I really want to clarify the misunderstanding immediately and explain my thoughts. But for some reason, I couldn't open my mouth.

When I came to my senses, I realized that the ward had been quiet for a long time. I looked up and saw Bi Shuang'er sitting on a chair, looking at me carefully. After I noticed my gaze, she immediately turned her eyes away, raised her chin, and posed in a proud manner.

"Then, that... Actually... it's not your fault. It's all my brother's fault. If he hadn't made a blind analysis for you, you wouldn't have been involved in this matter. But my brother also had good intentions. He wanted you to get up early, so that those guys who were looking down on others would not dare to look down on you or gossip."

"Ha...I know this."

"It's good to know." Bi Shuang'er turned her face, "My brother is anxious, you can't follow him. People don't walk like horses pulling a cart. One is fast, the other has to follow him. When he is fast, you have to wait, otherwise he will take you away and go into the ditch. Isn't that the end?"

"……Um."

"I know that it is not easy for men to work hard outside, and they have to make a lot of sacrifices. Women can't help much, so they can only worry. This worry is the sacrifice of women, and it is worth it. But I don't want to be such a little woman, I want to help men. My grandmother has a saying that worrying about not being able to change anything is purely a blind worry. I think so too.

I don't want to worry about it. When I was a child, I studied hard, studied abroad, and I still study hard, just to be a woman who doesn't have to worry about it. I think I have done it. I understand family business, and I understand many things that men know. Although I don't understand everything, I can have ideas for most things.

So, so, don’t always look for my brother in the future. If you have any questions, you can come to me and tell me. I’m easier to find than my brother and freer than him. Although I’m not very willing, my family has agreed to our marriage. After the Chinese New Year, you can hold an engagement banquet.

Although I am not very willing, my family has agreed, and there is nothing I can do about it... Well! There is nothing I can do about it! In the future, I will not treat you as an outsider. You, you, you... you can't treat me as an outsider, do you know!"

In the end, Bi Shuang'er's face was already flushed and my cheeks were also hot and hot.

It's so deadly!

Who is this person? Why is it so cute?

My God! My heart beats so fast! It’s so hard! It seems like it may pop out of your throat at any time!

"I, I...I still have something to do!"

Bi Shuang'er suddenly stood up and retreated to the door in a panic. She twisted the door handle and pushed the door a few times, but did not open it - of course, because the door of the ward opened inward, how could it be pushed open if it was pushed out?

The guard outside the door soon found someone twisting the door handle, so he pushed open the door, trying to probe in to check the situation. After the door was pushed open, Bi Shuang'er was obviously shy. She grabbed the door handle like that and pulled it hard, which scared the guard who opened the door to check the situation.

When the guard saw her face, his face became very ugly. He didn't bother to stand firm and immediately hid aside with his lower body. The moment he was dodging, Bi Shuang'er ran out of the ward like a life-long escape, leaving only the "tatta" sound of footsteps.

The guards outside the door looked in the direction where Bi Shuang'er left for a few seconds with a surprised look, then turned their faces to me in unison and gave me a thumbs up. I smiled bitterly and shook my hand at them, signaling them to close the door. The guards nodded repeatedly, and then gently closed the door.

After that, I lay back on the bed, covered myself with a quilt, and sighed heavily.

I seem to fall in love with Bi Shuang'er.

Gunning, gun management, who do you think you are?

Not long ago, you made up your mind to treat Yukai wholeheartedly and fight to change her destiny, but now you fall in love with another girl.

But I can't blame me. Bi Shuang'er is a good woman, she looks so cute. How can a normal man not like her? Well, although she is a little violent, she plays with guns, and kicks her life, but this is just a small flaw. No one is perfect. How can this small flaw cover up her goodness?

She was caring for me just now, right? Yes, she was caring for me-no, that was not caring, but worry-oh! Actually, it was almost the same!

She was afraid that I would encounter such a thing again, so she hoped that I would discuss it with her more. If it were her, she would definitely not focus on the future, interests, etc., but would only consider my safety. This is the real consideration for me.

Of course, this is not saying that Bi Jin is not thinking about me. He is indeed thinking about me, but he is selfish. Just as Bi Shuang'er said, he wants me to "get up early" means rising up early and becoming a person with status, so that no one dares to gossip about the marriage between Bi Shuang'er and me.

Furthermore, my rise can bring substantial help to Bi Jin. Before, I was just a small platoon leader of the 315th Regiment, and helped him do such a large arms business, allowing him to earn two or three million. If I had greater power, he would be able to make more money with my help.

Bi Shuang'er's words were selfless. She didn't want me to suffer or to let me suffer. Of course, she was not just for me. She was also considering her family. She was obviously unwilling to marry me, but she was willing to obey the family's arrangements and got engaged to me, and changed her attitude for this.

One is to think about me, the second is to think about the family, and the third is to think about her? What about her? Why doesn’t she think about herself?

She is obviously an idea-worthy person, but she doesn’t think about herself. Wouldn’t she feel very frustrated? If she doesn’t feel frustrated, then she is too selfless and too distressing. If she feels frustrated, then it is even more distressing.

But Yuying is also very distressing!

I feel sorry for this and there, and both sides can’t let go.

Gunning, gun management, what do you think you should do to be worthy of these two good women?

Uh...I think about it, let me think about it...let me think about it carefully...

After another sigh, my head felt heavy. I tried to fight against the Sandman and found that the other party was as powerful as an elephant, but I was as weak as a grasshopper, and I could not fight at all. So I could only give up resisting and fell asleep in a daze.

I started dreaming again, the same dream as last time.

No, it is not exactly the same. There is a little more red in the dream, and this time my wife is not the same, but many. Yukage, Yumi, a little red, Xiaoharu, and Bi Shuang'er, they all surrounded me and followed me, neither competing nor robbing.

Miss Shanxin was still locked in a cage. As soon as she appeared, the wives grabbed my clothes and pointed at the cage and said, "Look how pitiful she is, you can save her, I still say, I can't save it, I can't save it."

The other parts of the dream are no different from before. But the difference is that from the beginning, I knew from the beginning that I was dreaming, touching women in my dreams, and wanting to do bad things, but I couldn't do it.

At the end, I felt like I was about to wake up, and I thought to myself, will Yuying appear beside the bed this time? If so, that would be great.

Unfortunately, when I opened my eyes, there was no one beside the bed. It was dark, and I didn’t know the time, so I could only lie on the bed and wait foolishly. Before long, it started to dawn. I immediately got out of the bed, put on my coat, opened the door, and wanted to go to the toilet. There was a urinary pot in the ward, but I didn’t want to use that thing, so I went out to go to the toilet every time.

Most of the guards were asleep, and three people were on duty awake. I asked them the time and learned that it was the 24th day. They asked me if I wanted to have breakfast. I was not very hungry, but considering that I hadn't eaten for more than ten hours, I chose to eat some.
Chapter completed!