41, Chapter 41 Midnight Talk Three
"Get up, don't sit here, I'm cold." Chen Yexi stood up, pulled Jiang Hu up, and pushed him into the bedroom, "Go, go into the room, go to bed and cover him with a quilt."
"...ah?" Jiang Hu suddenly realized that in this conversation, he had never been able to master the rhythm. Every time he tried to do this, he would be disconnected by Chen Yexi. This guy was used to giving orders, and all his body language was full of control.
But sitting in the quilt and hearing him say this...well, the heavy thing is too exaggerated, right?
Jiang Hu looked at the bed with embarrassment: "If you are cold, I will turn on the air conditioner? Wait until I can bring a chair over..."
Before he could finish his words, Chen Yexi had already climbed up, pulled the quilt up and covered it on his body, patting himself: "Hurry up, come up."
Jiang Hu looked at him in a tangled manner.
Chen Yexi smiled: "Okay, don't worry, you're involved in everything, just take it seriously. I was joking with you just now, but I didn't really ask you to do psychological counseling for me. I really need to choose a beautiful auspicious day. Even if I don't choose auspicious day, I have to find a time for you to wake up, right?" Chen Yexi patted the bed again, "Come on, come on, brother has finished telling you the story, and strive to coax you."
Jiang Hu stood beside the bed without saying a word, but just looked at Chen Yexi with a helpless look. The latter felt that he deeply realized from the other party's eyes that he seemed to be making trouble. Speaking of which, Jiang Hu seemed to have never been angry with anyone for such a long time. In the past, Su Junzi was a famous good man. Since Dr. Jiang came, Officer Su has gloriously retreated to the second line.
The most obvious change is that the baby girls in the past always bothered Su Junzi because of nothing about sesame and mung beans. Because Brother Su has a good temper, he will not be annoyed or angry if he "rubbes and tosses". Now most of the "beautiful miss" who are tossed have fallen on the head of the "new good man" Jiang Hu.
The reason is that Dr. Jiang not only has a better temper, but also has a single person!
Chen Yexi felt that Jiang Hu looked at his expression now, just like he was asked to take a long list and take a taxi out for the policemen to buy desserts and snacks, so he was hit by his positioning in the other party's heart.
However, in the end, Jiang Hu still got on the bed that was originally very big but now looked a little narrow because of two men lying on. Chen Yexi reached out and turned on the dim light on the bedside, blocked the corner of his mouth that could not be lifted up.
Perhaps due to psychological effects, he felt that the body leaning on one side seemed to have a very light and light fragrance, and a kind of power that could calm the heart. Chen Yexi pulled the quilt for him, pillowed his hands behind his head, and leaned his back on the raised pillow: "When you are sleepy, you should go to bed when you don't go to work tomorrow weekend, you should go to bed casually, and you want to sleep until what time to sleep, I won't call you."
"I don't have that much sleep." Jiang Hu smiled and turned his head to ask him, "Didn't you pretend to have lost your memory and hide it from everyone? Why tell me? Are you not afraid that I will tell you?"
The dim light hit his face, softening his facial features, with a little just a little blurry, and the soft and curly hair winded down, leaving a hair end on his neck gently, Chen Yexi was stunned for a moment and subconsciously took it: "Will you?"
Jiang Hu was stunned instead. He paused for a moment before shook his head gently: "Do you know, if I knew the truth and buried this matter with you, it would not comply with the professional standards. But I think... If it were you, I would probably choose to swallow this matter forever."
It is meaningless to evaluate a dead person, and sometimes it can only bring negative effects to the living person.
Some people say that the truth is the most important thing in the world, and under any circumstances, there is a right to be made public. But Jiang Hu sometimes thinks, should some truths really be told? What are the benefits that can be obtained at that time and what will people lose?
It’s better to bury it deeply in your mind, wait for memory to be lost in time, or take it to the other end of the grave. After all, there are so many secrets about survival and death in this world.
"When he saw that I had given up waiting to die, he suddenly stopped and looked at me with a very strange expression... like hatred, like pleasure, and many emotions mixed together." Chen Yexi's voice and tone were not high, like a cello, spoke very slowly, and had many descriptive words, because he remembered every detail, and he lingered in as soon as he closed his eyes, "He said to me, Chen Yexi, do you know, I wanted to do this a long time ago."
Jiang Hu understood that Chen Yexi's previous sentence, "What's wrong with me?", turned out to be directed at this sentence.
"Do you think I'm a rather unbearable person?" Chen Yexi asked as a joke, but Jiang Hu did not miss the bitterness that flashed across his face.
"Sometimes you are stubborn and don't care about other people's ideas when giving orders. You are usually a little overly slick, making people feel a little fake. You can't tell whether you are sincere or false." Jiang Hu paused and concluded.
Chen Yexi turned his head and looked at him in shock: "I'll just be polite when I ask you, I don't really want to listen to criticism - is that sinister?"
Jiang Hu laughed silently: "Sheng Yao's private life is a mess. It's no longer a person or two who blocks him when he gets off work, accusing him of not taking his relationship seriously. Sister Yang is not good at controlling her temper and is unlucky when she gets angry. When Yining is in a bad mood, she doesn't want others to be in a good mood. Her words are soft violence, and all Chinese characters can be mobilized by her to harm others. For a gentleman, family is always more important than work. A phone call said that his daughter is sick, and even if the President is sitting on the □, he doesn't want to leave him."
Chen Yexi suddenly felt that the quality of his office staff needs to be improved.
But Jiang Hu continued: "But this does not prevent them from being good people, the best detectives. Sheng Yao is keen, gentlemanly and meticulous, Yining is comprehensive, and Sister Yang is decisive. Ye Xi, if you don't have confidence in yourself, how can you give us confidence?"
An Yining talked about the past, saying that Chen Yexi was a bastard in the past, and there were not many people who took him seriously. If anyone was not good at doing things at work, the bird man would definitely open his mouth and scold him, and his words were quite dissonant. However, after he came back from the hospital, he had almost never uttered any dirty words, his smile became more and his thinking paused for a long time before speaking.
Jiang Hu thought that although Chen Yexi was smiling and joked about this matter from time to time, he was still affected by a lot. Even if this matter really made him look more mature and steady, it would be easier for people to get along with.
"Sister Yang said, you are used to being scolded by you. Sometimes I feel very happy to hear you scold people, but now every time I feel like being scolded, I always have nothing to wait for your storm, and I feel quite bad. She also said, seeing that you are obviously frustrated and smiling, she will feel special..." Jiang Hu suddenly got stuck, almost retelling Yang Man's words, swallowed them back, and changed a slightly more elegant word, "...stomach hurts."
"What she said was painful, right?" Chen Yexi said coldly.
Jiang Hu pretended not to hear it and continued to ask in a pure manner: "What after Fang Jinxing finished saying this?"
Chen Yexi smiled and did not continue to tease him: "Then I suddenly didn't want to die."
"I don't know where I'm sorry for him. I made him hate me so much that I want me to die. I don't think it's worth it," Chen Yexi put down his pillow and patted Jiang Hu on the head. "Lying down, I'll turn off the lights - actually I can die for each of you. I have no father or mother, and I don't have many relatives. I don't have a big future in my life, I don't have many friends, and I'm here. I really don't care. I'll be happy if I die."
"But why should I die for someone who hates me wholeheartedly for someone who doesn't appreciate my affection?" Chen Yexi laughed briefly, "This is not worth it."
"And you want to kill him?"
Chen Yexi turned off the light, lay down, paused, and then said softly: "No, anger and thinking about him die are different. I just wanted to beat him up. Later... I pressed him down, and we were fighting for the small broken knife with four hands. We were hungry for a long time, and our physical strength was still half a dozen. It was a coincidence that the drug dealers were fighting in their own internal conflicts... Well, it was not that coincidence. It was a brother who was an undercover agent here, and the two bastards who had been watching us were a little calmer. Soon, there were gunfires and scolding outside."
"It sounded fierce. Fang Jinxing was startled by an explosion and was distracted. So I took the opportunity to snatch his knife, punch him in the stomach, and threw the knife to the corner of the wall. He punched him in the face. He turned his head away by me, as if he had lost a tooth, but he looked at me with that particularly surprised look."
"I don't know what he was surprised about, was it because I actually put him down, or did I not take the opportunity to stab him to death?" Chen Yexi's voice seemed to have spilled out of his throat, low and blurry.
"I just looked at him coldly, but who knew that he was beaten like that by me, and still had the strength to suddenly pounce on me again and jammed my neck..." Chen Yexi stopped.
"What?" Jiang Hu couldn't help asking.
"A bullet that was shot from outside the door hit his forehead." Chen Yexi said, "I always felt that this was ridiculous. If he didn't pounce on me, if he didn't pinch my neck and press me, the bullet should have hit my heart. Maybe it was fate, maybe..."
Jiang Hu didn't say anything for a long time, and Chen Yexi also fell silent.
Chapter completed!