"Don't you tell me?" she asked slowly, with a hidden pain in her eyes.

So Yin Feng's heart also felt a little painful and a slight aggrieved. He pressed the back of her head, making her face tighter, and said hoarsely: "I really want to know?"

"certainly."

Yin Feng asked her to lean in his arms and said, "We can't turn back after saying something. Some people will definitely pay the price. Do you understand?"

You Mingxu was silent for only a few seconds and said, "If I want to listen, I can naturally afford it."

Yin Feng opened his five fingers and pressed her face. This posture made her feel a little uncomfortable, but he insisted.

He said: "Do you know, I was on the top of the mountain with Gu Tiancheng that day. What was I thinking before I fell into a coma for the last time?"

"What?"

"I think, as long as I can continue to be with you, I am willing to exchange everything. I am afraid that I will forget you, and I am afraid that you will no longer love me after waking up. That is the time when I am most afraid of in my life, which is even more terrifying than the time I was in Guizhou. Such a powerless feeling turned out to be like a knife, deeply engraved in my heart."

You Mingxu was shocked, she didn't know...

"I remember it all." Yin Feng said, "I can't say what I like when I first saw you. I remembered that I was careful every day and wanted to please you. When you were happy, I was very happy; when you were unhappy, I was anxious. If you showed a little care about me, I was so happy that I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night. You kissed me, kicked me away, and lied to me that it was just a reward. I...hehe, even though you knew you didn't like me, you still tried your best to get your again're rewards..."

You Mingxu felt a little sad, and felt that he couldn't hold his face, and whispered: "Why, are you trying to get old accounts?"

"Solve the old accounts later." He said, "I want you to know that there was a person who was not really that stupid, but just loved you very humbly. You Mingxu, do you know how I felt when I remember everything? It turns out that since that early on, I have sent a sincerity to you without hesitation. Whether you trample on, throw away, or cherish you, I am willing to accept it."

You Mingxu never expected that he would hear him say such things. With Yin Feng's pride, she would admit these things. Her eyes turned red without realizing it... She said she would not bring up the old accounts. What is this not an old account?!

I didn't expect that he would be quiet for a while and said in a sarcastic tone: "I have heard of such feelings, but I have never believed them and have never seen them. How could I think that they would fall on my head?"

You Mingxu felt a little sad, but he wanted to laugh with gloating, but said, "It sounds nice, how can I coax me? Who believes it?"

"Don't you believe it?" Yin Feng said, "Of course you don't believe it. Because you will never love me like I love you."

You Mingxu said: "Turn, keep pulling."

He grabbed her hand and said, "I'm tugging? If there is a lie, I'll be killed by the punisher when I go out tomorrow."

You Mingxu: "..."

He said again: "You don't believe it because you are not paranoid."

You Mingxu felt his heart tremble.

"Then are you?" she asked.

Yin Feng smiled and said, "I haven't wanted to say these days, and I don't want you to know that I have recovered my memory, because I didn't think of how to control such a relationship. Fortunately, during this period, I have slowly adapted and accepted it. Do you have to force me to say it out loud? You Mingxu, don't think about looking back in the future."

You Mingxu said: "Why can't I look back?"

Yin Feng hugged her gently and said, "Do you know what I was thinking about when I looked at you and remembered you? I like you so much. Now I close my eyes and can still feel the pain and helplessness on the top of the mountain that day. So if one day, you fall in love with another man, I will kill him. If one day, you plan to leave me, I will use all my means to lock you up. If one day, you die first, what can I do? It is not scary to commit suicide. Life is impermanent, and human hearts are impermanent. Only in this way can I guarantee that I will get you completely."

You Mingxu couldn't speak. His words were calm and crazy, but she knew that behind his quiet and steady appearance, there was a stubborn and lonely soul.

"Don't do this," she said.

"It's already like this." He said, "Ah, are you afraid? Do you want to retreat? You have been looking forward to me to remember, but in the past I didn't understand what such feelings meant, and I fell into it all the way. Now I remembered it, but I won't ask for anything like You Yingjun without asking for anything in return. I am such a person, selfish, paranoid, and perhaps very naive. I once said that in the future you will be my **. It turns out that it's not just! When I fell into the abyss, you are my only light. It's you who pulled me out of the darkness. I have tasted your warmth and brightness. How can you let go again? You must always be with me, only with me."

As soon as he finished speaking, his emotions seemed to be impulsive. He turned over and pressed her under him and began to attack silently.

You Mingxu held his face with both hands and said, "Why are you crazy? Calm down. Listen to me, I'm not afraid at all, because I've known what kind of person you are. You handsome is the real you. You are not selfish or naive. You are a very good person, kind, upright, brave, and sticking to your beliefs so hard. Many people are not as good as you. You just use a lot of things to block yourself and protect yourself.

Ah Feng, life is still long. I don’t want to leave you. I want to live a good life with you. Life is made by people. I know you are paranoid, but who in this world has no mental problems? How big is it? No one will leave, no one will betray, and die. As long as you treat me seriously, I will do all my strength to stay by your side. Just like... When you were still handsome, you would guard me for no reason, okay?"

Yin Fengdi lowered his head and prevented You Mingxu from seeing his expression clearly. Perhaps for a man like him, it would be a difficult thing to tell his heart like this.

You Mingxu looked at him and felt soft and said, "What do you want? I will give you whatever you want." After a pause, he said, "Yin Feng, I will be yours in the future. If you want to kiss, I will accompany you to do whatever you want."

He slowly buried his head, buried it in her shoulder, and said, "It turns out that it is not like, not dependence, not anything else. If you don't have it, no one else in this world can do it. You Mingxu, I only love you and admire you. I am willing to die for you, as long as you love me. As long as you love me forever."

You Mingxu's tears suddenly fell and he choked and said, "Okay."

The two hugged her quietly for a while, and then he began to kiss her, silent and passionate. You Mingxu's feeling was like a decadent and gentle aura that emanated from him and slowly swallowed her. She thought that he was right, and they spread their hearts open, and they really had no way out. From then on, they could only fall into pieces together and fell into the vast abyss.

But she is willing and always willing to accompany him.

Later he said, "Ah, accompany me."

"Are you really OK today?"

He said in a hoarse voice: "Yes. I am a paranoid, I have been waiting for your comfort for a long time."

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Chapter completed!