Hate?

No, even if there weren't so many years in between, she wouldn't hate her.

Her fourth sister was a crazy person. Even though she had grown into a tall and graceful girl, she was still the only one among the nine sisters who lived a truly heartless life. She knew exactly what she wanted and what she didn’t want.

Chu.

She has always been like a child, with a clear distinction between love and hate. The world is either black or white, and people are either good or bad. She can stay in the room when her sister cannot stay in it. Everyone says that it would be nice if there was a man in their generation.

, the sister who takes the younger brother’s seat is not good.

"Fengshu? Fengshu? Jiuniang?"

"Um?"

She heard someone calling her, raised her head, and looked around blankly.

"She's very sorry. Fengwan said, she's very sorry. 'It's my sister's fault. She will be beaten and scolded at will, and will be cut into pieces by a thousand cuts.'"

This is indeed what Feng Wan would say. When she and Feng Na quarrel, every time they reconcile, no matter who admits their mistake first, they will hold the other person and apologize with a smile.

She used to envy them for being able to hold hands and whisper. She also envied them for playing playfully together even after they had a falling out. She also envied their oath-like apology - "Hey.

, we can be beaten, scolded, and cut into pieces by a thousand cuts, but if we can’t do it, let’s make peace, okay? We will be good sisters for life.”

Good sisters for life.

She has never been regarded as a sister by them. She didn't understand it before, but now looking back from an adult's perspective, she knows that she is also half responsible.

She rarely takes the initiative to approach them. It can even be said that after experiencing a long confrontation with her parents, she has become more and more self-isolated. She has completely given up communicating with her sisters since she was about six years old.

desire.

In fact, when she was a child, her sisters still loved and protected her.

For example, the eighth sister Fengwen, who is similar in age and dislikes talking to her the most, often deliberately runs near her when she hides in a corner of the yard because she is in a bad mood, and recites various books loudly with her back to her, taking the trouble to do so.

He read it loudly over and over again in a voice that she could hear, and explained the key words in a simple and simple way that she could accept, even if she didn't understand.

Another example is the third sister Feng Na and the fourth sister Feng Wan. When she first started practicing martial arts, they always accompanied her on the martial arts field regardless of rain or shine. Even if she couldn't practice anymore, as long as she was still doing the exercises seriously, they would

Sitting and chatting aside, he would wait until she was almost finished before leaving hand in hand.

There were also the eldest sister Feng Yan and the second sister Feng Guan. They were both older and already knew how to work as female workers. During those years, they had always made her underwear, handkerchiefs, shoes and socks for her.

When she first started to slack off in practicing calligraphy, her fifth sister, Fengxian, got up early for half a year and came to urge her to get up and urge her to practice calligraphy. Later, when she started to learn painting, she was afraid that she would make another mistake, so she got up early for more than a year for her.

, wind and rain lunch break.

The sixth sister, Feng Yuan, and the seventh sister, Feng Yan, also shed tears because of her illness. When she was pretending to sleep, one held her hand and sobbed and begged her not to die, while the other sat on her belly and threatened her fiercely.

If she doesn't want to live, she, the seventh sister, will crush her to death immediately.

At that time, Feng Yan had actually noticed that she was pretending to sleep, right? But she was still scared at such a young age, so her tears fell on her neck.

Feng Shu cried and laughed again.

Some care requires that after experiencing a lot of people and things, you can look back and see clearly the situation back then.

She has lacked the love of her parents throughout her life, but in terms of brotherly love, it is actually very good.

It's just that for some reason, the sisters didn't dare to get close to her when the elders were present. After all, even in the relationship between parents and children, in that era, minor children, especially daughters, needed to rely on their parents and family

to survive.

She wiped away her tears silently.

"Sorry, I lost my temper."

"It's okay, I just cried a lot. Drink some water."

Prince Arios poured her a cup of tea and warm water with his own hands. Feng Shu took it with both hands and drank it.

"Feng Wan kept saying that you were still alive. I coaxed her and said that I would help her find it, but in fact I never really believed it. It wasn't until she disappeared from me and I was depressed for a long time that one day I suddenly

Wake up. She and I have known each other for so many years, but from the beginning to the end, she has only asked me for one thing - to find you."

Feng Shu didn't speak, her mood hadn't completely calmed down yet.

"I searched, from when I was still young and energetic to the second half of my middle age, I kept searching, like looking for a needle in a haystack, from the Empire to the Federation, but the people I sent out found nothing. Until later, I disappeared

The fourth oldest child of the Jun family returned to the Jun family after a long absence, and there was news that they were getting married and having children. I got a familiar name - Feng Shu. I had given up hope, so when I got such a name, I wasn't very excited. I thought

It's just a coincidence.

I did not order an in-depth investigation of your situation until later, the news came that the head of the Ji family was attacked and almost died, and I found that you were also on that journey and had completely disappeared. Both the Jun and Ji families were there.

I came to you, so I gave the order to find out the whole thing. When the information finally came to me, I cried and laughed for a long time in front of her grave."

"What was her state like when you saw her? I mean, has she adapted?"

Feng Shu wanted to ask her if she was feeling helpless, but he had just said that he saw Feng Wan under the Yunshu tree. Her fourth sister was having a feast at that time, so she must have been in a relatively relaxed mood.

However, how long had she been here at that time? Did she use someone else's body like her, or did she come here as a whole? Before and after meeting Prince Arios, what methods did Bong Nyu rely on?

Living in a strange time and space?

Also, how did she... die?

"Adapting? Jiuniang wants to ask Wanwan if she cried?"

Prince Arios's whole aura changed. If he was wary, scrutinizing, and threatening her before, now he seemed to be completely relaxed and included her in his aura.

"Not at first. In the few years I first met her, not even once. Later, after she allowed me to get closer, she slowly showed her vulnerable side to me. Later, she cried a lot.

I feel homesick and cry. I can’t find you and cry. I always cling to her and she is so fed up that she also cries. After we got together, she couldn’t conceive a child and she cried endlessly. She said that in the future

What should I do if she leaves and I have no children to live by and enjoy family happiness?"

"Lilith is not your child?"

As soon as she mentioned this, she could clearly feel that the atmosphere had changed, and the aura around him instantly became cold and stern.

"Sorry, this is not something I am qualified to ask."

She thought this was his privacy. As a member of the royal family, many things had to be done, especially since he was raised as a son and heir by His Majesty the Emperor.

"No, you have it. In this world, you are the only one who has it now."

His expression was ferocious for a moment, "It's my brother. He thought that I was going to be useless, depressed, and alive as if I were dead, so he took advantage of my trust, extracted my sperm, and gave it to Lilith's mother.

I was pregnant with her, and I didn't know I had such a child until the child was born and turned three years old."

Feng Shu was silent.

"Although I didn't know about the existence of children in those years, I vaguely felt that something was wrong. So I also raised some concerns a little bit, until he wanted to repeat the same trick and asked me to give birth to a son. I caught him first, and I

Only then did I realize that because of him, I broke the promise I made to Wanwan..."

He cursed something in a low voice, but Feng Shu couldn't understand what it meant.

She didn't know what to evaluate.

No matter what, she actually has no qualifications, even if his lover is her fourth sister. After Feng Wan has died, what opinion can her natal family have on this issue of heirs?

"It has passed, Your Highness."

"No, it won't pass. I can't let it pass in this life."

His eyes were bloodshot and full of anger.

"The birth of Lilith represents my betrayal to Wanwan and my brother's betrayal to me. This is a shame for our two brothers and a shame for our entire royal family."

Feng Shu was speechless.

"I did not give that woman a title. The same goes for the child. There is no formal title. His Majesty the Emperor wanted me to acknowledge the existence of their mother and daughter, but I did not. He said that Lilith's mother did not ask for a title, but wanted to see the child.

For the sake of innocence, accept the child. I said I would accept you, I can raise her and let her grow old and die naturally. She can learn whatever she wants and go wherever she wants, but don’t ever expect that I will be a lover.

Her father, let alone expect a formal title.

He said that I am not a man, haha, even children can express their anger. Do you know? His sperm cannot be used and he is born with infertility, so in his eyes, I am equal to his sperm.

Sub-repository, what I didn't expect was that I, who had always been obedient, actually resisted and started to confront him more and more."

"Miss Lilith, no, I mean, where is little Miss Lilith?"

"She has a title awarded by His Majesty the Emperor. But even so, people at the top know that she is just an illegitimate child."

Although his tone was slightly disgusting, his expression was not as malicious as when he mentioned his daughter and the woman who gave birth to him.

"How did she leave?"

"What?"

"Why did Fourth Sister die?"

Her question quickly brought him back from his thoughts.

"Disease. A strange disease that cannot be explained until now."

He closed his eyes to hide his pain.

"Her vitality was like the sand in an hourglass, disappearing bit by bit at the speed of our eyes. We didn't notice it at first, until she started to have no interest in the things she liked, and she even had no interest in finding you and taking you back.
To be continued...