Xiao Lu didn't understand why, so she had to remain silent.

"At that time, the fourth sister and the others thought that I couldn't help crying because of the hard work of practicing martial arts. In fact, it was not the case. I insisted on practicing martial arts just to have a reasonable excuse to cry. Even if I cried in my boudoir, I would not stop crying.

I feel that I need an upright reason before I can shed tears without restraint.

Just like my mother hates why I survived but let her precious son die. I actually hate it too.

I hate myself for being Feng Jiuniang. I hate myself for not dying. In the end, I even hate my younger brother who was not strong enough from the beginning to survive. I hate my younger brother. I hate myself so much that I feel guilty.

Because I hate it so much, I can't treat myself as a real girl. I always feel that I have an obligation to do things that only a younger brother should do.

Although the Feng family gave birth to me and raised me, and although my sisters all accompanied me, I never regarded myself as a real person until I met my master and that person.

Feng Yun must be working very hard..."

Feng Shu turned over and faced the wall.

If not, she wouldn't remember this brother.

She remembered him not with resentment, but with gratitude.

"Hey, are you really crying? Come on, I haven't seen you cry in the past few years. What do you mean you are crying this time at the Jun family? Are you a crybaby? I don't want to listen to you every day

Crying, it’s so noisy.”

Seeing her crying silently and not answering, Xiaolu became anxious.

"Feng Shu, I'm serious. Don't cry, okay? Feng Chuyi said that the power of habit is powerful. Once you get used to crying when something happens, you will look for trouble in the future just because you want to cry.

It's normal to feel uneasy, guilty, fearful, etc., and people can't control it. You just need to accept the occurrence of these emotions and let them pass quietly. Don't try to respond to them, and don't

Thinking about overcoming them is not an obstacle, you need to cope with it and overcome it.

Think of them as running water, just like time. Once it happens, it will be gone forever. It will be fine soon. Really.

Instead of crying here, it is better to think about how you will get along with your brother and son when they come back. According to me, the first thing you have to do now is to go through your experiences over the years. Then you will be fine

Report to the two young ancestors.

Also, the gifts you prepared can now be decorated with nice packaging. Appearance is still very important. After all, most of you humans are easily fooled by appearance. If you don’t decorate it well, what if they don’t like it?

What to do? I have wasted all my efforts in vain...

Hey, don’t you cry anymore?”

Feng Shu sat up.

"I forgot that I haven't reported to everyone that I'm safe."

As she spoke, she clicked on the Feng family's personal terminal and started to contact Feng Jun. Unfortunately, she still couldn't contact her, just like she had no signal at all in Time Star Time before.

"It's strange, I was able to get in touch with him before."

Feng Shu couldn't help but frown.

"Maybe he is no longer here. Didn't you say that the Feng Family is in the Inner Domain? When you were in Amanda Realm, you couldn't contact people in the Federation. Now that you are in the Federation, you can't contact people in the Inner Domain.

It’s normal.”

Xiao Lu's words made Feng Shu pause, "My personal terminal should be able to contact the inner domain, but it may not be possible to contact all places. Remember to remind me when you move in the future and let me try it.

Is there a signal? I remember that the principal and grandpa could contact my family before."

"No problem. Instead of contacting the Feng family, it's better to contact your brother-in-law. He is in the outer realm like you. If there is no space distance, contact should be easy."

"I know. But you can't contact your brother-in-law here. After all, he is from the empire. If something happens and this matter is found out, the Jun family will become the target of public criticism."

Feng Shu's concerns are not unreasonable. The problem is that Xiao Lu finds it very boring. "Is it because you don't belong to the same political system that you can't interact with him openly in the future? Aren't you afraid of contacting him secretly?

Will it be more troublesome in the future?"

"I can only tell Jun Lin about this matter first and listen to his opinion. After all, my origin is quite troublesome. The fourth sister appeared and disappeared. If she is still there, it would be better to explain. Now that the main owner has left, it is difficult to explain clearly.

. Even if the elders of your family understand, after all, outsiders will not support you like your own family, and will only throw dirty water on us."

Feng Shu felt that her promise to Prince Arios to take Feng Yun and Feng Shengzhe to visit him in the future was too natural. Even His Majesty the Emperor agreed that his brother should associate with her family, but

After all, it is difficult for citizens of the empire to know the truth. Where can she find a fourth sister?

Unless it is to confuse the audience, just bring up Feng Xiaosi from Wutong Star to talk about it. The problem is that the inner realm cannot be said about the outer realm.

She sighed.

"Forget it, if they think of contacting me, they might be able to get in touch again."

Anyway, she had made up her mind to stay at Jun's house to accompany her child to grow up, so she couldn't just run away again. She couldn't go anywhere in a short time.

"Why don't you wait until you finish removing the poison and go to the empire for a tour? Didn't you say that the Feng family gave you many disguised identities? It will be just in time to use them."

Xiaolu didn't want a long list of people following her.

"Let's talk about it then. I still don't know how grandpa and Marshal Xiao will discuss it. Maybe in the end we just need to remove the poison from the second brother's body."

Feng Shu got out of bed and put on his shoes, then took out a pair of jade pendant-like ornaments made of time stones from the space button and placed them under the pillow.

"Shouldn't gifts be given in person? Who gives them secretly like you? What if someone else steals them? It's a waste."

It is actually coveting its own green marrow and wants to recycle it.

"If I were a member of the Xiao family, do you think Yuehua would let me break into a room without an owner at will? Feng Yun came back and saw the copybook, so he naturally knew it was from me. And if I had engraved it on it, of course he knew it was from me.

his."

Even if he couldn't guess it, it didn't matter. She would definitely still be there by then, and he would know it as soon as he asked.

"What do those words you wrote mean?"

Xiao Lu has no problem speaking human language, and can even communicate with her in ancient Chinese language. The problem is that whether it is interstellar lingua franca or ancient Chinese language, it can only listen and speak, but reading and writing are blinding.

An illiterate person. However, for a tree, being able to communicate is beyond the scope of the category. Its own language is used for oral communication, and it does not need to have the ability to read and write at all.

"It is a poem by a poet named Wang Bo in the Tang Dynasty. It means that no matter how far away we are, as long as we have each other in our hearts, we can feel close to each other no matter how far away we are."

"What were the original words?"

“There are close friends in the sea, and we are like neighbors across the world.”

Feng Shu took out two time stones that could be worn as jade pendants and taught them to read them word by word. Until Xiao Lu said there was no problem, he put them back under the pillow and left his brother's room.

"Where are you going?"

"Looking for second brother."

When she got to the second floor, she realized belatedly that Yuan Diudi, who had led her around before, was no longer there. She hesitated to move forward.

"When you were crying just now, that guy named Jun Rui left with Yuan Didi." Xiaolu laughed at her again after saying, "Are you afraid? What are you afraid of? I have already gone into my brother's room. Your own room is the same as yours.

You should always go in and take a look at your son's room. This is called fairness. Otherwise, your son will be jealous and what will happen if it ruins the relationship between his nephew and uncle? Children don't get along well because of the treatment of adults.

They are not fair enough. This is what Feng Chuyi said."

"I'm not afraid, it's just..."

Okay, maybe this is fear.

Feng Shu stood in front of a door for a long time, then finally pushed it open and walked in.

It is a very simple room, with nothing except a large bed.

She looked around and saw four walls, a window, and a slightly open door. It was obviously a bathroom inside.

"Wow, why are you two parents so uninterested in life? It's so empty. How can you feel comfortable during sex? I mean, this bedroom really looks like a prison. It's big enough, but it's also too empty.

…”

Little Green was chattering.

"You mean, this is King's Landing's room?"

"This is your room. There is your breath here. There, right, that wall, there should be some kind of switch. I... Hey, do you remember how to turn it on?"

It's a wardrobe, a whole wall of wardrobe. Half are women's clothes, half are men's clothes, with clothes on top and shoes on the bottom. There are also several grids for underwear, hats, scarves, gloves, socks, and clothing accessories.

Feng Shu pursed her lips and stared at the clothes, with heaven and man at war in her heart.

"It seems that he is pretty good to you. Some are old and most are brand new. He will definitely buy you new clothes every year. Although you are not here, he still remembers it in his heart. Well, don't worry, there is no other woman

The room is very clean. I can’t smell your scent on the bed. It must have been replaced with a new one.”

Feng Shu suddenly closed the closet.

"What are you doing? Are you unhappy?"

"No."

"Why are you sweating coldly? Did you remember something?"

Feng Shu shook his head, but leaned against the wall to catch his breath. After a few minutes, he calmly left the couple's room where she and Jun Lin were said to be.

"Which room is Feng Shengzhe's room?"

"You really didn't remember anything?"

Xiaolu was dubious, but it still guided her into another room next to it.
To be continued...