Strange, it's really strange. Whether it's the peers or adults around you, everyone's logic is too strange. The school's schedule is empty and frustrating. The peers around you focus on trivial matters. In Ning Mingyuan's opinion, they seem to be making big fuss all the time. However, the adults who should be more mature only focus on some boring and meaningless things and turn a blind eye to the truth of the matter. In Mingyuan's opinion, the lives of the people around him are so chaotic, unconventional, purposeless and mediocre.

Ning Mingyuan is only eleven years old. For example, Mingyuan didn't think too much about the exam, which made Mingyuan scared all the time. At first, Mingyuan didn't think too much about it. All the classmates attached great importance to it, all parents paid great importance to it, and all teachers paid great importance to it. Ning Mingyuan followed it with great importance to it, studied hard, and did not let the teachers and parents scold them, and did not let the classmates look down on it. But gradually, because of an exam, one by one, the exam was crying in a class full of people, because of the scores being beaten and kicked by his parents at the school gate, because of the bad grades, his emotions fluctuated greatly. He stayed up and down until dawn before the exam, and finally couldn't resist the pressure and collapsed before the exam. After Mingyuan saw it with his own eyes, Mingyuan realized that all the people who went to school, including Mingyuan, had their entire personal value determined by a few numbers on paper, and Mingyuan began to think about whether the exam really had such significance.

The answer is no.

Ning Mingyuan was not even too tired of thinking. He just used his brain a little and the answer surfaced.

A person's ability has many aspects. After all, the exam is just test-taking ability. As a testing method and a testing tool, it cannot even test 50% of the person's ability. Most of the necessary conditions for success, such as perseverance, endurance, determination, willpower, language ability, action ability, judgment, dialectical thinking ability, logical thinking ability, etc., are not detected by the exam. The only test can detect memory and intelligence, and that is only a small part, because the questions that should be understood and analyzed when you do the questions have long been erased by the tactics of "As long as you do enough questions, all the questions you have done during the exam are questions you have done, then your score will naturally be higher." In other words, scores are indeed related to intelligence, but today's tests that are too static and hardened can be solved by rote memorization without using your brain, and are not positively correlated with the examiner's intelligence.

Not only that, Ning Mingyuan extended his thinking on this basis and found that the purpose of going to school is to learn knowledge. Then, if you think about it, it is not difficult to find that the exam should be to check out a person’s knowledge points in the previous learning stage, discover and then supplement learning through the exam to achieve a cycle of improving knowledge learning from the exam. However, now because of the excessive emphasis on test scores, education has deformed, the exam has completely changed its quality, and it has completely become a test for the exam, rather than a test for the learning of knowledge. Educators do not care whether the learners have learned anything. Education has become an education for the education learners to get high scores, and it has become a secondary goal to go to school for the sake of learning how to take the exam.

So why does this happen? Limitations, human limitations. Enterprises need talents, and the country needs to report better, but whether it is a company or a country, it does not have the energy or ability to detect a person's ability in all aspects, so it needs a simple enough and effective method to screen talents. This task is entrusted to the graduation examination and determined by the graduation examination results. Since the graduation examination is so important, the status of the exam during school will be improved and then deteriorated. As a result, the exam is simple enough to screen, but is it effective?

Ning Mingyuan told his thoughts to the head teacher. The teacher was shocked. He was as if he was shocked when he saw a meteorite falling into the earth. Then he said nothing. From then on, the teacher looked at Ning Mingyuan with a very unpleasant look. No matter how good Ning Mingyuan was, he couldn't understand why. He didn't know that he was really despised by the teacher, and he was still sad.

From then on, Ning Mingyuan also gave up. This disgust and resistance are indescribable. From then on, Ning Mingyuan just thought that everyone was taking exams for the sake of the exam, not learning for the sake of learning, and Ning Mingyuan simply gave up.

Incompatible, unable to integrate into one, it is not suitable. Mingyuan and this society and this race are not suitable. Mingyuan's feeling is becoming stronger and stronger. No matter how Ning Mingyuan tries, it will always go against hope. He is experiencing this pain of not being able to integrate into the group, the pain of conflicting ideas in his mind and the real world. He tries hard to become a member of the public, but he can't do it. Just like water and oil, no matter how tightly it is, it will not be combined into one. No matter how much time he spends socializing, his words and deeds will always appear different in no way, and just these differences are enough. Want to integrate into the world, but he is unwilling to admit that the ideas he has understood are wrong, which in the end only leads to-

You are a very good person, but I feel uncomfortable with you. Can you play with others?

No matter how tactful it is, the decor is essentially the meaning. The final ending is always this.

These little differences are the result of instinct, the result of personality, and the most realistic expression in the deepest part of the heart. He is a child of Mingyuan who cannot change it. He does not have the concept of social means, and he does not know how to lie or smirk with a personality mask.

The result is this, inevitably, as many spontaneous things will always develop into what they should be, and no matter how they stop it, it cannot be reversed, the matter has come to such a point - Ning Mingyuan looked at the nosebleed on the back of his hand, took out a tissue to wipe it off. He wiped two nostrils again. Seeing that the three classmates had already walked away, they endured the pain of their knees, got up from the ground, walked to the window of the store downstairs, and nervously checked whether there was any place that was stuck on the dust and slapped off quickly - if my mother found out, she would be scolded, so she should try to cover it up. She ran upstairs and stood in front of the door of the house, raised her hand but didn't dare to knock on the door. After hesitating for a few seconds, he suddenly remembered something and turned around and ran to the corner of the stairs, found a key under the flower pot, and then opened the door.

Pinch your hands and feet and insert the key, praying that you must not make any sound. Crack, Ning Mingyuan tightened his shoulders nervously. After holding his breath for three seconds, he slowly pushed open a crack in the door, and no one came over. Fortunately, no one noticed it. Mingyuan quietly closed the door again and ran to his room. Although he was very active, there was no sound at all. This is something that can be done, and there was some small trick. The key is to bend your knees when you land and lift your feet up. Keep your overall center of gravity in a state of movement at all times, and move with the movement of your whole body.

Ning Mingyuan was very proud of this little trick that he had discovered entirely by himself. Although it was useless other than secretly avoiding parents, and he had no friends to talk to.

When I came to the living room, I could see my mother's back sitting at the kitchen table. My mother sat there calmly, her eyes staring blankly outside the dim window, and she could not see any anger around her. This is the case in normal times, with a low mental state and a muddy state all day long.

This is very distressing. Mingyuan even couldn't swallow his meal at first because he was worried that his mother was so sick.

But it was only at the beginning. Soon, not long after, when this situation lasted for weeks or even months, Mingyuan approached the natural acceptance of the instinct, which he could not change. It was not that he no longer cared, but was just simply helpless.

It's all his fault

It's all my fault, my mother isn't like this

Mingyuan felt like a gust of wind passed through my mother silently. However, as soon as he walked into the room, he closed the door with his backhand, and almost the moment the door closed, he heard his mother's scolding.

"Mingyuan! Is it you? Why don't you tell your mother when you get home!"

Then I heard the sound of my mother dragging her slippers.

"Why are you going home now? It's past the end of get out of class! Where have you been going? This kid is really, it's really not worry-free..."

It’s not a blame but a complaint. I don’t know who I’m complaining about.

"Oh, I don't know what this virtue will be like in school. I don't know if I can get into college in the future." My mother sighed, "What can I do in the future? I don't even have a friend. I don't know what I can do in the future and I have to be excluded by society. I can spend my family's money for a lifetime... It's true that there is no use to invite a teacher to dinner. It's obviously about to take the entrance exam..." My mother didn't come in. Although Mingyuan usually makes mistakes, she will find various excuses, and she also clearly understands that she is making excuses. But she always tries to go into the house and asks a question. This time she gives up without even trying to come in and asks, and keeps walking past the door with complaints.

Mingyuan nervously pressed the door for a while, seeing that his mother was not coming in, he glanced at the wound on his knuckles before he breathed a sigh of relief, lying on the bed with big words. The adrenaline produced during the fight gradually faded, and Mingyuan's heart gradually calmed down. Mingyuan began to reflect on why it turned out like this? Why life is so painful? What causes the current situation?

This is a major feature of Mingyuan. He likes to ask why. But every time he asks, he will always be beaten and change the topic or just asks Mingyuan to stop. Without exception, it would be better if the person asked was a relative, but the final outcome would not be much different. This made Mingyuan particularly frustrated with adults, and at the same time he lost interest in asking questions, which turned into another form. He stopped asking questions every time he encountered a question, and replaced it with self-question and answers over and over again.

This question and answer did not last long, and Mingyuan got the answer almost immediately.

It's true that the irresponsible father is still all blamed

Everything could have been better.

If it weren't for the useless father who was a policeman

Mingyuan didn't even know the concept of uselessness. After all, he was only eleven years old, and he just intuitively placed this adjective on his father's head. This is the word he could think of the closest to his father's impression.

If it weren't for him, the family wouldn't have become like this. The last time I saw him was two months ago. Since half a year ago, this father never gave Mingyuan's father the feeling again. He was like a distant relative, only appearing once a month or two. And every time the expression on his face was nervous. For example, half a month ago, the father, who had no news, suddenly appeared like a few times before. Mingyuan, who had fallen asleep, was woken up in his dream. Time might have reached midnight. He was forced to put on his clothes in a trance and half-pulled by his mother, took him out of the house. Mingyuan deeply remembered the coldness of the ice-clearing night that only the sun disappeared.

After nearly half an hour's walk, the family finally met at a tattered bar KTV that didn't even have guests. The bar can be great, KTV can be luxurious, but the two are basically garbage places that are mixed together. This is no exception.

Mingyuan sat next to his mother with sleepy eyes. His mother was breathing heavily. Through the blurry vision, the opposite side was his father with bloodshot eyes and messy hair. There was also a scar on his face that seemed to be cut by a knife, which was a new wound that had not healed and scabbed. Ironically, it was the opposite of what he seemed to have not slept for several days and nights, and his father's clothes were luxurious and exquisite.

My father was so nervous this time that he couldn't help but feel even more nervous than before.

What are you going to do? I want to go to bed.

Mingyuan was not happy at all when he saw his father. This situation was not once or twice. Anyway, he would definitely end up crying and unhappy again. There would be no change in the end, and his father would not return home again. Mingyuan just went back to continue his miserable life with his mother, and then showed us his embarrassing appearance one month or two months later.

It's better to end it early.

"Ning Yue!! Is there any other home in your eyes?"

"If not, why would I show up here? I have money and women, but they can't replace you!"

"Bah! Shameless! I've become a ghost after not seeing you for half a year. You can even say such words!"

"I'm talking about the facts! You think it's so easy to get mixed up among them! If I don't become like them, I'll lose my head!"

"What's the use of saying this now! Do you know what kind of life Mingyuan and I live! Didn't we agree to end in a month! How long has it been!"

"Shh! Sigh down! You'll be heard!"

"I don't care! I just want justice! What should I do!"

"You don't care about anything! I'm worried about you! If my identity is discovered, you will-"

Ahhh, you see, the plot is the same and lacking. This time, I didn’t get rid of my old direction. My father has already started to choke up.

The mother also shed tears. She took out her handkerchief and wiped it: "Tell your boss... and tell your director... Can't we stop doing it? Can't we make this money..." Her tone softened, but her tears became increasingly unstoppable.

"Things... would have been so simple..."

This is not what my father should be

Accompanied by a sensation of disgust, Mingyuan suddenly opened his eyes, his consciousness was a little sticky, and his hands and feet were also slow to react. It seemed that he had just fallen asleep. As expected, the time had already pointed to seven o'clock in the evening in the sound of the clock. He squeezed his eyes hard, and the yellow sky outside the window before he fell asleep was now very dark.

I didn't feel tired before going to bed, but after a night of sleep, I felt particularly tired. I walked out of my room with my hard-to-dispel tiredness and found that the air in the room was cold and low. There was no human breath at all. I checked the living room and my mother's bedroom, and I was the only one left at home. This is really rare. I rarely see my mother going out after dark.

After confirming that there was no one at home, Mingyuan wanted to return to his bedroom. As he walked back, Mingyuan suddenly attracted attention from a room. It was a room that was different from other rooms with open doors, and the only room that was closed to death.

The entrance to the room that was ignored by Mingyuan was unknown when it was ignored.

The house that was originally used by my father's office was now closed like something untouchable. It had never been opened half a year ago, and my mother ordered Ning Mingyuan to be forbidden from going to this room.

Why?

Mingyuan asked his mother, but her mother didn't know that she was just fulfilling the accusation that a good wife should fulfill and abide by her husband's requirements. She didn't ask questions, but just followed the orders.

An indescribable feeling surged in his heart, unable to say what it was, but it is clear that this feeling gave him some kind of impulse - the impulse to enter the room.

No matter what the useless father wants to hide, no matter what is hidden behind the door... maybe... just maybe, it is not impossible to find an opportunity to change the disgusting and disgusting status quo in front of him...

——I want to change—

I twisted the handle and heard a dry lock sound. It was indeed impossible to enter so simply. I remember there was a box specially used to store keys in the house, and I remember there was a box specially used to store keys in the house. Mingyuan walked around the house and finally found a spare key in the storage cabinet under the TV by video disc boxes, video tapes and other debris pressed into the bottom of the old box.

——No matter how small the things that can be done—

There were all flat-shaped keys, as many as a dozen, and they were all corresponding to the wooden doors in the room. I grabbed the keys and handed them in hand. Mingyuan returned to the door of his father's room and had to try these keys one by one. When he tried eight or nine, he felt anxious, but he still used up his last key. Unfortunately, the door lock was still stuck in its original position and still couldn't open the door.

——I want to try it hard too—

Mingyuan walked left and right in front of the door for a while, frowned and quickly walked to the balcony. When he came back, he had a hammer in his hand. The next moment, there was only a rumbling sound. The hammer head passed through the glass on the door. The glass on the door and windows turned into countless pieces and splashed out.
Chapter completed!