(1551) Nostalgia
At that moment, Chen Wenyuan suddenly felt a huge fear coming towards him like a wild wave. Although Shan Xia Jing was just trying to avoid mentioning Chen Wenyuan's suicide, Chen Wenyuan found that he could not even bear hearing such words. The tears in his eyes rolled down. He shook his head in tears, and said nothing immediately.
Shan Xia Jing saw him crying, and felt that maybe this was a good phenomenon. Maybe after he cried, his emotions would come out, and some of his thoughts would be different.
Chen Wenyuan thought: No, no! Senior sister can’t do that! Now she is in front of me, and she will be in front of me in the future, and she will not leave!
Chen Wenyuan had already realized that at this time, he could not accept the fact that he would be separated from Shan Xia Jing forever.
Looking at Shan Xia Jing in front of him, Chen Wenyuan suddenly realized that the scene he could get together with her was something he needed to cherish.
Although the world seems not worthy of nostalgia in his opinion, she is still in the world, and at least there is still her in the world that deserves his nostalgia.
Chen Wenyuan began to ask himself secretly: "Am I really willing to leave my senior sister? I can't choose to be separated from my parents forever this time. If I commit suicide, I will be separated from my senior sister. I can choose whether to separate from my senior sister at present... How many years have I been in my life? I should cherish this fate with my senior sister. Do I have to cut off such fate with my senior sister? After cutting off such fate, I will turn into ashes, no longer have thoughts, no longer miss, and no longer encounter painful things, but what changes will happen to my senior sister's life in the future? She will be rejected by those alchemists because her father is a blue armored person! It seems very easy for me to choose death to come now. For my senior sister, and for my senior sister's fate, I... do I have the courage to live?"
Chen Wenyuan cried for a while and suddenly said, "I don't mean that, I won't do that."
Shan Xia Jing understood, "You don't think this will happen either. Then I'll ask you, even if you want to go on a long trip to do business, and I'm still here, will you not come back?"
Chen Wenyuan felt that Shan Xia Jing was the most important person in her life. He felt that the place where she was in the world was his nostalgia. At this time, he said in tears: "Senior sister is here, I will not come back."
Shanxia Jing Shanxia Jing finally felt relieved when he heard that he was like this and immediately said, "You have nothing to do, I am still here, will you leave?"
Chen Wenyuan said: "No."
"I'm here, you're here, right?" Shan Xia Jing asked.
Chen Wenyuan said: "Yes. Wherever my senior sister is, I will be."
His emotions fluctuated and tears flowed like a spring. After his parents passed away, he was at a time when his heart was fragile. Shan Xia Jing's words to him made him see his heart clearly in great sorrow. At this moment, he was still not calm and suddenly said to Shan Xia Jing: "Senior sister, we will never be separated, okay?"
Shan Xia Jing didn't expect him to do this suddenly, but she felt that since he could do this, he wouldn't commit suicide. She suddenly became much more at ease. She quickly said, "Of course it's good! We will never be separated! This is yours. You keep your word to me, come back to me when you come back. You must remember your words today, and you must remember your past!"
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Chapter completed!