Chapter 192 Confession
I have never been an indecisive person.
Maybe it will be contradictory, maybe it will be entangled, maybe it will be in a dilemma, but I will definitely make a choice as soon as possible.
Because I am not sure that Yu Yingxi didn't fall in love with me, and suddenly hugging her might scare her, I resolutely chose to bully her.
"So severely injured? What is so severely injured? Why don't I know?"
When I was talking, I fixed the rope and looked at Yukai with a playful gaze. Yukai was completely unaware that he had missed the words and was still grabbing the rope, saying while snatching it.
"Why are you still stubborn?... Your face is so pounded... It must be even worse than this... It's obvious that it's a whip... Isn't it said it's your own person... Why are you so harshly..."
Yuying's strength is definitely not as strong as me. No matter how she snatches or pulls it, the rope is firmly held in my hand. Her anxious look reminded me of a cat I had teased when I was a child. I casually broke a branch and dripped a few bird feathers on it. I used it to shake it in front of the cat's eyes. The cat snatched and bitten it, but it couldn't catch it or bit it.
But my Yuying is much cuter than a cat.
I smiled slightly and continued to watch her pull the rope.
"And...and is promotion and wealth that important... If something happens...what if you have any problems...I'm?"
Speaking of this, she finally realized that she had missed her mouth and her voice stopped abruptly. She lowered her head with a red face and loosened the rope. After a few seconds of silence, she suddenly turned her head and said.
"You...you have such a family to take care of...what will they do if something happens to you..."
Hello, Miss Yuying, do you think I'm stupid or deaf?
The word you just ended with is "I", not "you". What follows the word "I"? Will I be very worried? Or will I be very sad?
Judging from what you just said and tone, the only thing you can answer later is this kind of words. If you want to say that if I die and you don’t want to live anymore, then I will die without regrets.
"Yukai, have you misunderstood something?"
I also let go of the rope and stood behind Youying.
"I don't have a family to support me, only a small family to support me. My father, my mother, and my grandmother, only they need me to support me. Other relatives can support themselves, not me to support me. If I die,"
I originally wanted to say that if I die, Yuying and Xiaochun would "return the things to their original owners" and Bi Jin would support them. But as soon as the words began, Yuying suddenly turned around and covered my mouth with her dirty palms.
"No, no, no, no, no... don't talk nonsense!"
Wow! I kissed Yuying's palm!
I was surprised and I was different. Yuying, who covered my mouth with both hands, was filled with fear and worry.
Is she worried about me?
No, it was not just worry, it was not just fear. The look she looked at me was not that simple and complicated. I couldn't see through her eyes, nor could I see through them. Because at the moment I looked at her, my gaze and thinking were completely attracted by her eyes, and I was addicted to it, thinking and judging nothing flawlessly.
"You...you are...you are the hope of the whole family..."
I don’t know how long it took, Yuying’s voice restored my consciousness. At this time, her palm had been removed from my lips and overlapped on her lower abdomen in a tangled manner.
"You...you have a bright future...you can't...you must not...you must not have any problems..."
She didn't dare to look at me when she spoke, and her tone was weak and powerless. Obviously, this was insincere. At this moment, I felt that she might have fallen in love with me long ago. But in the next moment, I felt that this was unlikely.
Yuying has been suffering for so many years, and finally met a man she likes and can rely on. She once wanted to change her destiny and even took risks for it. There is no reason to retreat at this time?
"Follower." I touched Yuying's head with a complicated mood, "What future is bright. A man's future is made by one sword and one shot, and if he doesn't fight, there will be nothing."
"But...but...but...but don't you?" Yukang looked at me with a worried look, "Even if there is no big green military uniform, there is no big house..."
"I can still live a good life without a big green uniform or a big mansion." I smiled and took Yukawa's words, "But this is not enough. Yukawa is not greedy. We all learned it when we were in school. Learning is like sailing against the current, and if we don't advance, we will retreat. In fact, life is the same."
As I said that, I gently pulled the head on her forehead.
"For us ordinary people, life is helplessness, life is dominated and played around by those big people. Even if I want to guard a small house and live a life of peace and stability, those big people will not let me do what I want. I want to dominate my life and make everyone around me free.
But freedom is not something that can be found with thoughts, just talking. Freedom is only something that big people have. There is no small people because big people won’t give you. If you want to get freedom, you can only work hard to climb up and try your best to become big people. Once you become big people and no one can control me, I will be free, and the people around me will be free too.”
Speaking of this, an impulse suddenly surged in my heart. It was like a flood that broke through the dam, instantly shattering my reason. At the moment when the reason collapsed, I hugged my sweetheart into my arms, feeling the astonishment emitted from her body, while smelling the smell of her head.
"I...I want you to be free."
When I said this, my scalp felt numb, as if something was rushing into the sky.
"I want you to be happy... Yuying, I... I love you... From the moment I first met you... I can never forget you... My heart is filled with you... All I think of in my mind is your business... And your family's business... I want you to let go of all the burdens... I want to carry all the burdens for you... I want to carry all the burdens for you... I want to protect you... Love you... Make you happy... Make you happy... I love you... I love you... I love you..."
What is my purpose to climb up like this? Do I really just want to dominate my own life?
No, no. I like my original life, and the people around me don’t hate my own life. But Yuying doesn’t like her original life, she wants to change and gain freedom. Didn’t I start working hard for her?
But what am I doing now?
My mentality is inflated, I want three wives and four concubines, I want to become a superior person, I want to consolidate everything I have, and I want to have more, which is contrary to my original intention. However, the road has been completed and it is difficult to collect it. The steps have been taken, and I cannot collect it back, so I can only continue to move forward.
After doing this ticket... when these messy things are over... there is no need to fight again...
I thought of this when Yuying's hands were tightly wrapped around me.
As long as she is with me, as long as she is happy and happy, that's enough.
Chapter completed!