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"Then did you agree to draw another one immediately?" Tie Hongyan asked.
"I felt indescribable when I heard him, but I didn't agree immediately. Maybe it was because my condition was not much the same as before, and he said, "The dead are gone, and all that is left is alive. The deadness left you the moment the painting entered the brazier, leaving you with spring.' After hearing what he said, I didn't know why, at least for a moment, I suddenly felt as if the painful things really disappeared, but I didn't think this feeling was enough to make me draw a spring-filled picture.
I said to Nian Jingmin: ‘Since that’s the case, then I don’t want to draw anymore. If I draw again, I will draw another painting like the one I just now. Wouldn’t “lifeless” come back?’ Nian Jingmin said: ‘What disappeared in the brazier just now was not only that painting, but also “lifeless” itself. You have to believe that what you don’t want is gone, it’s gone, it will never come back.’ I asked: ‘I just think about it and disappear, it will really disappear?’ Nian Jingmin told me: ‘Enter a state, or leave a state
, It's enough for a moment.' Then, he told me about his past situation. He said the name "Reciting Focus" was given to him by his master. The master hoped that he could change his thoughts quickly when he was focused. He said that because he always thought about those depressed things before, the more he thought about them, the more he became more depressed. Over time, he fell into the abyss of pain and could not extricate himself. He always felt that it would take a long time to withdraw and it was extremely difficult. However, his master said that if he practiced focusing on beauty, his state could change in the direction of beauty in one thought.
. He said that he didn't believe it at first, but later with the help of his master, he made himself focus on beauty. Some things really changed in a moment of thought. After he developed such a new habit, he realized that his situation was different from before. After talking about his facts, 后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后后�
"Then what, you drew it with him?" Tie Hongyan asked.
"Yes, he lit a incense at that time and said that this might help me focus. I said that as he said, I closed my eyes first and focused on the four words "Spring" and didn't think of anything else. I don't know why. At first, there were some things in my mind that could interfere with me, but later those things gradually became unable to compete with the four words "Spring" I focused on. At this time, I started drawing. While he was drawing, he talked about the scenes of spring. Every word he said at that time
It revolves around the 'spring'. While he said, he occasionally asked me about the sunshine, birds, flowers, plants, trees, and the beautiful state of the stream, and I answered him when I was painting. In the interval between answering one question and answering the next question, the four words "spring" in my mind were also filled with the words "spring" in my mind. As I was drawing, I suddenly entered another world. At this time, I felt like I was floating like the wind, and I kept writing 'spring' in that world."
Chapter completed!