From the beginning, her relationship with her parents was broken. Fortunately, it was not bad to the end. After all, her father ignored her in normal times, but always protected her at critical moments.

As for her mother, she was desperately giving birth to her, right?

Feng Shu smiled bitterly.

Even though she has learned to let go of this influence from her original family, the past still affects her current life, as if it has already penetrated into her bone marrow, so there is no way to put it aside.

"Are you still thinking about your original family?"

"Well. Not very often, after all, I have a different life now."

"But I still think of them from time to time, right?"

Feng Shu smiled slightly, "Everyone with family members will do this, not just me. You know, humans are actually very troublesome."

"You know too? If you know, try to avoid bad things. Worrying too much will not only consume your emotions, but also consume your attention. Most importantly, your time. If you are used to doing this, then your habit is really bad, and you are completely wasting your life."

Xiaolu didn't scold her like Mengmeng, but she expressed her deep regret in a gentle tone.

Feng Shu suddenly remembered Huishan and smiled, "I'm not that level, right? Xiaolu, don't worry, I'm no longer the little girl I used to be who could only cry in the trees."

Xiaolu was not concerned about the point of attention, "Will you still hide in the tree and cry? Let's agree first, and you can only hide in my body and cry in the future. You are not allowed to look for other trees, otherwise I will never finish it with you."

Feng Shu was amused and crying, "Shouldn't you let me not cry? You said this as if you hope I cry."

Xiaolu didn't have hope for this, "You humans will always have a day when you want to cry."

"Feng Chuyi also cried?"

"He spent too short time with me. I don't know if he cried after he left. But he must have cried, because you humans are like this, both men, women, young and old like to cry."

"That's not. Some people never cry, even when they were born, they heard that they didn't cry."

Feng Shu remembered a senior that Feng Jun once mentioned. It is said that the strong man was a person who never shed tears from birth to death. He was a taciturn person who was not good at speaking. Although he was gentle and polite to others, he lacked expressions and lacked language embellishment. With his extremely powerful feeling, he gave unfamiliar people the feeling that he was arrogant.

So sometimes crying is also a bonus skill. As the saying goes, only children who can cry candy can eat.

"You saw it with your own eyes?"

"How is that possible?"

"So you see, what others say doesn't mean it must be true, because you never have the opportunity to verify it.

If you are alone, how can you let you know all your life? For example, for yourself, do you think anyone can understand all your daily life? Even if we are inseparable from you now, we cannot focus on you all the time, which means you will still face all the situations alone. Who knows whether you cry or not? In the final analysis, life is still your own life."

Feng Shu clapped his hands and laughed, "You are really an elder in our team. What you said makes sense."

"Of course, the annual rings are not in vain. I have experienced more storms than you. Don't think that you have found a good man, come from a good family, and even have children, so you have no worries. Tell you that you rely on mountains and rivers and waters, and your husband's and children's families are the most reliable, and they are far less reliable than you. Of course, you have to live your own life."

"I know. That's why I say that when a child becomes an adult, he will divorce him."

"That's all right. You don't like others. If you have someone you like, you will be separated. This era is very tolerant. Both families are so old that children will not be a problem at all.

But you don’t have any other sweethearts now, right? Since that’s the case, let’s try it with Junlin. Bubble can like him. Even if you have your factors, some aspects of him will touch Bubble, otherwise it would be impossible to let go. The person who can be selected by Bubble will definitely not be an ordinary person, he must have a great origin or will have great achievements in the future. As long as you follow the steps, Junlin will definitely be a strong man in the human world in the future, and he will not let you go easily.

Instead of avoiding him, it is better to face him. This is the case with the strong. The more you don’t fight with him, the more he will pester you until his inner doubts are answered. The reason why the strong are strong is because they are self-improvement and face difficulties. If you become a small hill where he can easily cross the past, he will not look down at you, go straight to the top of the mountain, and you will lose your shadow if you dodge."

"Well, it makes sense, too."

It is precisely because it is impossible to avoid that Feng Shu knows that he needs to face King Lin’s intention. Some things cannot be avoided by themselves, but can be dissipated by just one drag and two.

"What does it mean? Is it very reasonable?" The green waves kept crowding to her side, slowly beginning to cover Junlin, and not long after, only one face was left.

"Junlin is unparalleled in both his pursuit of strength and his concentration in love, which is very rare. I have also seen some human joys and sorrows, and many of them are really sad. If you use a little bit of a snack to him, you can say that the final winner is you, which is almost the same as being invincible in your relationship.

Young people, you should know that this kind of good luck is rarely seen, just like an opportunity. If you don’t take the initiative to embrace it and stay away from it, you will suffer.”

Xiaolu's tone of laughter and crying if she didn't accept Jun Lin, even their partners would suffer great losses together.

"You really regard Junlin as a treasure? No one is perfect, he is not as good as you think."

"But it's definitely much better than many people who look good, and there's still confidence."

"You are not familiar with him, so where does confidence come from? Don't tell me that it comes from the child in my belly. I think this second child is talented, so as a father, the king's landslide is better."

Feng Shu teased her tone, but Xiao Lu said seriously, "It's intuition. Don't believe it. We plants are very accurate in looking at people's hearts. Junlin is a man with a good heart, but his heart is upright and his personality is tough enough, and he will have a great future. Although your family sounds much stronger than his, you may not be able to compare with him in terms of personal strength development alone."

"You were just suggesting that I rely on mountains and rivers and waters. Even reliable families cannot rely on them all the time. It is best to rely on themselves. Why do you vaguely suggest that I rely on King Land now? No matter how promising he is, it is his business. What does it have to do with me? It's amazing that it has reduced my child's burden? After all, a capable father is better than a lack of skilled father. He is powerful, and children can rely on him more when they are young."

"Why are you always able to avoid the important things?"

"I don't have it, that's the truth. No matter whether men are reliable or not, women will eventually have to rely on themselves to walk the path of life. Everyone has only once in their lives. How can they give up their own life because of others? No matter who is a spouse or parents and children, the decision is always in their own hands."

Xiao Lu wondered when she heard this, "But if you want to repay your parents and raise children, and if you want to have a lifelong life, you have to spend time with them. I am not asking you to rely on others, I am saying that if you are the only one on the road of life, you will be very lonely.

Your situation is quite special, far away from everything in your previous life, but still retains all the related memories. The new you and the former you are completely integrated. It can be said that you are Fengshu, who is of the same body in ancient and modern times. You have more memories of one lifetime than ordinary people, which are beneficial and disadvantages. There will be a lot of experience, but there will be a lot of bonds and regrets.

Even if you always say that you are relieved now, you will definitely be subconsciously affected by the previous life. Just as you said before, you can't completely get rid of the previous life self that penetrated into the bone marrow.

If you want to truly send away your past, you must spend some time and thoughts and concentrate on your current life. This kind of life not only includes your solitude, but also includes your energy in personnel and affairs related to you, especially your spouse and children, and our partners who are destined to accompany you for a long time. If you want to avoid communicating with any of us, it will bring some obvious problems, and even accumulate a lot in the end, becoming a big problem that you can't solve even if you want to solve.

You also know that many big problems cannot be avoided at all, and this is the subject of your life."

Feng Shu was silent.

As the implication is that Xiaolu believes that King Landing is already one of the life topics of her life.

"Xiao Lu, did Feng Chuyi talk about his sweetheart when he was with you?"

The topic was not very stiff, but it was very abrupt, so that Xiao Lu didn't come to her senses for a long time.

"How do I remember what happened so long? He said a lot, well, but he probably didn't mention it, otherwise I would have some impression of it. Unfortunately, I was still young and had to sleep from time to time. There was no way to stay focused throughout the whole process. I could basically recall what he said, but I really couldn't remember what he didn't listen. What did you ask?"

"It's nothing, I just suddenly remembered that I don't know how Feng Chuyi did when dealing with his relationship. Maybe I can give me some reference."

"Then I can't help. And don't forget that Feng Chuyi's era is too far away from the current era, and the customs have changed a lot. People at that time were not as open as people nowadays, and their attitude towards marriage and love is more cautious. People today, tsk, I heard from Jian Tong say something, there are really many people in a mess."

"Well, it's true."

"At the time, what did you think and how did you adjust when you first saw these things?"

Xiaolu's question made her shake her head in an instant, "I can't understand it, the generation gap is too big, this is something I can't understand at all."

"Yes, it's because you can't understand that I'll give you a chance. A man like him who only has you, is really a miraculous existence in this world. From this aspect alone, it's worth looking up at him. This is morality, morality."

Feng Shu couldn't help laughing and crying, "This is his obsession with cleanliness, why do we have to be morally immoral?"

"Clean obsession? Ah, Feng Chuyi said that some people's obsession can be understood as a strong tendency to be cleansing themselves. So you see, Junlin is a very good partner and will not let you face a messy relationship. You don't have to worry that he will betray you and disgust you in this regard. Just for this, if you talk to him well, when the relationship really cannot continue, he will let go, keep it and turn around freely, and will no longer bother you from now on."

"Okay, let's stop this topic. If you continue, I really have to suspect that you have been poured into the soul."

Feng Shu frowned slightly when he said this.

She suddenly remembered that not only Mengmeng, Jiantong, but now Mengmeng voted for Junlin, what does this mean? They are all preparing to include him in the ranks of their own people, or have officially recognized him as the identity of the person around her.

"Strange, when did you agree with Junlin so much? It's like, uh, you made a secret agreement on this matter and wanted to be me and his matchmaker together."

The more she thought about it, the more she felt something was wrong. "Did you really hide something from me? Be honest and lenient, resist and be strict. If you take the initiative to surrender, I will consider forgiveing ​​your actions. If you don't say it now, when I find out myself in the future, you will suffer. I am still quite good at torture."

The green ocean was quiet for a long time before small waves gathered silently to her.

"No, we really didn't make any promises behind your back. This person often comes here. If he sees his expressions when he sees you too much, especially his eyes, it's really hard for people to ignore his love for you. If I were you, I would definitely be overjoyed and have a passionate love relationship with him with a smile. Even if I can't end up, it will be the most beautiful memory of my first love."

Feng Shu was half-believing and half-doubted, "It's because of this?"

"Or what else can we do? From beginning to end, we only found that he was admiring you. Xiao Chongshu's words do have a good impression of you, but they are just a simple favor, and they are not as good as they like you.

As for the others, I didn’t have the chance to see them. Mengmeng said that because you have a high status in the Feng family and are valued by elders, others have no chance to get close to you, and there is no way to start falling in love. And that so-called fiancé has also terminated the engagement, and there is no chance at all. In addition to the men of the Jun family, there are only Xiao Jiuheng, Jimo, and Prince Arios, right? Who else is missing on the list?"

Feng Shu had tooth pain.
Chapter completed!