Write before it is released

A joke suddenly appeared today, a series of 18-year-old photos in the circle of friends. I was young, full of enthusiasm, fearless, and bravely moved forward. Everyone's face was immature, but everyone's expression was also energetic.

I really envy them.

I really envy myself when I was eighteen years old.

The older you are, the more independent you are, the more you desire to gain recognition from others. Even if it is just a warm word or a kind smile, it can make people feel better and have a hundred times more energetic.

The younger the mentality, the older you are, the older you are, the more eighteen years old.

Now it is really easier to find that you are getting older, physically and psychologically.

When it was difficult to smoothly write for several days, I realized that I was not a newborn calf. I was not depressed at all, and it was pure nonsense.

The comments from book friends really affected me, so for a moment, if I hadn't saved the manuscript to 300,000 words, I really didn't want to continue writing it.

When I was eighteen years old, even if I care, I would pretend not to care, and then I really didn't care anymore and looked forward naturally.

At this age, you will look forward and backward, left and right, up and down, up and down, back and forth, be cautious and steady, and invisibly consume enthusiasm and courage.

Regarding this book, I really didn't expect that a character would cause such a great controversy. Is it written incredible or too vivid? I can't comment on it because I don't know why it was written like this.

Spread your hands.

Even if you are not eighteen years old, you will still be confused.

I can try to explain a little bit.

First of all, the heroine's personality.

Feng Jiuniang is an ancient person. Even though she has lived in the interstellar era for a few years, the cultural gap is still a natural barrier and is insurmountable. At the core, she is just an old antique. She is particularly conservative.

But she is also a martial arts practitioner, a person from the world. She cherishes her life and knows the current affairs as a hero. In order to survive, she is willing to endure it and only hit it with one blow.

She has experienced fights of all sizes, and was seriously injured and dying for countless times, and was even buried in a pile of corpses. She is far less indifferent to life and death than ordinary people. Therefore, the boundary between right and wrong is sometimes clear, but sometimes it is difficult to understand. She can care a lot when she cares, and she can even give up her own life when she doesn't care.

Secondly, Jun Si.

That's right, this character is not a normal person.

But the era he lived in and his own experience determined his abnormality, which was his normality.

He experienced a very terrible thing in his childhood. For a child, it was enough to destroy his understanding of all truth, goodness and beauty, and to completely destroy him who was only eight years old. So he hated women and children, to be precise, he hated living people more than dead people.

Jun Si had deep doubts about Feng Jiuniang's existence. At first, in his eyes, she was not a woman or a mother of his children. She was not even considered a human being. She was just a dead ghost. At most, she was a living alien who could be attached to the human body. She should be killed like Zerg. Otherwise, it would be a future trouble.

He wanted to kill her and had the ability to kill her but he hadn't killed her yet.

He never thought about starting a family and starting a career, so he never imagined having a child at once. But the reality is that he became the father of a child.

If his attitude towards Feng Jiuniang was repeated observation and temptation, he would undoubtedly soon enter the role of his father as his son Feng Shengzhe.

I am also very curious about what the relationship between these two people will eventually become. Because the country is easy to change and its nature is difficult to change, but people will always change.

I believe that many authors who have written novels have had this experience~~~~~~~ A book sometimes has a detailed framework and outline, and in the end it will change due to the development of the character itself or the lack of writing skills.

I have to work hard for a long time to write more in line with what I think, more reasonable and more decent. Now, it is already great that I can write and finish it smoothly and make progress in every book.

Well, this book may not have a male lead, or there may be one. If so, would it be Jun Si? You guess?

I don’t know, and I can’t tell you, I have to endure it. Spoilers are prone to being struck by lightning. If nothing unexpected happens, the text will exceed one million words, and the road is still long.

Today, the author is only eighteen years old and wants to live for many years.

Book friends must be all of them all as beautiful as flowers and youthful. This book is about to be on the shelves. If you like it, please support it. Subscribe to the genuine version, vote for more monthly votes, recommend votes, and give reward messages~~

Finally, I wish you all a happy New Year’s Day in advance and all your wishes will come true in 2018.

Good night?︶??:?I want to talk about "Rebirth of the Star Phoenix and Jiuniang" with more like-minded people, "          " Read novels, talk about life, and find a friend~
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