Not only Xiao Chongshu, Jimo may have rethinked it. Ji's family has always adhered to the doctrine of the mean, and now they may have to change this position and adapt to reality.

"Does Jimo also know the situation of the poison in our two families?"

"I should know, the specific situation may not be clear, but he must have understood the matter of poison. Before, Ji Liang from Tianhong Shopping Mall also had similar problems. Since he also came to the Mei family, most of the hidden problems had been found inside Ji family. Ji family is responsible for the security system of the entire federal government. He is very tense, and now the entire family must be facing a great enemy.

Given Jiqing's identity and your personality, if the Feng family appears, Jimo will most likely choose to contact the Feng family first and ask for your help.

The Jun family and the Xiao family are naturally on the list of allies of the Ji family, and their trust should be good. Before, their Ji family has always maintained a general impartial attitude. Now that these things have happened, they may not be able to continue to protect themselves like this.

As a medical family, the Li family also had to reconsider the family position. But relatively speaking, the Li family was under less pressure. Unless a racial war came, their operational space would be relatively large.

The family is different. If there is a problem with the security system, it requires urgent remediation. Without the help of Qijie and the support of the Feng family, the family's status is in danger. They started their business based on this point and have not changed their position for a long time. They cannot solve the urgent problem this time. The next generation or the next generation will fall to the second-rate or even third-rate position.

Once other forces fill the vacuum of the family, these forces will definitely have a dispute over interests. At that time, the Federation will really not be a solid piece of the law. Chaos will always exist and it will be easy to be destroyed by those who are interested in concentrating their strength."

Feng Shu found that Junlin was really interesting. When he didn't want to pay attention to it, Gan Gan simply retired from the military headquarters. Then, in a blink of an eye, a group of people became interstellar pirates. Now he is standing on the position of Jun's family and even federal soldiers again. Considering the situation in the federal world, the transformation is still natural.

"Why are you looking at me like this?"

Feng Shu said what he had just thought.

Junlin smiled slightly.

"Even if I set up a distant group and did a lot of things that interstellar pirates would do, I never really did anything that endangered the federal situation. Whether I ran away from Jun's house or not, whether I had taken off my military duties, I was a federal citizen in my heart.

This point, even if I live in the Feng family, I will still remind me that the blood on my body was passed down by the ancestors named Jun. Just like you, you have been a human being for two lifetimes, you still believe that you are a member of the Feng family."

"That's because my surname is still Feng now. If I change my surname, I might also recognize myself as someone with another surname."

"Strictly speaking, it's very likely that you don't have the surname Feng. Your father-in-law is an adopted son, right?"

"Even if you are not an adopted son, you may not really have the surname Feng. My grandfather is also an orphan, and my name is taken later."

"So you see, I definitely have a surname of Jun, but you may not have a surname of Feng. Whether in the outer realm or the inner realm, wherever you go, it is almost the same for you, both in a foreign land, right? Over the years, will you still feel lonely like when you first arrived?"

Feng Shu was stunned, he was asking her seriously.

"It's okay. Didn't I lose my memory later? I don't remember anyone, so although I felt strange in those years, I always regarded myself as a native Feng family. After restoring my memory, I tried to integrate into my life here before and the time was not very short, so it was okay. Now, I feel relieved of the past and feel more comfortable."

Feng Shu glanced at him and emphasized, "I rarely feel lonely now, especially the feeling of helplessness when I was young, which rarely appears. If you don't mention the Feng family or Mengmeng them, you just are the Jun family, and you don't seem to care about me."

Junlin's lips curled slightly, knowing that she was referring to the fact that he was always persevering with her. "It seems that you understand your weight in my heart. Are you lucky in three lives?" "Yes, yes, it's really lucky in three lives. It's very likely that God saw you too miserable, so he would pull me, like me, to your side from afar."

"Then I must be God's illegitimate son."

Junlin laughed at himself, "My father has never taken care of me much. He will not be so attentive to me, and he will not be able to do anything to me."

“Have I told you before?

As a girl's house, I could not learn martial arts seriously, just a scholar passed on martial arts. But in the end my father begged my grandfather, and finally I was qualified to be a male like him. I started practicing martial arts at the age of three, and my foundation was very solid, so when I left home with my master at the age of ten, he was very surprised why I didn't look like a girl's house, but like a young master in a military general's house."

Junlin thought for a while, "Should have told me? I'm not sure when you said it, but you seem to have some impression on me."

"Have you completely recovered your memory?"

"I don't know. You can't guarantee that you remember all the past, right? Especially the details."

Feng Shu touched the bridge of her nose, which was indeed the case. Although she was sure that most of them remembered, if she really forgot some details and couldn't remember them, she didn't know if she really forgot it. With her excellent memory, it was unlikely that she would forget the past, even if it was a trivial matter, she should remember it firmly.

"I went back to my master and said that the Feng family was originally a military general's house. Do you know how he answered me?"

Junlin shook his head, he really didn't remember that she had talked about the topics that followed.

"He said that the Feng family is a serious courtier who eats imperial grain. Logically speaking, it is impossible for a girl's family to raise me as a son, but the Feng family just treats me as a son, which is really amazing."

Feng Shu was silent for more than ten seconds after saying that, then continued, "I didn't understand what's so great about this at that time. Later, a few years later, I got very close to the master, so I asked him why he said that.

He smiled and said, "Xiaohua, do you know what you are learning? They are all the essence of the Feng family."

What they teach you is not just a martial arts foundation for strengthening your body, but also a martial art that can protect yourself on the battlefield. If others underestimate you and think you are a little girl, you want to bully you, and you can kill a blow that offends you. Why? Because you learn the most concise and most efficient killing tricks.’

I said it was impossible. The Feng family taught me the most basic martial arts foundation, and did not teach me how to kill people. He just smiled and didn't refute, but he didn't explain it later. It was not until I went through the world alone and encountered several dangers, and used the Feng family's martial arts foundation to solve the problem. I finally realized that what the master said was true."

Junlin was very surprised, "According to your words, the family of military generals in that era was actually a family of soldiers, right?"

"Well. Because most of the soldiers are men, it is impossible for girls to learn martial arts and military tactics, etc. No matter which class of women, they cannot interfere in politics, nor can they participate in the war. Girls born in a slightly more decent family cannot even show up to business, and even go around the streets and alleys to play are not allowed.

But my father begs my grandfather and raises me as a real boy.

I did not learn the Four Books and Five Classics like ordinary ladies or young masters from a literati family. Instead, I really started practicing in summer, three days and nine days in winter, just like the Young Master of the General Family. My father came here like this when he was a child, but this was something I realized when I accidentally recalled the conversation with my sister when I became an adult.

I always thought that no one in my family really liked me, whether it was my elders, sisters, or even the boys of the Feng family who practiced martial arts with me, no one really accepted me as the Feng family. I always thought so, so when the master took me out of the Feng family, I didn't feel unhappy at all.

I was even excited halfway through the way.”

Feng Shu laughed at herself.

“Compared with my sisters, I have indeed been a likable child since I was a child.

But now I have experienced some hardships, especially when I was old, I could see things that I could not see before. So to a certain extent, my father is also a good father, right? My grandfather is also a good grandfather.

Just as the master once commented, they were willing to give me the opportunity and were willing to risk the world's worst to let me learn what men had the opportunity to learn. In that era, this decision was big or small, because if it was used by someone with a heart, the Feng family might even be ordered to be exterminated by the emperor because I practice martial arts."

Junlin touched her head.

"So you don't hate them anymore?"

Feng Shu shook his head.

"I never hated them. I just didn't understand my situation because I was too young at that time and I was indeed isolated by my family. Even if I was allowed to practice martial arts later, I had no chance to communicate with my family like my sisters.

My father might have wanted to send me out a long time ago, but my grandfather had no choice, so he compromised with my father. No matter what, the father and son must have reached a tacit understanding behind the scenes, so I had the opportunity to learn the martial arts of the Feng family to the greatest extent.

The master said that they were already quite amazing elders who could do that. I couldn't understand it before, but now from this decision alone, I still agree with this judgment. Because maybe I was the only girl among the children of civil and military ministers in the court at that time, and I really accepted the family martial arts teachings.

Maybe it is because of these increasingly improved understandings from different angles that my mood becomes more and more peaceful, and I will try to look at the people and things from another perspective when I recall the past.

Jun Si, I think I will miss my past life all my life, and I will never forget my past family, my master and my former lover. Forget them means forgetting every detail of my past life and forgetting where I came from, then I am not me."

"You said so much to elicit the last sentence?"

Junlin doubted whether she was still calculating about the unpleasantness he had with her before.

"No, it's just a feeling. Maybe you can look at the problem from a different perspective and find new ways to deal with the father-son relationship you are facing."

"I have a good relationship with Shengzhe and I don't need a new way."

"You know that I'm not talking about you and Shengzhe."

Seeing that he was silent, Feng Shu knew that he wanted to avoid this topic.

"I don't want you to live in the shadow of your childhood all the time. No matter what, Gu | poison also plays a big or small role in it, and you can't deny this objective factor."

"Our Jun family is directly affiliated and has to receive various special training since childhood, and women and men are also one of them.

What I did back then was not authentic, but in a state of ignorance, I did not instinctively drive to find a living person to solve the problem. Is he going to die because of the poison? No, when he broke the precepts, he was obviously far away from death, even now he is still alive."

Junlin looked disgusted when he mentioned this topic.

"Everyone has his own weaknesses. Even if it is not a weakness, his restraint on different things is different. You cannot use your own patience as the standard to measure his restraint on the same thing. What's more, your situation is different."

Feng Shu's words made him laugh at himself.

"Your father may be a pretty good father to you, but my situation is different from yours. Even for your brother and others, he is not a good father.

All four of us brothers grew up under the care of our grandmother. Because of this, our elder brother and the others have always been very close to our grandmother. Our grandfather also respected our grandmother very much. Later, when that happened, I couldn't see our grandmother as before, and I couldn't see our grandmother as before, but I didn't have the courage to tell our grandfather again, so of course I didn't have the courage to tell our elder brother and them.

After my grandfather and elder brother learned about the situation one after another, they were also deeply shocked. Only the second and third brothers were unaware of the situation. They always respected their grandmother and sympathized with their father because I seemed to have been so unreasonable. The second and third brothers all had a good temper, especially the third brother. Even if they were not clear about the inside story, they always stood on my side without any conditions.

A father is not a good father, and a mother is not a good mother either.

Their parents gave birth to children but did not raise us personally. For them, we are just items that the family needs. If the family does not need it, I doubt whether they will be willing to have children."

During their growth, Jun Hao and his wife rarely took care of themselves like ordinary parents, let alone taught them personally. The father did whatever they wanted, while the mother was like his shadow, with no sense of existence. From beginning to end, they were just alive. For the four brothers of Junlin, the absence of their parents started from childhood, and it was absent in all aspects.
Chapter completed!