Chapter 238 regret what
Realizing that Su Heng was looking at him, Song Yunpan nervously tightened his clothes and said, "Second cousin...Actually, do you regret it sometimes?"
Su Heng raised his eyebrows in confusion, "What do you regret?"
"It's just...I'm so stupid, wouldn't it be terrible if my children are like me in the future? But if you marry the person your mother chooses for you..." She paused, "Otherwise, I'll wait for you to win the gold medal."
Once you name it, there will be many noble girls willing to marry you... They are noble and smart, and the children they will give birth to will be just like them... Second cousin will definitely like it very much."
Su Heng frowned and looked at her, "Yun Pan, what on earth do you want to say? Why do so many noble girls want to marry me? I already have you, what do other girls have to do with me?"
Song Yunpan gritted his teeth and said, "Second cousin has always said that he doesn't want children... What if you married a cousin from the Sui family? Would second cousin still be like this?"
Su Heng was startled and said in displeasure, "My cousin from the Sui family has a vicious mind and even designed to frame you. How could I possibly marry her? This assumption simply does not exist."
"Don't worry about whether it exists or not." Song Yunpan became more stubborn and said stubbornly, "Just tell me, if you marry her, don't you want to have children with her?"
Su Heng paused and looked into Song Yunpan's clear and stubborn eyes. He considered for a moment and said frankly, "Probably not."
Song Yunpan's eyes immediately turned red, "You really dislike me!" The more she thought about it, the more discouraged she felt. Everything in the dream overlapped with reality. The previous doubts and grievances were suddenly pushed to infinity at this moment. Song Yunpan
Without even thinking about it, Pan choked and said, "Then do you deliberately don't want me to get pregnant?"
Su Heng was stunned for a moment, his eyes flashed subconsciously, "Hopefully, actually -"
"I don't want to listen!" Seeing that Su Heng's expression said everything, Song Yunpan burst into tears, "What is it? What did you do?!" She pushed away Su Heng's hand that wanted to hold her, and then
He ran down from the bed with bare feet, pointed at the incense burner on the table, and asked, "Is that it?"
Su Heng's face became a little ugly, and he whispered, "Things are not what you think-"
Song Yunpan looked at him with tears in her eyes, sobbed and asked, "So this fragrance...is not to make people relax at all, but to prevent me from getting pregnant?"
Su Heng pursed her lips in silence... and actually acquiesced.
Song Yunpan's tears couldn't stop falling, and he wished he could smash the incense burner to pieces.
But she has been cowardly since she was a child. If this nightmare tonight hadn't made her lose control of her emotions, she wouldn't even be able to ask what she just said. But even so, this is already the limit of what Song Yun can hope for.
Ask her to do something more bloody and extreme, but she can't do it.
The only thing she could do was to slowly bend down, hug her trembling body, and cry silently.
She couldn't help but think of the Song Yunpan in her dream - the one who experienced the pain of losing a son, but never received any comfort from her husband. He was left alone in a deep house compound, facing high cold walls every day, a mean mother-in-law, and a child with ill intentions.
Uncle's woman.
She felt very painful.
Her heart hurt, her head hurt, and her lower abdomen hurt so much that she could hardly think.
She knew that she was expressing her anger, and she also knew that she was making excuses...
The second cousin is different from the heartless person in the dream. He treats her very well. Even if he really uses incense to hide his son, there must be his reasons.
But she just couldn't help it... She felt so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that she almost suffocated.
Seeing that things had suddenly evolved to this point, Su Heng felt uncomfortable.
His original intention was just for her own good... She was still so young and in poor health, and he was afraid that she wouldn't be able to bear the hard work of having children...
But now seeing her crying so sadly, he felt a little regretful...
"Yun Pan." He stepped forward and said in a low voice, "It's cold on the ground. If anything happens, let's get up and talk about it -"
"There's nothing to say!" Song Yunpan pushed him away and said with a tearful tone, "I'm from a humble background and stupid. I'm not worthy of Master Heng, let alone give you a child... You want to find
Let whoever is born be born!"
Su Heng pushed her to stagger and was silent for a long time before she said helplessly, "I know it's wrong of me to keep this from you, but you are too unfair to me if you say that..."
"I worked so hard to get you back, so how could I not want your child? I really feel that now is not the right time."
"It is said that a woman's childbirth is a journey into hell... You are young and have a weak foundation. I also want you to support me more..."
Song Yunpan said, "But you just said that if you married cousin Sui, you wouldn't..."
"Yes." Su Heng explained in a dumbfounded manner, "I don't like cousin Sui, so of course I won't think so much about her... I need a legitimate son, and the sooner I can spread my wings, the better..."
"You, whatever you do is reasonable..." Song Yunpan wiped his tears, "You just think I'm stupid and easy to fool..."
Su Heng took advantage of the situation and hugged her, "Who said you are stupid? My Jiao Jiao can still solve the case... You are so smart!" Song Yunpan reached out to push him, but he picked her up from the ground, "Don't lose your temper...
You are still a child today, how can you stand sitting on the ground for a long time?"
Song Yunpan just turned away and refused to look at him.
As soon as Su Heng put him on the bed, Song Yunpan simply shrank into the corner, leaving only his thin back.
Su Heng sighed, helplessly tucked her into the bed, and whispered, "Since you want a child so much... we won't need this fragrance in the future, okay?"
Song Yunpan sobbed and said nothing.
Su Heng rested his arms on his arms, as if chatting with her, "Actually, sometimes I also wonder, what will our children be like in the future? Will they be more like you, or more like me?" The one who had no chance to come in the dream
Will the children who come into this world be their children again this time?
It's not that he hasn't thought about these things, but what he thinks more about is that there will be many opportunities to have children in the future, but she only has one...
But maybe he was really careless... After all, the Song Yunpan in the dream was different from the Song Yunpan now.
Although her health is still not very good, after these days of conditioning, she has slowly grown. She is not as thin and weak as she was in the dream, and she looks like she will fall down when the wind blows.
She should be able to be a mother like this...
Su Heng just talked to himself for a long time. It wasn't until Song Yunpan's even breathing finally reached his ears that he cautiously leaned over and held her in his arms.
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