Chapter 126: Li Yourong's Thoughts (1)
"Nothing happened!" Chang Yashu pulled a piece of paper and wiped the oil in her mouth, saying that she didn't know anything, "Yourong her is normal before she gets beaten."
"Is it normal forever?" Jin Yange frowned slightly. Could it be that she was really thinking too much this time? But looking at Li Yourong's current expression, it doesn't look like normal!
"Ah, by the way!" Chang Yashu, who was chewing the tendons in his mouth, suddenly screamed, "I remembered that when I first arrived at the dormitory, Rong Rong's face turned a little solemn, as if he was thinking about something very important!"
"Thinking?" Jin Yange's expression moved slightly. Nothing happened in the glory of the age of Jinse. It was so stable that it was simply unreasonable. So what was Li Yourong thinking? What was worth Li Yourong's solemn thinking? Jin Yange seemed to understand what Li Yourong thought.
As Jin Yeon-ge vaguely felt, Li Yourong was really thinking about the problem very seriously. After returning to Yanjing from Hengguo, Li Yourong was very serious about how to sort out her relationship with Ye Luo. She and Ye Luo are currently just an ordinary friend relationship. Even if the two get along again and feel comfortable getting along with each other, their relationship is still within the framework of a friend.
But because of the two who made a fool of themselves to pretend to be ambiguous agreement, their relationship seemed to be a couple in the eyes of Kim Yeon-ge and his members. The problem to be solved is actually very simple. When Li Yourong heard Kim Yeon-ge and the others requested a formal meeting, she thought that as long as she confessed everything truthfully, all problems would be solved.
But the problem is that Li Yourong suddenly realized that whenever she wanted to do this, many reasons would always appear in her mind to stop her from doing this. What would make Ye Luo embarrassed in front of everyone after confessing, and what would say that everything would make Wu Yiqing have a bad impression of Ye Luo? All these things would always make Li Yourong's determination to confess and gradually disappear.
Li Yourong really didn't want to admit that she subconsciously didn't want to break up the relationship with Ye Luo, or even the love partner. But Li Yourong knew very well that escaping could not solve any problem. Her usual calmness was launched at this moment, forcing Li Yourong to face the most real thoughts in her heart. She seemed to have indeed developed feelings for Ye Luo outside of friends.
Li Yourong is a firm non-marriager. In fact, many people can't understand why she had this idea. Li Yourong's parents have a good relationship, and her married elder sister has a good relationship with her husband. There is no possibility of leaving a psychological shadow on Li Yourong. For a long time, Jin Yange and the others believed that Li Yourong was instinctively resisting marriage because she was in a very chaotic circle of entertainment circles and had seen too many negative cases.
The reason why they think so is that they have more or less similar negative thoughts in their hearts. So what about falling in love? So what about getting married? Even if they love each other deeply and are pious when they get married, in the life of two places that are comparable to the Cowherd and Weaver Girls day after day, no matter how deep the relationship is, they will be wiped out by the two killers of time and space. If they don’t talk about it, just talk about the fact that no one has ever been in love in the years? After seeing that people around them are in love for different reasons, and quarrel over and over again, and finally break up with the same reasons, they will indeed have a slight fear of love and marriage.
But this situation has been taken by Chang Yashu, followed by Wu Yiqing, followed by Kim Yeon-ge, and was completely exhausted from the love show activities day after day, year after year. When the people around you always fail in love and quarrel with their lovers, people will indeed feel pessimistic about things like love. But if you are surrounded by people who can successfully show off their dog food regardless of the occasion, time, and preparation, they will naturally have feelings such as envy, jealousy or yearning. In such an atmosphere, Quan Jinghan successfully held hands with Fangge and became a new big dog food owner. So Kim Yeon-ge and the others once thought that Li Yourong had given up the idea of not getting married.
But in fact, Li Yourong insisted more than everyone imagined. She has always been a very calm person, so after the people around her failed love, she will not have the idea that love is unreliable, but will calmly analyze the fundamental reason why their relationship fails. Li Yourong has always firmly believed that truly pure love exists, but it depends on whether you have such luck. Li Yourong believes that he does not have such luck.
Even though Kim Yeon-ge, who was originally nicknamed the Duo of Otaku and Otaku, went out and casually scattered her heart and got her boyfriend back, Li Yourong also believed that this good luck would not come to her. Even if there was a man like Ning Yi who could fully fit her, Li Yourong had no confidence and could go with him to the end. His life was long and there were many variables. What he could have now may not be able to have in the future. Li Yourong was a complete pessimist in love.
Li Yourong's mother often advised her that your life is really good now, and you can live well without a man. But what about the future? Your life is still long, and you will always feel lonely in the days ahead. Even if you don't love, you should find someone who can always accompany you to spend the rest of your life with you.
Li Yourong naturally would not be stupid enough to force her to be with her mother, but in her heart, she completely sneered at her mother's words. If you like someone and want to be friends with him/her, you will develop friendship. If you get together because of your common blood, common care or common feelings, you will develop family affection. No matter what, you don't want to leave him, and even if you suffer, you will want to be with him. This is love.
Any love has corresponding conditions. If the conditions are wrong, the desired feelings will definitely not be produced. In Li Yourong's view, love is a necessary prerequisite for marriage. If there is no love between two people and they are just to live together, such a marriage will only be a cage that binds one person's freedom. It will not have the effect of companionship as the mother said.
Modern technology is very developed and social security is perfect. Li Yourong believes that when she is old, she will not have the tragic situation that her mother is worried about accidentally dying at home. When she really has difficulty in her legs and feet and cannot take care of herself, she can move to the nursing home directly! As long as she has money, some people will take care of everything for you, and if nothing unexpected happens, Li Yourong will never lack money in her next life.
So what else is she afraid of? She is afraid of loneliness? Li Yourong believes that no matter who cares about others, at least the members of Jinse Nianhua will be happy to come to play with her when she feels lonely. Ning Yi even joked that when he and Jin Yange's child were born, he would give Li Yourong one to play with. With Ning Yi's strange gene, his child will definitely not make his life feel lonely.
Chapter completed!