Chapter 957
Tu Long once thought that she and Xiong Jiao belonged to the former, so although they were not good at relationships, she was always in a more active state after being moved by Xiong Jiao's enthusiasm. Even if she was not proactive, she never escaped him. The longer she spent time together and the more she knew about him, the more she understood that this person was really good. He was a person who could go to the battlefield together and a person who could live at home together.
In fact, she still doesn't understand what kind of relationship can be regarded as love. After all, from the beginning to the end, she has not been worried about gains and losses for whom, has not been unforgettable for whom, has never been lost for whom, and has not been heartbreaking for whom, and has never been heartbreaking for whom.
She actually feels strange to the feeling of being an enemy of the whole world for the sake of the other party and willing to go through fire and water for the other party. She still feels strange to her. She can't even imagine that she will be so moved by others one day.
Perhaps because of this, she would never miss Xiong Jiao very much, would not be full of joy because the other person appeared, would not feel restless because the other person was not around for a long time, and would not suddenly break up if the other person would fall in love with another woman.
She just simply felt that Xiong Jiao was a good person, and the other party just liked her, and she had always wanted to marry her for so many years. She was also an upright person, innocent, could go to the battlefield and go to the kitchen, and it wasn't that she couldn't marry him, so why not?
He proposed to the marriage for many years, and she acquiesced to him in her heart, so she waited until now. Although she had never agreed verbally, she did not think about repentance. Even if it was a promise made in her heart, she was ready to make a promise.
However, getting married turned out to be such a difficult thing. Even if each other is determined to live with each other, it is still far from enough. An honest man like him, who is as affectionate as a person, never dares to step beyond the line without the permission of his family. A slow man like her who is ready to die with the Zerg at any time, is even ready to fight and decide quickly, but he still flees again and again.
Her strength is far stronger than him. If she really wants to rectify the Dharma on the spot, he will only surrender. And when the love reaches its depths, he will not think of escaping.
Unfortunately, she didn't know him well enough in the past, and she didn't love him enough, but he did love her, but he also loved his family deeply.
“I always thought that as long as we face difficulties together, our elders will give blessings.
But obviously I was wrong, which led to both parties being middle-aged and having no progress in their relationship. It was like wasting time and each other was getting tired more and more. Maybe we were not destined enough, maybe I didn’t love him enough, maybe he was too careful, maybe we shouldn’t start at all...
I hope to keep the good memories between us, instead of getting old and suddenly starting to resent each other's existence. If it becomes like that, then the waiting and companionship for more than a hundred years will become an embarrassing past in each other's lives."
Tu Long paused, Feng Xiaoqi did not ask further, and after counting breaths, the explanation continued.
"He is a very stubborn man, and he never gave up in his life. Since the beginning was driven by him, then I hope the end was started by me. If I stay in the Federation, I have no choice but to escape. If I want to completely end this unreasonable relationship, the probability will be infinitely close to zero. But as long as I leave, everything will be solved.
The person who suggested that I cut the mess quickly was Xiaojiu. For good suggestions, countless seniors taught their younger generations with practical actions. For the sake of the distant and unknowable future, it is best to follow the good side."
Tu Long's conclusion made Feng Shu's scalp numb.
Well, this is actually the fuse, the key to her being relied on.
Feng Xiaoqi didn't know whether he was considering or was swaying, and there was no reply for a long time.
Tu Long waited patiently.
Feng Shu didn't dare to interrupt their conversation, but just exchanged a few glances with the grandparents and grandchildren of the Xiao family, all of whom smiled bitterly.
Tu Long seemed to be determined to leave. According to her, she was really tired of this emotional entanglement.
The current situation is that Xiong Jiao loves her as always, passionately. Even if he is tired and painful because he is sandwiched between her and his elders, he is willing to accept it and always stands firmly on her side. But no matter how firm he is, the bottom line is that he will not give up both sides. What he doesn't know is that this kind of tug-of-war is already hurting both sides he loves. He is tired of running around and may have been tortured.
And Tu Long has changed.
In other words, she has been changing. From being slow and indifferent at the beginning, to being moved by his enthusiasm and responding, to being together for a long time, to being able to work together for life, to gradually running out of patience, feeling hesitant about their relationship, and to being tired now, just wanting to break up as soon as possible, her psychological changes are very clear.
Another reality that makes people helpless is that the Xiong family is not ready to accept Tu Long as Xiong Jiao’s companion from beginning to end. This unreasonable disgust and stubbornness have not changed for more than a hundred years, just like Xiong Jiao’s love for Tu Long.
Feng Shu could understand Tu Long's mentality of giving up and escaping.
Life is destined to be impossible to perfect, who has never had any regrets, big or small? Sometimes the fate between people is really for no reason. Good is really good, and bad is really bad. Since you have tried hard to get close, you don’t need to suffer any more after letting go.
"In other words, you have made up your mind to break up with the other party. Even if the other party is pestering you, you will not be soft-hearted, and you will not regret it?"
Feng Xiaoqi finally continued to raise questions.
Tu Long immediately replied, "Yes. I am also a person who has gone to the dark side. As long as you make up your mind, you will not change easily, unless the situation is stronger than others, and you will not be able to survive without changing."
"You know that your words are contradictory? People who really go to the dark will not care about the situation or not. As long as they determine what they have, they will implement it to the end."
Feng Xiaoqi was obviously not very satisfied with her answer.
Tu Long was silent for a while before his tone was slightly cool, revealing a message that shocked Feng Shu.
"A few years ago, his parents privately sent me a sentence - 'Unless they die, it is impossible for Xiong Tu families to get married.' To put it bluntly, they would rather the Xiong family die than let their son marry me. Because I was so bored, I replied on the spot, 'I don't mind Xiong Jiao being the son-in-law of the Tu family.'
Not long after, an elder of the Xiong family who had retired for a long time came to me personally. He said that he was originally optimistic about Xiong Jiao’s marriage with me, but now he does not agree because things have begun to develop in an out-of-control direction. He is an elder and must stand up and step on the brakes in time. Even if it hurts the young people, he has to do so.
I asked him why. He said that if he was persistent to the end, Xiong Jiao's parents would probably really force him to die. Unless Xiong Jiao can make up his mind to marry me by stepping on his parents' bodies, I would not be able to enter the Xiong family as Xiong Jiao's wife.
He said that he had done the ideological work of Xiong Jiao’s parents countless times in private, but it was counterproductive. He said that he felt a pity and was sorry. This was not Xiong Jiao’s fault, nor was it me Tu Long’s fault, it was not that I, Tu Long, I, cannot afford the Xiong family, but that his Xiong family does not have this blessing."
As long as you say this, what can Tu Long say?
"It's really hateful."
Xiao Chongshu muttered. In fact, the word he wanted to use more was "despicable".
No matter how high-sounding the words are, they cannot change the fact that the Xiong family does not welcome Tu Long. The arms cannot be twisted, their parents are pushing each other to death, and the older elders are persuaded with kind words. Xiong Jiao struggles to support them. The Xiong family has been performing their own love for generations.
In contrast, Tu Long, who was not passionate enough, was not completely proactive and active, but became the person who seemed to have the least difficulty and no right to call him tired and wronged. Who did she provoke whom?
Tu Long seemed to have not heard him stand up for her at all, and after a few breaths, he said, "Finally, he also said, if I were willing to tell Uncle Xiao and Uncle Jun, two elders who could make the decision for me would immediately advise me to let go.
Uncle Xiao, am I too stupid? Such a simple thing has been delayed until today, so an elder who has never met before could not see it and came to me to ask for help from you and Uncle Jun.
I never thought I was smart, but I never thought I was stupid.
But at that moment, I really felt stupid, and I was so tired of my relationship with Xiong Jiao, and I was also so tired and disappointed with myself. I really wanted to go back in time and seriously reject him, not give him any chance to get close, and not let myself be shaken for a moment."
Xiao Yuanshan did not answer, as if he knew that she was actually talking to herself and did not really need his answer.
Feng Shu endured it, so he did not let the words pour out.
The elder of the Tu family obviously knew the inside story of Xiao Yuanshan and Junting back then. He actually said such unintelligent words to Tu Long, who knew nothing, whether intentional, unintentional, good intention, or ulterior motives. The fact is that this is not a proper word and deed at all.
If Xiao Yuanshan and Junting did not let go of the past and were angry with Tu Long because of their hearts and alienated Tu Long, how innocent Tu Long, who did not know the truth, had always treated Xiao Yuanshan and Junting as their elders, and were inexplicably alienated by two close elders, what kind of blow would she be?
Even though neither Xiao Yuanshan nor Junting were angry at this question because of their own experience, what kind of answers could they give? The answers they had ever obtained were too cruel and cruel to forget them, but they were always like maggots attached to the marrow and could not be removed. Can they still encourage Tu Long without hesitation and let her continue to persevere without regrets?
There are countless regrets in life, but very few regrets can be compensated and corrected in the end.
This is Tu Long's life, not Xiao Yuanshan's life, nor Junting's life. How dare they make her give up easily, how dare they let her move forward persistently?
Only she is qualified to make decisions for herself in her life. Whether it is to take every step or be unscrupulous, it is the way she wants to take.
Xiao Chongshu was indignantly trying to say something, but Feng Shu took action like lightning and pointed his mute hole straight away.
"Have you made a marriage contract with him? Whether it is public or private, have you ever had such an agreement?"
Fengshu didn't understand why Feng Xiaoqi asked this question.
Although Tu Long didn't understand, he answered quickly, "No. He proposed to marry in public and private occasions, but I have never agreed to it publicly."
"But I agreed privately?"
Feng Xiaoqi is chewed in words.
Tu Long's expression was slightly embarrassed, but hesitated for only three seconds, and then hesitated, "I have agreed in my heart, thinking that I will officially reply to him after getting the consent of my elders. Is this considered a private agreement?"
"Not count."
For some reason, Feng Shu always felt that Feng Xiaoqi's short two words revealed a sense of ease.
Tu Long felt a little uncomfortable when he admitted his inner plans for the marriage to an outsider for the first time. She held back her shame, "Is there any problem, Miss Seven?"
"Yes. I have never been a serious matchmaker. How about I tell you about a marriage now?
The other party has a tough mind, noble character, strong strength, strong financial strength, and can afford to support his wife and children.
Well, he is also a man with no bad habits, no marriage history, no lover, no illegitimate children, and zero debts for romantic debts.
He is older than you, but not much older, and he is still a young man in his prime. The key is that he is not ugly, has a bad temper, likes children, is good at fighting, and is better at doing housework. You can take it out if you want to, and you can live a harmonious life if you want to stay at home."
Feng Shu was still confused at first, but when she heard her talk at the end, she finally realized what she was fucking, and she was so amazed and laughed.
Is this a self-indulgent and self-inflicted or a self-inflicted trouble? If I really bring a fiancé who is not clear about to the parties, Feng Xiaoqi will be beaten up, right?
Or maybe Feng Xiaoqi is determined to be beaten up and sell the famous single nobles in the family?
This unexpected question made everyone dumbfounded. Tu Long looked at Feng Shu silently and asked her with his eyes whether she knew what Feng Xiaoqi was selling in her gourd.
"Sister Qi, isn't it good to take advantage of others' danger? I think it's a bit difficult?"
She finally spoke up and expressed her opinions.
"Why don't you think this is a cutting off the firewood?
If you want to change a bad habit, the best way is not to think about how to eliminate the bad habit every day, but to learn a good habit from scratch. If you want to walk away from someone who is not suitable for you, the fastest way is to immediately find someone who is more suitable for your current state.
She can follow us, but what after we leave?
Will the other party still have fantasies about her and wait for the rest of her life? Will she not dare to start a new life with a new person when she meets a more suitable person when she wants to start a new life, considering that the other party may be waiting for her to go home, so she dare not start with a new person?
She thought she could not stay here, but what after she left here? She didn't even know if she could come back to the place she had to leave in the past.
It is unrealistic to seek any outsider’s advice or help before you think clearly and explain clearly.”
Chapter completed!