(One hundred and seventy-four) burden
When Yan Moying heard Yun Keyou's confession, he was extremely surprised. He stood there and still didn't say anything, and continued to look at Yun Keyou.
"Brother Mo Ying, do you... do you understand my feelings?" Yun Keyou asked.
Yan Moying knew that the person he cared about was Yun Keyou, the one he loved was Yun Keyou, and he also knew that he and Yin Ruchen were in love. Therefore, although he knew that refusing immediately would hurt Yun Keyou, he must refuse decisively, otherwise the harm to Yun Keyou will be greater in the future. So he asked, "Keyou, do you understand the prince's feelings for you?"
"I understand, but I only treat him as my brother! He will always be my good brother!" Yun Keyou said.
"I understand your feelings, but I only treat you as mèi mèi. Similarly, in my heart, you will always be my sacrificial! Stop the Zhang Yingdao?br />
Hearing this sentence, Yun Keyou burst into tears: "I was worried that the changes in the world in five years might make the relationship that might have originally been impossible between us. Now I know that before those five years began, we... were already determined to be impossible by you."
"Keyou..."
Yun Keyou wiped away her tears and said, seemingly strong and willful: "Although we are impossible in your eyes, I will not give up. Even if you leave the palace, I will wait for you. If you leave for a year, I will wait for a year, if you leave for two years, I will wait for two years... When five years pass, you will always come back! I was worried that the changes in the world would make the relationship we might have, but now that this kind of relationship is no longer possible in your eyes, I will think from another direction - perhaps the changes in the world will make this impossible possible! In any case, it is better to live in hope than to be discouraged."
"Keyou, it's impossible for us either now or in the future! Don't wait for me and let me leave the palace with peace of mind, okay?" Yan Moying's tone seemed a little decisive.
"Will my waiting become a burden to you?" Yun Keyou asked.
"Yes. I don't want you to wait for a result that will never happen, nor do I want you to miss the opportunity you should have seized for doing something meaningless. It is better to live in hope than to be discouraged, but when that person one day realizes that the so-called hope that he has lived in it for a long time is actually destined to be shattered, that kind of disappointment will not only make people feel discouraged? It may turn people into a dead heart or even be despaired! I don't want to see you have that day!" Yan Moying said.
"If living in hope brings more painful disappointment, then my previous waiting will become a burden for my life, right?" Yun Keyou seemed to understand.
"Of course!" Yan Moying said decisively, "Why make one person's waiting a burden for two people?"
Yun Keyou heard Yan Moying say so simply, and her heart seemed to be stabbed, but this sting made her think of something else: "Brother Moying, are you so sure about the future? Or... you already have someone else in your heart?"
"I know that I will hurt you when I say this now, but even if I don't say it now, I will still say it in the future. It will be a matter of time before I can hurt you. If you say it earlier, it will hurt you much less. In order to make you give up now, I must tell you truthfully that I really have another person in my heart." Yan Moying said bluntly.
Chapter completed!