Chapter 265 Emotional Burden
Seeing the harmonica, Han Jian couldn't help but sigh. This article was first published by...Han Jian once told Yang Xun'er that the Aegean people would bring the piano by their side, why did he "borrow the piano" with Yang Xuner at the palace banquet. However, the things in front of him can no longer be explained by the Aegean people. Yang Xuner used a word and a piano to tell him that a woman can also be affectionate.
But Han Jian felt that Yang Ronger's love was very heavy.
If it weren't for the fact that we would stop the pursuers together tomorrow, if we hadn't known that the hindrance was going to die, Yang Xun'er wouldn't have wanted to know the answer so urgently. Yang Xun'er violated his father's military order and escorted him northward and helped him many times, which made Han Jian feel indebted. Before, he didn't notice the love at all, which made Han Jian even feel ashamed. Do you have to let the girl ask him on his own initiative to react? Han Jian couldn't help but shake his head helplessly. So what if he knew? He couldn't give Yang Xun'er anything.
Yang Xu'er was absolutely outstanding among the women Han Jian saw. He had a good background, both talented and beautiful, and brave and resourceful. When he first met outside the Qingxu Yasan in the capital, Han Jian thought she was a courageous beauty. Unfortunately, Han Jian knew Gu Xin'er first. More than a dozen concubines instilled some bad consciousness in him since childhood, making him not want to become a victim of political marriage. He had a personal resistance to Yang Xu'er's marriage and had nothing to do with others.
Han Jian thought about how he gave him "stringless zither" when he was in the capital and borrowed the piano in public, which made a woman secretly fall in love with him, but was rejected in the end. What kind of blow would this cause the woman to suffer? Even so, Yang Ronger would still help him at all costs. What kind of feelings should this be?
Han Jian, standing in the cold wind, couldn't sleep any longer. He felt that he was carrying a lot of emotional burden and could not remove it from his heart. Some feelings may never be able to repay them. If Yang Ronger lost her life to help him again, he would be even more ashamed.
Originally, he would never think of Yang Ronger, but at this time, Han Jian's heart was full of Yang Ronger. From the brief intersection of acquaintance in the capital, to the stubborn and knowledgeable female heroes who nodded in front of him again and again, waiting for his dispatch again and again. Han Jian thought that Yang Ronger was probably in pain at this time.
"No wonder, I can't see her laughing." Han Jian couldn't help but sigh.
The night was solemn and the weather was cold. In order to preserve his energy, Han Jian had to enter the tent in the end. He was alone by the brazier and continued to stare blankly. He could have gone to Yang Ronger to talk about some things, but he felt that there was nothing to say. Because they would go to fight to the enemy tomorrow, it was still a question of whether they could come back alive. Han Jian thought that even if he wanted to give her an answer, he would wait for them to fight side by side.
In the second half of the night, Han Jian felt a little sleepy. He didn't know why he was so energetic that he had not yet fallen asleep in the middle of the night. These days, he was dozing off due to fatigue. Just as he was about to go to bed, he heard the voice of the commissar outside, and he opened the curtain and walked out.
"What's the matter?" Han Jian looked at Zhang Xing who came over to report the news.
"Young Master, the pursuers retreated." Zhang Xing said with a little excitement in his face.
"Retreat?" Han Jian didn't react for a moment, "What's the situation? Are you pursuing your soldiers pretending to retreat?"
"Our detectives have already investigated very clearly. The pursuers not only retreated, but also retreated overnight toward Luoyang City and rushed toward Luoyang City. It should be that something happened in Luoyang City, and they had to withdraw their troops!" Zhang Xingdao.
Han Jian finally felt relieved when he heard this. The news was relieved to him. After escaping so many destinies, he finally got rid of the pursuers, and the remaining section of the road was easy to go.
"Then let's rest for half a day and set off again." Han Jian smiled, "Send scouts out to inquire again, and we must verify the news."
Zhang Xing took the order and left. Han Jian was about to notify the Queen, Han Cui and others of the news.
But when a feeling of relief passed away in his heart, he suddenly felt a little unbearable. When he thought of Yang Ronger, he suddenly felt a little unable to face it.
Yang Ronger thought she would have to fight to the next day, so she came to ask him questions, and indirectly expressed her feelings, but now the pursuers retreated and the two of them met, how can they get along?
Han Jian looked around and asked Yang Ronger about any news in the past, but Yang Ronger did not show up this time.
Han Jian put away some of his thoughts and first informed the Queen, Han Cui and others of the pursuit. When the Queen learned that the pursuers had retreated, she just sighed, as if she was very moved. Perhaps she thought that Yang Yu's purpose of returning to Luoyang City this time was because someone snatched the throne from him. The usurpers were most afraid of being usurped by others.
Han Jian came out of the queen's tent, but he didn't know where to go. He should have gone to Gu Xiner and shared the good news with her. But Han Jian couldn't let go of his guilt towards Yang Xun'er after all. At this time, he felt that when he went to see Gu Xiner, he was undoubtedly adding salt to Yang Xun'er's heart, although he also knew that Yang Xun'er might not pay attention to these things.
But Han Jian still didn't go to Gu Xiner's place and silently returned to his tent to rest.
By dawn, Han Jian woke up and came out of the tent, and the entire camp was still resting. More evidence of the retreat of the pursuers came one after another. Yang Yu did lead the troops back. As for why Yang Yu retreated, Han Jian didn't know yet, and only guessed that it had something to do with the changes in the current situation.
The team rested for a whole morning and started again at noon. By this time, Han Jian still had not seen Yang Rong'er. If it weren't for all the soldiers of the Southern Prince's Mansion, he even suspected that Yang Rong'er had already left with him.
When the team set off, Han Jian saw Yang Ronger on the horse from afar. The figure was so lonely that Han Jian couldn't bear to look at him.
In the next two days, the team was unhappy in the speed of traveling fast and got used to the long journey. Some people in the team gradually regarded rushing to the road as a habit. Even if the pursuers had retreated but had not yet arrived in Jiangdu, they might still be blocked by the local garrison troops along the way, and they were still running for their lives.
During the past two days, Han Jian and Yang Ronger had no interaction. The two intentionally avoided it, and even the time to pay tribute to the queen was staggered. When they learned where the other party was, the other person would avoid it.
Han Jian wanted to temporarily avoid the tangled vines in his heart in this way, while Yang Xun'er simply wanted to avoid Han Jian and did not want to cause trouble.
Two days later, Han Jian finally learned from Mrs. Luo that the real reason why Yang Yu withdrew his troops was because the King of the Western Republic used the excuse of mourning for the Empress, and secretly sent 150,000 troops to Luoyang. The Western Republic's Mansion fought for many years, and the speed of the marching was not comparable to that of the Luoyang garrison. He traveled more than 300 miles in just two days and two nights. Yang Yu knew that he would not dare to continue chasing him. He did not want to lose Luoyang City in a hurry, so he could only withdraw his troops back to Luoyang to put out the fire.
Han Jian knew that in the end, the ownership of Luoyang City would not be between Yang Yu and the Western King, but only between the Northern King and the Western King. After all, Yang Yu was just a puppet cultivated by the Northern King. Han Jian couldn't help but admire the power of the Northern King's Mansion. The Northern King's Mansion could still plan such a perfect plan to usurp the throne and implement it even though the Northern King failed to rebellion and was imprisoned. It can only be said that the Northern King was too prepared for these years.
Two more days south, at noon that day, Han Jian learned that a soldier was less than twenty miles away from their team. The team was not chasing behind them, but intercepting them head-on. Han Jian frowned and guessed that it was either a local garrison army or a reinforcement from the East Prince's Mansion.
Han Jian sent Zhang Xing to ask for verification. When Zhang Xing came back, he also came back with him, Han Song, the second concubine, who had not seen Han Jian for more than half a year, and Han Zhao, the ninth concubine.
"Er Niang, Jiu Niang."
Han Jian personally rode a horse forward and dismounted and saluted.
Han Song and Han Zhao got off the horse and helped Han Jian up. Han Song even gently stroked Han Jian's cheek with his hands and observed the changes in Han Jian's past six months with a smile.
"Jian'er, when I heard the news of Luoyang's change, my second mother came here without stopping. Unexpectedly, because of some delay, I almost couldn't see you Jian'er again." Han Song's speech was a little emotional, "But if you have God, nothing will happen."
Han Jian smiled and said, "Second Mother, Your Majesty is here too."
"Your Majesty?" Han Song was a little stunned. She heard on the road that the queen had passed away. Zhang Xing had not informed the news before. She was still a little surprised. "Then she is still standing there, why don't you take your second wife to meet His Majesty quickly?"
Han Jian personally led the way and entered the chariot driving team with Han Song. At this time, the Eastern Palace came from soldiers to ordinary followers below, and when they saw Han Song, they all bowed. Han Song was easy to talk to and returned the bows along the way.
As she was about to arrive at the Queen's Carriage, Han Jian saw Yang Rong'er riding on the horse, and his originally smiling face froze. At this time, the Queen's Carriage was driven, and Fa Yi and Han Cui got off the carriage and greeted Han Song in person.
"Jian'er, stay outside and go in to see Your Majesty for your mother." Han Song ordered Han Jian.
"I understand, Ernie." Han Jian smiled. He knew that Han Song might have something to say to the queen and didn't want him to hear it.
Han Song got on the carriage, and Gu Xiner also asked and walked over. Han Jian walked up and helped Gu Xiner, who was a little unsteady when walking. He found that Yang Xuner had not looked at her and breathed a sigh of relief.
"Xin'er, why are you here?" Han Jian asked with concern.
At this time, Gu Xiner was wearing plain clothes and had no rouge on her face, but she was as beautiful as a lotus in clear water, which made Han Jian feel a little pity when he saw it.
Gu Xiner nodded slightly, her voice was crisp but not loud, and she said, "Mother knew that the princess of the county came from afar, so she asked Xiner to come and accompany the young master."
Han Jian took Gu Xiner's hand and understood what Gu Xiner's mother Gu Song meant. Han Song's status in the Eastern Prince's Mansion was like the mother of a family. When Gu Song came, if Gu Xiner, the future Princess Dong, did not come to greet him, he would lose his impression.
Han Jian personally took Gu Xiner to the Queen's carriage to wait. Soon, Han Song got off the carriage. Han Jian looked at Han Song's expression and seemed to have cried. As for why Han Jian was not easy to guess.
"Er Niang, this is Chief Gu's daughter, Miss Gu." Han Jian introduced.
Chapter completed!