Chapter 963 Chitose
Although Mengmeng only sees the preserved records from the perspective of bystanders, the memories that can be passed on to future generations through the screening of inherited memory are undoubtedly something that makes its countless ancestors feel sad.
As a successor, it is normal to empathize with it.
Feng Shu asked tentatively, "Do you want me to be completely vegetarian in the future?"
"Why do you have to be completely vegetarian? You are not a monk."
Feng Shu raised his eyebrows, "In order not to make you think I am a person of the same kind of beast tribe who harmed you."
Mengmeng rolled her eyes and said, "I eat meat myself. It is unrealistic to avoid it completely. Moreover, some beasts are very cruel. Even if humans do not enter their field, they may actively attack humans because of reasons such as bad mood or suddenly wanting to eat meat or having nothing to do, etc. This situation is not uncommon."
"So what you mean?"
"What do I mean?"
"Don't you hate humans?"
"What do I hate humans? I grew up living with humans since I was a child. My living habits and thinking are almost the same as half a human."
Mengmeng said bluntly, "I am talking about human history, not simply referring to a certain person. I am even less worried about you. Hongmeng likes you and Xiaolu is willing to take the initiative to get close to you, which means you really like us. Living with you, you don't have to worry about being sold to you one day to count the money."
Feng Shu smiled slightly, "I thought you would say you don't have to be afraid of being killed suddenly by me."
"Just your bullshit strength? You can't kill me if I don't fight back while lying down."
"Is this too much of a slap on me?"
Feng Shu thought that if one finger was not sure, it would crush it to death, if it really didn't have a backhand.
"Ha, did you do it?"
Mengmeng really didn't despise her, but she took her personality and would not kill innocent people at all, especially for creatures like them that have similar human IQ and emotions, which are not deadly enemies. Of course, she would not take the initiative.
"Okay, I can't get it."
Feng Shu stretched out his finger and poked its waist. Mengmeng scratched her claw, "Don't touch me."
"It's the belly that moves."
"roll."
"It's obviously you standing on my shoulders."
The answer to her was a flying claw.
Feng Shu joked, "If the hair is still there, it may fall apart."
Mengmeng hummed, "I think it's better to have a bald head. At least the hair on the dock won't sway around."
Feng Shu laughed silently.
"Mengmeng, you answered me seriously, sure you don't need to adjust your diet from now on? If you are very disgusted, I can also cooperate with you to make some adjustments to the greatest extent."
"No, are you upset? You said it's soft-hearted and don't believe it.
I just hate those who kill innocent humans indiscriminately, and I didn’t say that your normal diet is not good. Survival of nature, and there is also a killing chain between animals and plants. Those who should be eliminated will always be eliminated, and those who can reproduce will basically not survive. As long as it is not too much, in fact, our beast tribe has been used to this kind of life of hunting and hunting each other since we were born."
"Well, since you don't object, then I'll do my own thing in terms of diet?"
"It's better to have more meat. I think you still prefer vegetarian food. I don't know if it was influenced by that monk. You obviously like to eat meat when you were a child."
Mengmeng drooled when she thought of the strange beast meat she roasted.
"Don't worry, as long as you don't feel disgusted, you can catch some of the ingredients you want to eat in the future, and I'll bake them all for you."
"That's what you said."
"Yes, what I said. One word is certain."
Mengmeng was happy and merciful. "For the sake of your understanding, I will reluctantly teach you a few tricks to quickly build confidence."
Feng Shu reluctantly laughed and tried to pull down the corner of his upturned mouth to express his wish to hear the details.
"First, you must have the spirit of a strong man who is better than me. No matter who or what strikes you, you must have me, Feng Shu, who is the most beautiful, the best, the best, the best partner, the strength, and the infinite room for upward growth. I have the wonderful energy in the world and the only one who is the only one."
I don’t know if it mentioned her weakness of strength, but when he said the next half sentence, he obviously didn’t feel very confident.
"Then what?"
"Don't interrupt me."
It gave her a blank look.
"Secondly, you must always put your own interests first, meet your needs first, and then consider helping others as appropriate while ensuring that your life and life are safe and worry-free. With your stupid personality, it is not realistic to make you not help others at all, but you must first satisfy yourself, love yourself, and only consider others after doing this."
Seeing that she was just smiling and disapproving, Mengmeng was so angry that she was so angry that she was not angry.
"You find it funny? Tell you, any confident person does this. Even if his wife and children are about to die, he will first ensure his life before he can save the person he loves.
If you want to love others seriously and be truly helpful to others, you must first learn how to love yourself.
When you don’t know what to do to please and improve yourself, you are also dispensable to others. No, or to say that more accurately, your proactive and selfless dedication will only make others take your efforts more and more for granted.
One day you squeeze out your energy, whether it is time, money, emotions, or anything else, and you are not far from the position of a piece of rag. After becoming rag, you are not far from the position of garbage. After becoming trash, you are not far from the position of garbage."
Feng Shu touched the bridge of his nose.
To be honest, she really felt that it was biased.
First of all, she is not the kind of selfless person. Although she also hopes that she can do good deeds every day, she really does not have the awareness of self-sacrificing for others. Unless the real end of the world is coming and there is no end to the nest, then she will have no choice but to die with the Zerg or other mortal enemies.
Secondly, helping others does not necessarily mean that there is only effort but no reward. Many rewards may not be returned so quickly, and many rewards will not be noticed even when they are given back to them. But she really believes in one sentence, and in the dark, God will have the virtue of living a life of good life.
Although there is no absolute truth in the world, nor is there a consistent unshakable faith, she still believes that good will be rewarded with good and evil will be rewarded with evil. This sentence advises people to keep a childish heart and strive to be good.
She is not a soft-hearted person. She just feels that all sentient beings are suffering. It is better to find the existence of hope than to save yourself or others. Only hope can always encourage people to move forward bravely.
"Mengmeng, this has nothing to do with confidence and inferiority, right?"
She raised an objection tactfully.
"Why are you not involved? It is because you don't like yourself, don't care about yourself, and always feel that others are superior and always anxious about what others are anxious about, so that you will suppress what you really want to do. Even speaking the same way, and you rarely dare to say what you think in your heart in a blunt way.
It is because you are not confident enough and too inferior that you always consider other people's opinions and positions, and ignore yourself is the person you should pay attention to the most."
Mengmeng seemed to want to get angry again, Feng Shu nodded repeatedly to say yes, right, she was just too inferior and too unconfident, otherwise it would not have been disappointed.
"Look, you obviously didn't listen to it, otherwise how could you say such insincere words? If you really realize your own problem, you will definitely not be smiling now, you will definitely blush and ask for advice humbly."
"Mengmeng, I'm just asking you what to do now? Tell me, how can I strengthen my self-confidence and strive not to be an overly inferior person?"
Feng Shu showed a flattering expression, and goose bumps all over Mengmeng's body.
“Didn’t I say it?
Do what you like to do, start with the smallest and easiest thing. As long as you do it one by one and slowly accumulate more positive feedback, you will understand more and more that you can do it, you can, you are great, and you are good.
As long as you have such a mental outlook, the skills you originally knew will be consolidated and deepened, the skills you originally didn't know will be corrected, and things you don't know at all will be developed, learned, and progressed because of some contact. Once a good cycle is formed, it will come naturally, forming confident psychological and behavioral habits, and ultimately forming your entire high-spirited confident aura."
"In fact, it is to do things within your ability down-to-earth, to accumulate positive effects in your heart, and finally slowly enhance your abilities, explore things around your ability and even further directions, so as to promote yourself to continuously broaden your horizons and improve your overall strength?"
"It's almost the same. Anyway, the more things you will do yourself, the more things you can do, especially things outside of your abilities. The more you can overcome difficulties through learning and persistence, and eventually achieve things, then your confidence will accumulate faster and faster, and your sense of accomplishment will become stronger and stronger."
Feng Shu suspected that it was a pick-up person's wisdom.
"Feng Chuyi taught you?"
"I summarized that he didn't teach me." Mengmeng gave her a blank look, "Why, I can't understand these things? I have learned a lot of your human homework. Feng Chuyi didn't know how to take me, and later she didn't know why she had a fever, so she directly treated me as a human cub to educate me. So I had to be miserable since I was a child. If I didn't memorize the exam, I would be punished. If I failed the exam, I would be thrown into the training ground to compete with people who were stronger than me. Every time I would be abused to the bottom of my body. If it weren't for being tough, bleeding would become a common thing."
Mengmeng said this and said angrily, "The old guys who bullied me in the Feng family basically died before I surpassed them. I didn't even have a chance to take revenge. Instead, because of the contract with Feng Chuyi, I had to stay in the Feng family. I have to extend my hand to the future generations in trouble. Do you think it's hateful or not?"
Feng Shu wanted to laugh, but she didn't dare to laugh out loud, so she had to hold it in, and the corners of her mouth were about to be raised.
"Your confidence is built through constant battles of wits and courage with our ancestors?"
"Bad. I've always been in a situation where I'm behind and beaten. Where did I get my confidence? My natural confidence has been worn out by them. Otherwise, how could I be laughed at by people at that time and said that I must not be like a divine beast?"
It was because of its lack of strength back then that it always attached great importance to its strength and always put its clockwork on itself. Even if Feng Chuyi was lazy, she would sneak out to let herself go if she had something to do, but it didn't. It had always trained regularly when she was weak in strength, and if she had a fight, she would always rush to the forefront, hoping to quickly consolidate her foundation through actual combat.
Hard work pays off, but its years of hard work still gets the rewards it deserves.
When Feng Chuyi became famous in the inner region because of his identity, the Feng family was not his greatest backer, but his contractor. Its strength guaranteed his life. Of course, the Feng family was also a backing, but when leaving the Feng family's protection scope, only it could advance and retreat with him, and only it could turn the tide in the end and save him in dire straits.
As soon as I thought of this, Mengmeng gritted her teeth and said, "I was born to be unwilling to give in. My confidence was once destroyed by Feng Chuyi's hands, but later reconstruction was indeed cultivated by him carefully. But do you know, Feng Shu? The more I trust him and the more I rely on him, the more angry he is in his behavior of dying alone at the last moment. Although it looks selfless, it is really stupid to do this.
He and I have never seen any storms? Whenever we die, we are not dead. God will not let us die together so easily. Why doesn’t he use his pig head to think about it? When did he lose to the King of Hell when he is with me when he is with me?
No, not once. As long as we fight side by side, we will lose half of our lives, but as long as we have a breath, we will eventually come back to life.
He thought that he could make me live like this, but he never thought that it was because he was not confident enough about what he could survive, so he really died in the end. It was not that he couldn't live, but that he wanted to die."
Feng Shu smiled bitterly.
It seems that this matter is still a knot in its heart. After so many years, it still cannot let go.
"I promise I won't take the initiative to die and not let you save me, Mengmeng."
"Tsk, to put it nicely, you guy is softer..."
Mengmeng muttered something, but Feng Shu didn't hear it clearly.
"Really, I have died once, and now I just want to live enough. The universe is so big, I still want to walk around and see. How can five hundred years be enough? At least I have to work hard to survive a thousand years, right? It's not just a simple human, but an old monster."
Feng Shu wanted to laugh when she thought of Qiansheng Qiansheng.
It's also good to be able to live as an old monster. Mengmeng is so afraid of loneliness, and it's always good that she can spend more years with it.
Chapter completed!