My name is Chen Zhewen, and I am a Grade 19 business administration student at Xiangnan University.

Today, Thursday, is the day when I go to the classroom with my roommates.

That is, today, the moment I entered the classroom, I saw her...

Sitting alone in the back row of the classroom, a cute girl with twin tails wearing a blue and white sailor suit.

She sat quietly and looked out the classroom window. The morning sunlight shone on her delicate face, and even her hair was dyed a light golden color.

From the moment I saw her, the world in my eyes seemed to have lost all color except for her.

My heart was beating so fast that I couldn't even look away from her.

I know this is a heart-pounding feeling.

I feel like I'm in love...

I also know that she is not a classmate in our class, because in college, it is actually a very common thing to skip classes.

Because of this, I know that if I miss this opportunity, I will probably never meet her again.

I wanted to go over and strike up a conversation, but... I didn't have the courage.

I'm scared.

I'm afraid of rejection.

More so because I have self-awareness.

Also, how could someone like such a beautiful girl like him, an ordinary person with average looks, no money and no face.

I didn't want my roommate who was traveling with me to notice that I was strange, so I tried hard not to look at her anymore, and also to restrain my inner urges.

I thought it would be nice to find a seat farther away so that I could see the young lady from a distance.

However, my roommate pulled me and boldly walked towards the seat behind the young lady.

Yes, my roommate’s family has money and he is handsome. He is a rich second generation, unlike him...

Just as we were walking over, I couldn't help but think, if I were a rich second generation, I should have the courage to strike up a conversation with her.

As we got closer and closer, I became more and more panicked.

What if the young lady turns around and looks at them?

Did he pretend not to notice, strike up a conversation, or smile generously at her to gain her favor?

However, the young lady did not look back.

She didn't notice us.

This made me feel relieved, but also felt a little disappointed.

I laughed at myself, looking down on myself for having no courage and worrying about gains and losses.

Sitting behind the young lady, I looked at her delicate profile and she looked at the scenery outside the classroom window.

She is very cute and beautiful.

She has a gentle temperament, just like a lady from thousands of years ago, and I gradually became fascinated by her.

This reminds me of a poem:

"You stand on the bridge and look at the scenery, and the people watching the scenery are looking at you upstairs; the bright moon decorates your windows, and you decorate other people's dreams."

She sitting in front of me, to me, she is the most charming scenery in my eyes.

I gave up the idea of ​​striking up a conversation.

I thought it would be fine just to look at her quietly.

I like her, but I don't want to disturb her.

Whether I have low self-esteem or lack courage, in my heart, I may have long thought that I was not worthy of her.

It's a bit ridiculous to say it, maybe "a toad wants to eat swan meat" is the best way to describe me.

I took out my phone and tried to divert my attention by playing with it.

Because only in this way can I resist looking at her.

Someone in the class took a photo of her, sitting quietly in the corner of the classroom, she was still so beautiful.

I silently saved the photo.

——Because I, sitting directly behind her, didn’t even have the courage to secretly take a photo of her.

This is extremely ridiculous.

The classmates in the group sent a lot of messages, and everyone was discussing whose girlfriend she was, saying that she did not come to class with her boyfriend.

When I saw these speculations, I felt like my heartbeat stopped for half a beat.

My brain was buzzing.

Boy friend?

Does she already have a boyfriend?

I don't know why, but I feel very blocked, uncomfortable, and a little out of breath.

It's obvious that she doesn't belong to me, but why do I feel so uncomfortable?

I took a deep breath and smiled bitterly.

I said to myself in my heart: Does it have anything to do with you whether she has a boyfriend? Does she know you? You are too self-righteous.

Yes, she doesn't know me.

And I don't even have the courage to get to know her.

Not all students in the group agree with the idea of ​​"accompanying your boyfriend to class".

They think, how can you accompany your boyfriend to class, only to have your boyfriend not leave with your girlfriend? This is not in line with the conditions for couples to attend class together.

Some people also said that the young lady must have gone to the wrong class. There are no fixed classrooms in universities. The young lady sat alone in the classroom so early. There must be no one in the classroom at that time. Maybe she went to the wrong class.

He said if someone wanted to strike up a conversation with the young lady, maybe they could get to know each other and ask for her contact information or something.

When I saw this point of view, I thought it was very reasonable, and the idea that had been extinguished was once again ready to move.

I also saw someone say that the young lady may be the girlfriend of a female classmate in the class, and maybe she is waiting for her girlfriend to come to the classroom.

I actually don't believe this.

Being deeply influenced by Japanese comics, I actually have no prejudice against Lily.

But I think, if the little sister has a girlfriend, then why didn’t her girlfriend accompany her to the classroom, but let the little sister sit alone?

Like the previous point about the young lady accompanying her boyfriend to class, this is completely untenable.

I put away my phone, stopped looking at the class group, and silently made a decision in my heart.

I'm going to strike up a conversation!

Looking up at the young lady's charming side face, I felt my heart beating faster and faster, and finally mustered up the courage...

But the moment I was about to speak, I saw monitor Liu Cheng come over and sit on the seat next to the young lady.

The courage I finally mustered up in my heart was extinguished again, and the words I was about to say to the young lady were suppressed by me.

I'm very upset with myself.

I'm annoyed why I didn't speak up earlier.

I was annoyed that I got scared again after seeing the squad leader.

Obviously I can ignore the presence of others and speak directly to the young lady.

However, it is useless for me to regret now, because I discovered that Liu Cheng knew the young lady.

After Liu Cheng sat down, I, who had never seen Liu Cheng smile before, saw her smiling at the young lady.

The unsmiling iceberg beauty in my memory, his female monitor Liu Cheng, actually smiled!

From my freshman year, to my sophomore year, and now my junior year, I can guarantee that most people in the class have never seen the monitor smile.

This originally included me.

But not anymore.

It turns out that the monitor smiles so beautifully.

But why can't I be happy?

Because this means that the young lady and Liu Cheng not only know each other, but also have an extraordinary relationship.

This reminds me of the rumor in the class group about "the girlfriend of a female classmate in the class".

This made my heart feel cold.

At this time, Liu Cheng also spoke. She smiled and asked the young lady, "Why have you changed your appearance again today? I almost didn't recognize you."

Sitting in the row behind them, I could clearly hear the happy tone in Liu Cheng's words.

It also verified that they had known each other for a long time and had an extraordinary relationship.

The guess that "the young lady is the class monitor's girlfriend" came to my mind again.

This immediately made my heart feel even colder.

But who would have thought that the young lady’s reply to Liu Cheng would give me a slap in the face!

I was completely stunned to the point where I began to doubt life!

"Hu Shuai and the others prepared it for me. After all, I agreed to complete the women's clothing challenge for a week. I couldn't refuse, so I ended up dressing up like this."

The pretty young lady with twin tails, her red lips twitching slightly, replied to Liu Cheng in a magnetic male voice.

Young lady? A man’s voice?

This extremely strange scene made my eyes widen and I couldn't help but swallow.

Why is the young lady’s voice a man’s voice?!

A man’s voice?!

Women’s Clothing Challenge?!

So you ended up dressing up like this?!

It was just a few sentences, but this huge amount of information caused my brain to shut down!

I'm confused.

I was completely confused.

This is more confusing than seeing an alien spacecraft abducting an old sow on the street!

I really can't accept the fact that the young lady who makes me so excited is actually a cross-dressing boss!

Then I started to doubt my life.

I started to doubt the little sister’s true gender.

I began to doubt the meaning of gender.

I began to doubt whether everything I saw and heard was really what I saw and heard.

But more and more, I began to doubt whether I was an idiot.

It was love at first sight and I couldn't help but fall in love with a man!

male!

I cried.

I cried for this relationship that ended before it even started.

That's when I discovered it.

It turns out that falling in love with someone you shouldn't fall in love with can actually be so uncomfortable...

She obviously looks like such a beautiful and lovely girl.

But why is she actually a crossdresser?

Why on earth!

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Chapter completed!