Her thoughts drifted back to the conversation in the martial arts field, and it took a long time before she lowered her eyes and sighed.

"I found out later that my father went to my grandfather's house and knelt for several days and nights before he got permission. The family made an exception and allowed me, a girl, to practice martial arts like men. My sisters learned general self-defense skills, and I learned

What I learned is the same orthodox martial arts passed down by the Feng family for generations, including self-defense moves and even murder moves. I learned how to fight alone and how to form troops."

Jun Lin's face was clouded, "Even so, it's not the reason why they abandoned a two-year-old child and left you alone for months and months."

"You don't understand. Our era was different from today's interstellar time and space. People at that time believed that men were the masters of the outside world and women were the masters of the home. The outside world was men's battlefield, and all matters within the family were women's domain.

Earth, man is heaven, woman is earth, man is movement, woman is stillness.

Even if a decent family allows their girls to practice martial arts, it is only for physical fitness, hoping that they will be healthy and able to protect themselves in times of trouble.

Like my family, allowing me to learn the tricks of killing people is a way for Jianghu people to train their daughters. Jianghu people have never been tolerated by the court. When the good times are good, they don't offend the rivers. When the bad times are bad, there will be various recruitment and even suppression.

Since elementary school, I have not only learned how to kill people cleanly, but also how to detect the enemy's situation and how to arrange troops. My father, I am afraid, initially had high hopes for me, as if he hoped that I could become a soldier.

Female generals and the like.”

Feng Shu glanced at him, smiled and shook his head.

"You don't understand. Even if I break it down and tell you one by one, you still can't understand, Jun Si. That's not just a problem of the entire era, it's separated by countless time and space. Time is not so easy to span, so the problem of time

The product, cultural tradition, is not easily understood by others. If you are not from that era, even if you have access to a large number of historical facts, you can at most have a superficial understanding. For a complete understanding, that is far from enough.

Never."

Jun Lin pursed his lips, his displeasure evident in his expression.

Feng Shu, however, kept to himself and continued, "So don't try to interpret me, let alone judge my relatives in my previous life. In my heart, the Feng family is still alive, the master and brother are still alive, and the donkey must be alive even if it rolls around."

.

They were once a part of my life, a very important part. Because of them, my life has joy and sorrow, laughter and tears. Even if I am dead in their eyes, they are in my eyes.

Here are my past, people who are still alive, people who can still make me laugh or cry when I recall the past, people who once gave me joy and pain. Without them, there would be no past.

Feng Shu would not be the Feng Shu he is today.

Whether you want to see me as a man or simply as the father of your child, if you want to talk to me, if you want me to be willing to talk to you, you must respect this.

No one can replace the status of my relatives and lovers in my previous life. In this life, my younger brother Feng Yun can't, my son Feng Shengzhe can't, and my legal spouse Junlin can't.

Neither can the Inner Territory Feng family that I shelter under my wings. You are you and they are them. The two are different. Even if I put my roots down here, even if I die of old age here in the future, even this place will still be the same.

My home will also include my family and my relatives, and their existence will never be erased."

Jun Lin's tone was slightly cold, "So you won't forget them?"

"The past is the past, but it is relief, not forgetfulness. If one day I forget them, it will definitely not be the real me. Just like now, if I forget you, there must be something wrong with me. Just like before I

I encountered an explosion on Yuelan Planet, and ended up losing my memory. I always felt that I was not myself."

Feng Shu laughed again as she spoke, and she was about to wrap herself around.

Jun Lin lowered his eyes, "Why do you remember the people from your previous life so clearly?"

"If your memory came back, you wouldn't ask this question."

"Now, I've asked about all the memories I can get from other people. What's missing the most is things about you. What grandpa knows about you is what he can investigate on the surface, Feng Yun

The description of you is similar to what was investigated. Feng Shengzhe knows nothing about you, only video records. As for Ah Xuan and the others, they know even less about you, and only a few people have actually seen you in person.

"

Feng Shu sighed, "Do you really want to know now?"

"Um."

"I am not from this world."

He was startled, "What do you mean?"

"I don't know how to explain this to you, because I don't know exactly how I got here. I can tell you with certainty that I am not crazy, I am not making assumptions, and I am not lying to you.

, the body is from the interstellar era, but I am a person,"

She was distressed for three seconds, "To put it simply, it's the soul. I'm not from here."

He didn't say he didn't believe her, but it was obviously difficult to convince himself to believe her.

"Did I believe what you said before I lost my memory?"

"I didn't say it, you guessed it yourself."

She glanced at him and said, "If it weren't for the flaw that was exposed, I really wouldn't have been pushed to this point by you step by step."

He didn't smile, "I forced you to marry me?"

"That's not true. Marriage is a decision made jointly by the two of us after discussion."

He was very surprised, "The decision to form the spiritual power seal was also made together?"

"I was trapped because I had no common sense. I never knew there was such a thing here." Feng Shu laughed, "This is my own mistake, so I accept the loss. It's just that you don't

You should take advantage of others' danger. You have to eat the bitter fruit you brewed. I can tell you now that I also have a backer. My great-grandfather has a lot of resentment towards you and will definitely find trouble with you in the future."

"What did Grandpa say?"

"He asked me and you to unblock the seal."

This idea is so strong that Guan Jiu, who has not yet understood the situation, is still moving forward steadily on the path that the original owner Hong Yijing wants to take, even in a confused state about the current situation.

Relying on the support of her grandparents and father, and more importantly, her own will, Guan Jiu used the money she earned from hunting, plus some savings from her three elders, to finish junior high school safely.

She was very successful, ranking first in the city in the high school entrance examination, and her score was nearly 30 points higher than the second place. Such results not only caused a sensation in the town, but also made the leaders of her county education bureau happy.

The fact that she got such a high score in the college entrance examination is entirely due to their performance. If she still sings all the way in the college entrance examination, then not to mention the county, even the city's education bureau will be praised for it.

In anticipation of the promising future, the county education bureau sent a dedicated car, accompanied by the leaders of the town middle school, to go to Hong's house in person to encourage Guan Jiu.

Guan Jiu didn't quite understand why they laughed like a flower. Not only did their enthusiastic look make her a little unacceptable, but Hong Dazhu and others were also very restrained. Ding Chunhua talked a lot, just talking.

I always talk about my other two daughters, saying how well-behaved and sensible they are, and how well they study and work.

In the end, Hong Weiguo, who stayed with us, took over the conversation from time to time, making the atmosphere less awkward.

After the guests left, Guan Jiu became a household name in the village.

Of course, she was famous in the past because she was a good hunter, but this time she became even more famous because of her good results.

Guan Jiu didn't care about this. She had no time on vacation. Hong Dazhu and his wife fell ill one after another just as Hong Yijing remembered. Fortunately, this time because of Guan Jiu's special attention, both of them fell ill.

It was not as serious as the last time, and they were sent to the hospital in time, so when the medicine was paid, they both recovered after being hospitalized for nearly a month.

However, even though most of the money she used was her scholarship and the money she earned from hunting, Ding Chunhua still had a long face and was very unhappy. In the following days, she kept yelling at Guan Jiu.

He said that he didn't have a good look towards Hong Aiguo either.

Because he had used family money, and Ding Chunhua had been quite dedicated when he was with her in bed before, Hong Aiguo felt that he had no confidence in front of her, so he allowed her to scold her. As long as the words were not too excessive, he would tolerate them.

What Hong Aiguo didn't expect was that Ding Chunhua would once again ask his youngest daughter to drop out of school. The reason was that Hong Xiaoxing had already considered upgrading from a junior college to a bachelor's degree, and the family really had no extra money to support another child's education.

In order to get Hong Aiguo to agree, Ding Chunhua also listed many girls in the same village who dropped out of school early to work. After making money for a few years, their families became much more relaxed. Some girls, because they were young, found rich and good families to marry within a few years of leaving.

Some even helped their families build new buildings.

"I don't want to be rich or wealthy. After she goes out, she can help to make up for the household expenses. Even if she doesn't have any money to send back at first, it doesn't matter. As long as she can support herself, then our family will be more relaxed. Seeing the little

Xing will be able to work after completing a junior college degree and upgrading to a bachelor's degree. As parents, we can't let go of this critical point, right?

The family really doesn't have enough money, so Xiaojing shouldn't go to school. She's good at studying and won't suffer any loss if she goes out to work."

"No, Xiaojing's grades are so good, it would be a pity not to study. You don't need to take care of her tuition. As for Xiaoxing, she can continue to study if she wants. If the tuition is not enough in the future, you can borrow the money yourself."

Since being beaten once, although Ding Chunhua has still been stealing money from dead people in the past few years, she has to restrain herself a lot. At least on the surface, she still gives Hong Aiguo face. Therefore, whether it is the tuition issue or the

Back home, neither mother nor daughter had much conflict.

It was just such a peaceful situation, but it was broken once by the hospitalization of two elders in the family, and it became fragmented again by the issue of the children's tuition fees.

When Hong Xiaoxing came back, he didn't discuss with him whether he should continue to upgrade to a bachelor's degree. Instead, he encouraged Ding Chunhua to once again take away all the money that his family had saved over the past few years. He didn't even say the least hello to Hong.

Fight patriotically.

Guan Jiu did not expect to encounter the situation of having no money to pay tuition again. This time she did not go hunting, nor did she go out to work immediately as Ding Chunhua expected. Instead, she went out several times after learning about the situation, and she still didn't want to pay for it after she came back.

Staying at home without making any noise, working on the farm when it's time to farm, and doing housework when it's time to do housework. However, in my free time, I spend more time going to the house of Hong Dazhu and his wife, even at night.

Fell asleep.

When the vacation was coming to an end, she went hunting in the mountains for several days in a row. After selling the money, she gave it to Hong Dazhu, and then went to the middle school in the town like she did at the beginning of junior high school.

Because of the changes in her family, she went to the school to find the principal and expressed that she would not go to the county No. 1 Middle School and hoped to study in the high school section of the town middle school for free.

The principal naturally hoped that she could stay, and after some work, she successfully stayed in the school.

The reason why he doesn't worry about money is because if the tuition for three years of high school is free, then the living expenses will definitely be enough, and Guan Jiu won't have to worry about it for the time being.

Ding Chunhua wanted to cry and make a fuss and drive her daughter away to work, but as soon as she started to struggle, Hong Aiguo immediately took his clothes and lived in another room with a dark face, and also ate meals with his parents, starting a new round of cold war.

model.

The head of the family strongly expressed their support for Guan Jiu to continue studying and not have to pay the tuition fees at home. Although Ding Chunhua was still reluctant, in order to win back her husband's heart, after Hong Xiaoxing left, no one encouraged her to make a fuss.

Soon he surrendered to Hong Aiguo again.

During this period, Hong Yueliang also returned home several times, and for the last time, she bought two skirts for Guan Jiu for the first time, saying that this was the opening ceremony.

Ding Chunhua was very unhappy when she saw that she didn't have the second daughter, but she couldn't bear to scold her eldest daughter. After talking a lot, she said that there were still many old clothes anyway, so it would be better to send two new skirts to Hong Xiaoxing.

Because Guan Jiu exercised a lot and always went hunting in the mountains, there was no shortage of meat. The food supply at home was full. In the past few years, Guan Jiu's appetite had been very good, and his height had also jumped up. Although he was only fifteen years old, he was already almost 1.65 meters tall.

Well, although Hong Xiaoxing is a few years older than her, she is still a little shorter than her. Currently, the two sisters are about the same height and can wear the same size of clothes.

However, Hong Yueliang directly stuffed the new dress into Guan Jiu's backpack, and sent her out to the town by arm-in-arm. Then she had a quarrel with her mother and angrily drove back to the county seat that afternoon.
Chapter completed!