these aspects. However, the advantages of Mitty are definitely not on the football field. We cannot clearly recognize the reality, and being kidnapped by obsession is such a result. We have great efforts, but the harvest is completely disproportionate.
But in fact, Kuddy won more than these 27 seconds in four years. He obtained a Notre Dame degree from the University of Notre Dame that his father believed “only smart children born in rich families can obtain”; he fought for two years in a team that his brother thought he was “absolutely impossible to enter”; his struggle expanded the boundaries of his life and changed the fate of the entire family. All five younger brothers entered college to study and obtained degrees; a small player like him who had no athletic talent won the incomparable respect of the best football players in the United States for his tenacious will and was lifted up by them. In this sense, Kuddy's four years were worth every minute and every second.
Since 1975, no one has been carried away by Notre Dame team, and has become a legend of Notre Dame.
However, from a rational point of view, how stupid it is to constantly compete with oneself because of deviations in self-cognition to prove a talent that one does not have at all!
However, what is even more stupid is that most of us have just accepted the impossible that others have decided in our lives, and have never even given ourselves a chance to compete with ourselves.
Once upon a time, Lin Zaishan was also in a state of confusion. On the road of pursuing dreams of music, he was struggling and had no idea where his struggle was.
If he continues to be decadent and stops competing with himself, he will not be Lin Zaishan now.
I don’t know if his time travel has anything to do with his persistence, but I believe that if he was a dreamer, he might not have such a time travel opportunity to realize his dream.
There are many times when the miracle that we never give up creates is much bigger than we imagined, just like the movies and Lin Zaishan in reality.
The song "Chasing Dreams and the Cute Heart" that Zhang Hao and the others are singing is a music that shows this power.
Even if we encounter setbacks and are ridiculed, we must run forward bravely.
Without the persistence of urging oneself, how can you create a tear-jerking miracle?
The charming future is waving to everyone, it depends on whether you are determined to embrace it.
To be continued...