Dou Xun felt that there was a huge trap in front of him. He could see the dragnet, but he was still attracted by the bait in the middle of the net without hesitation. He turned around restlessly, wanting to accept his fate but also wanting to struggle.

"I'm still lonely." Dou Xun said, "I still don't like hanging out with a bunch of unfamiliar people when I'm not doing anything, and I don't like you not being in front of me... I've seen a psychiatrist and read a lot of books. I want to learn

It’s easy to change, but it’s easy to change a country and hard to change its nature.”

Xu Xilin understood. He broke the contract once, and Dou Xun learned to "first be a villain, then a gentleman" and put the ugly words in front of him. He nodded: "Yeah."

Dou Xun added: "Sometimes I stare at you all day long, but I still don't know what you are thinking. I just... am just a piece of expired tape that won't stick to you wherever I stick it."

Xu Xilin put all the cooked dishes out and put them in the restaurant: "Why are you so self-aware all of a sudden?"

"When you are condescending, you look at the whole world as a fool." Dou Xun gently touched Xu Xilin's calf. "One day, I stumbled and threw a mouthful of mud. After tasting the taste, I realized that I was no better than others.

Where to go."

"I tripped you up so hard, why didn't you find someone better?" Xu Xilin sat on a small stool in the restaurant, sighed, bent down, leaned his upper body forward slightly, and pulled Dou Xuncui.

The hand on one side pressed back and forth on the still awkward knuckles on the back of Dou Xun's hand, just like it did when they broke up with difficulty.

Xu Xilin asked: "Is it because they are not as handsome as me?"

Dou Xun's eye circles were slightly red.

Dou Junliang was very honest when he said that everything was changing very fast. In the past ten years, the country and the banks had really gone bankrupt. Xu Xilin had really become impoverished overnight and then prosperous again. And he would never do it again.

He keeps saying "forever" because he knows that he will also break his words and get fat.

The mortal body will eventually rot, and the soul will never be immortal. Even oneself cannot predict what a person will become, whether he will be tempted or forced. Pampas grass is not tough, and the rock will eventually shift.

No matter how much you talk about it, it may only serve as a slap in the face.

So how can a relationship that can break one's heart easily without insurance or compensation be allowed to continue?

Dou Xun whispered: "Well, because they are not as handsome as you."

...Maybe it's "I Still Love You" from "Laughing Drinking Arsenic/Frost" and "Moths Flying into the Flame", right?

Xu Xilin had a hot meal with Dou Xun and agreed to catch a flight the next morning, but he still lingered until very late. He told Dou Xun how the gray parrot became the eighth in the haunted dormitory.

The protagonist of the big ghost story, and the legendary story of how Song Lianyuan sold his life and became a rich man, seem to have returned to the small living room at the Xu family's old site. The two of them each occupied one side of the sofa and grabbed a bag of beef jerky to eat for a week.

We could only see him on weekends, and every time he talked so much that he had to speak hoarsely.

After ten o'clock in the night, Xu Xilin couldn't bear to leave any longer, so he had no choice but to say goodbye.

"Then I'm leaving." Xu Xilin picked up his coat and said to Dou Xun.

Dou Xun's fingers subconsciously curled up, as if trying to grab something, and looked at him eagerly: "What time will we fly tomorrow?"

Xu Xilin: "Eight o'clock."

It takes forty minutes to drive from his home to the airport, and he has to leave after six o'clock.

Dou Xun struggled to correct his overly strong clinginess and possessiveness, and repeated the words "If you leave, I won't send you away, but if you come, no matter how windy or rainy, I will pick you up" he said two or three times in his mind, forcing

I was considerate, reluctantly putting away my reluctance, and stood up to see him out.

Xu Xilin slowly put on his clothes. He didn't know why. He changed his shoes at the door and said, "I might not be able to come back for a month or two. Maybe I can avoid Xia Tian. You

...Well...forget it, let's talk about it when we get back, I'm leaving, bye..."

Dou Xun thought he would be back in a few days, but when he heard "a month or two", he was immediately confused.

What "I won't send you off", go to hell! Don't leave!

Xu Xilin didn't finish saying "Bye bye" when Dou Xun pounced on him and took it back.

The door he had just opened was pushed back by Dou Xun with a slap: "I'm closer to the airport, don't leave today."

Xu Xilin: "My luggage and documents are all there..."

Dou Xun: "I'll go back and get it for you tomorrow morning."

Xu Xilin was startled by his sudden change of face when he tore off the human skin mask. He couldn't recover for a moment: "But..."

Dou Xun didn't let him speak anymore, and held his waist and dragged him back.

Xu Xilin: "Shoes, shoes, shoes..."

Dou Xun was impatient and kissed him on the corner of the mouth: "I'll take you to the airport."

Xu Xilin: "..."

Dou Xunxiang learned the taste of the marrow, and the kiss was not enough. He slowly moved closer and touched the tip of his nose a few times as if to test something, giving an unfamiliar opportunity for the tenderness he had no way to pour into to be exposed.

When he came closer, Xu Xilin's mind suddenly went blank. He grabbed it and happened to grab an armrest. The armrest seemed to be pulled down. It followed his hand and Dou Xun's closed bedroom opened in response.

Xu Xilin suddenly leaned away, and the two of them fell into the room along with the inertia. They hit the chair at the door, and Dr. Dou's book mountain collapsed suddenly.

After all these years, he still hasn't gotten rid of his habit of using a chair as a bookshelf.

Dou Xun's hip bones collided hard with the back of the heavy chair, making a loud noise.

The chair flew away.

Dou Xun: "Hiss..."

Xu Xilin stepped on a bunch of "engineers of the human soul", touched the wall twice, and turned on the wall lamp. The dim light illuminated Dou Xun's face, which was a little twisted in pain, and the two looked at each other.

After a while, Xu Xilin: "Pfft——"

Dou Xun rubbed the tip of his nose, feeling embarrassed.

Xu Xilin: "Did I catch up with you and transform?"

He raised his eyebrows slightly when he spoke. Dou Xun had not thought about it just now, but he would be standing opposite him in a small space. Before he had time to stifle the evil intention in the cradle, it grew at the first sight of the wind, and it was completed in an instant.

The process of the tree growing into the sky broke through the years of separation and sadness.

The heart in his chest began to beat wildly, and his throat was so dry that he could not speak.

Xu Xilin coughed dryly. In order to relieve the atmosphere that was about to start a fire, he diverted his attention by cleaning up the books spread on the floor and picked up the first one. Xu Xilin glanced at the cover accidentally and said, "Oh, I have nothing to say about this book."

I bought it too - if I had told you earlier, could you have gotten it from me?"

Only then did Dou Xun remember this, and his face turned red all the way to his ears.

"I also..." Xu Xilin glanced at the book that fell on the ground, and finally realized something under the familiar faces. He looked up at Dou Xun in disbelief, and the corners of his mouth went up and down several times.

Dou Xun's eyes averted for a while, then he became angry and glared back.

Xu Xilin held up a book and waved it: "This is what we are...and what, we have a good understanding of each other, right?"

Dr. Dou was finally offended by his teasing, and he closed the bedroom door without saying a word.

What happened next seemed to be a matter of course, and it seemed like the old dream came true again.

The longing and entanglement across the ocean condensed into a cluster of leads in the chaotic night. A fire burned it and exploded. The quiet wall lights were layered in layers, and those who did not dare to talk about it were inconvenient to hang it.

The words on his lips became a piece of paper, turned into mist, turned into chaos...

It turns into a tacit and silent confession.

Dou Xun felt that he should be tired and satisfied, but in the end he didn't sleep much all night, and woke up once every ten minutes on average.

He habitually maintained a posture occupying half of the bed. Before reaching the critical point of being half asleep and half awake, he would forget where he was in a trance. He always felt that there was only an empty set of pillows and quilts around him, and he was about to be shocked.

He opened his eyes to confirm.

After doing this several times, the dead man couldn't sleep anymore. Dou Xun became completely energetic and lay facing the ceiling for a while. He couldn't help but touch into the quilt. Now he grabbed Xu Xilin's hand, and now he wanted to hug him. After all, he had to

Only when you encounter something can you feel at ease.

It lasted until about three o'clock in the morning, and Dou Xun got up as if he had taken stimulants.

People who have not been accustomed to living with others for a long time will sleep lightly. Xu Xilin was about to wake up in a daze. He frowned and turned over, but Dou Xun, a lunatic, manually turned him back.

"Where is the key?" Dou Xun whispered in his ear, "I'll get your luggage."

Xu Xilin's blood pressure was low in the morning, and he felt terribly uncomfortable, unable to open his eyes.

When Dou Xun saw him frowning, he didn't want to argue anymore. He touched his face gently and went to pick up Xu Xilin's coat that he had thrown on the ground the night before. He found the key in his pocket.

When he walked to the door, he suddenly remembered the unethical thing he had done when he was young - he woke up Xu Xilin who was at home on vacation early in the morning, kissed him, ran out for a while, felt unwilling to do so, and ran back to wake him up again.

To kiss the other side.

Dou Xun was a little bit dumbfounded. He felt that he was really disgusting at that time. If he were to go back to the past now, he would have to catch that little kid who disturbed his dreams and beat him up.

Dou Xun drove Xu Xilin's car to his house. It was common for Xu Xilin to go on business trips, so the suitcase was placed next to the shoe rack.

After opening it, Dou Xun briefly checked the change of clothes, charger, computer wallet and ID. Seeing that they were all installed, he knew that he had packed it in advance and just picked it up and left.

The gray parrot, who was left alone in an empty room at home, finally saw a living creature and cried out pitifully: "Gong, congratulations on getting rich."

As a result, it flew out to take a look and found that the person who came was not Xu Xilin at all. It thought that its feelings had been wasted, and ran away melancholy.

Dou Xun, who received the auspicious words early in the morning, happily changed the water and added food to the gray parrot, and waved to the gray parrot who was hiding far away: "I will send your father away first, and I will come to see you later.

"

The parrot is stupid - love rival! Stepmother!

Dou Xun's long-cherished wish came true, and his whole temperament softened. Now he saw that everything in the world was pleasing to the eye, and he didn't have the same experience as it, so he walked away with a smile.
To be continued...