Chapter 161 Am I not that person?
Fortunately, she used to think that her second cousin was the most well-behaved and serious young man in the world, and he was completely different from other people she had ever met!
Su Heng couldn't help but laugh and said, "You are my wife! If I am so serious to you, wouldn't it be a prude?"
Song Yunpan was speechless by him, and just when she didn't know how to retort, the latter had already taken the pillow away from her body, "I haven't figured it out yet... I'll talk about the child later."
Song Yunpan pouted and whispered glumly, "But I want..."
She wants to have someone who is connected to her by blood, who will love her forever and rely on her...
"Am I not that person?" Su Heng suddenly asked.
Song Yunpan was startled, "You, you..."
"Don't you just think that this child has half of your blood, will always be with you, and will never betray you or hurt you?" Su Heng looked at her seriously, "Jiaojiao, I can do that too."
Song Yunpan's expression suddenly changed after her thoughts were revealed. She wanted to say something, but her mind was empty. After a while, she stammered, "I, I'm not..."
"Do you remember what I told you on the tower?"
Song Yunpan was stunned and nodded, "You said...let me believe you."
Su Heng said with an unprecedented seriousness, "Yunpan, I married you because I want to be good to you all my life... I also believe that I can do it. You also have to believe in me, no matter when, no matter what happens, you must do it wholeheartedly.
Trust me...instead of pinning your hopes on a child who doesn’t know where he is yet.”
"I am the one who will always be with you and protect you."
Song Yunpan pursed his lips...
She didn't understand why her second cousin was suddenly so serious...she just wanted to have a child.
Besides, this is not her wish alone. The second cousin is the eldest son of the first wife, so everyone must be hoping that he will flourish as soon as possible...
But under Su Heng's serious and focused gaze, Song Yunpan still nodded obediently.
Su Heng smiled approvingly, and the look on his face relaxed. He held her in his arms and said softly, "You must remember what I said today... Never doubt me because of anyone or anything.
My feelings for you make me do things that hurt myself...do you know?"
He thought carefully about it many times. In his dream, although Song Yunpan struggled in the Su family, she was gentle and tolerant, and she had a submissive temperament since she was a child. Even when she was misunderstood by him in Shuixie... she was also scolded and misunderstood by everyone.
Got through it.
If she hadn't suffered some devastating blow that made her completely despair of life...how could she seek death?
Although he didn't know what she had gone through... Su Heng felt that it must have something to do with her.
For Song Yunpan at that time, he was her only support.
But he left her alone in that house where no one cared or cared...
Su Heng couldn't help but tighten her arms around Song Yunpan.
Only he himself knows: The reason why he chose to celebrate Song Yunpan’s birthday at the Star-Zhaing Tower this time was not only to win a smile from the beauty, but more importantly, to overcome his inner demons——
It was impossible for him to hide from all the towers and towers all his life, and it was even more impossible for him to forever ban Song Yunwan from climbing high and looking far ahead.
Even in the Su family at this time, the place called Zhuiyun Pavilion in the dream, which he now forcibly changed into a cloud viewing platform, may be being built in an orderly manner...
The only thing he can change is themselves.
He originally wanted to use this opportunity to visit the graves of Song Chongjun and his wife to make Song Yunpan proud in front of the Song family, so that he could be more confident and brave from now on...
The result was just the opposite.
Song Yunpan's life experience was a huge blow to Song Yunpan. She even became more inferior and sensitive than when she was in Wanping. She carefully observed his face every day and worked hard to do what he wanted her to do. Even
At night...she would never fall asleep until he came back.
He knows all this.
Just because he knew it, he felt even more embarrassed and helpless.
Song Yunpan is really soft when she is soft - just like a piece of dough. If you knead her into a round, she will be round. If you knead her into a square, she will be square. She has no temper at all.
, but the more she is such a clay figurine, once she is sure about something, she will go all the way to the dark side and will not look back no matter what.
Since she couldn't hold her head high in front of him because of her parents' affairs and felt that her existence was a joke, she would inevitably compromise even more in the future, and no matter how others treated her, she would think it was justifiable...
This is likely to result in greater malice and intensified harm from others.
Since he can't change her temper, he must at least make her believe that he is someone she can rely on and will never abandon her under any circumstances...
Song Yunpan didn't expect Su Heng to think so much.
She looked at him blankly, "Second cousin, why can't I understand what you are saying..." She smiled naively, "I will not do anything to hurt myself."
She didn't understand how the topic could extend from having a baby to this...
Su Heng said with a smile, "As you grow up, don't your husband want to give you more advice?" He said half-seriously, "You just need to remember, no matter when and where, you must take good care of yourself.
It’s worth humiliating yourself for anyone.”
Song Yunpan thought about it seriously, "Isn't it worth it for anyone?"
Su Heng nodded, "It's not worth it."
Song Yunpan smiled with crooked eyebrows, "Then I still want to have a child -"
Before she finished speaking, Su Heng suddenly lifted her quilt.
Song Yunpan was immediately frightened and turned pale. He hurriedly protected himself and said with shame and fear, "What is the second cousin going to do?!"
"Didn't you just say you wanted to have a child?" He said matter-of-factly, "You can't have a child just by lying here and chatting. You must work hard now..."
Song Yunpan was so frightened that he almost cried, "But, but today I..."
She is already in great pain, if...she might die!
Su Heng told her that she wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, which made her laugh. "What are you thinking!" He scratched her nose, "I just want to see if you need medicine. I'll give it to you."
I'm so scared... I can't stand the pain, and I don't know where you got the courage to have a baby..."
Song Yunpan pulled the quilt over his face in shame, "How can it be the same..."
Su Heng rubbed her head across the quilt and said with a smile, "Okay, okay... I won't tease you anymore. You can sleep for a while. When they bring water, I will carry you to wash."
While Song Yunpan listened to him getting out of bed and ordering water to be delivered outside, he thought to himself, I don't want...
Chapter completed!