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Wu Xunsheng said: "So that's it."

"Do you know, sometimes I always feel like I'm waiting. Many years ago, that person was with me when he was painting her mother. He was waiting for tomorrow, and he also: 'Maybe, when tomorrow comes, my mother will come to me.' Later, after Xia Jing passed away, when I was painting, I always thought of what he said to me, and I also wanted to myself: 'Maybe, when tomorrow comes, Xia Jing will come to me.' But I know very well that he can really expect to wait for 'tomorrow', but I don't. I know that not only will "tomorrow" come, Xia Jing will not come to me, but I will also be even more painful. Because Xia Jing will not appear in 'tomorrow' at all, she just used to

Appeared in ‘yesterday’. Even though I knew this, I seemed to be waiting. He was waiting for ‘tomorrow’ when he was painting, but when I was painting, he could only wait for ‘yesterday’. However, ‘yesterday’ would never come back. After thinking about it carefully, I didn’t hope that ‘yesterday’ could come back. If I couldn’t change what happened later, I wouldn’t want to experience the pain that came later again. I… I just hoped that Xia Jing could appear in ‘tomorrow’…my ‘tomorrow’ even though I knew it was impossible. This may be an obsession. People suffer from obsession, and I know."

Wu Xunsheng asked, "You miss her so much, she must have been very nice to you before, right?"

"Okay...good...really! She is so nice to me. Actually, sometimes I would also think that if she wasn't so nice to me at that time, would I suffer less later?" Jingxi Fangshi said, "I have always wanted to be a priest. Without her, I would never have become a priest! Many of the spells I know were taught to me personally."

"Is it taught you by my senior sister?" Wu Xunshengdao.

Jingxi Taoist: "Yes. When I wanted to be a alchemist, I went to visit several alchemists who could accept disciples. At that time, I didn't know many people or things, but I only knew that there were several alchemists who were willing to accept disciples not far from where I lived. Those alchemists came up to ask about my family's situation, and when I asked, they all cursed me. If I lie, I would be hurt immediately. Naturally, I dare not tell the truth. After hearing that my mother was a Blue Armored Man, the few alchemists did not continue to ask. One of their parents was a Blue Armored Man, and they did not accept them. Of course I was very sad, but I really wanted to become a alchemist, so I asked about the news about the alchemist's acceptance of disciples. However, I could not find out any news at that time. I did not become a master for the time being."

As the Taoist Jingxi said, at that time, the few Taoist priests who were willing to accept disciples in the area where he lived would definitely not accept them once they heard that one of the parents of the people who came to be apprentice was a Blue Armored person.

Jingxi's alchemist was named Chen Wenyuan. At that time, the people he knew always advised him to accept his fate and told him not to have unrealistic dreams anymore. Many people poured cold water on him. He was always sad and could not understand why one of his parents, one of the Blue Armored people, refused to accept them as his disciples. Being a alchemist was his dream, but in the environment like the area where he lived at that time, it was extremely difficult for him to pursue this dream and even start.
Chapter completed!