"If you really think so in your heart, then I will be happy for you. However, I am afraid that someone may not mean what he means. He may say he is letting it go, but in fact he still cares about it."

I also took a sip of beer, which was not very tasty, and looked up at the sky with her, waiting for the autumn rain to come.

"No! Ranran, you believe me, this time, I am definitely serious! I have already thought about it, since others don't care about me, then I don't care about others either! Besides, I really feel now that Dahei is very

Well... When I was a child, I didn't have any playmates, and everyone disliked me.

Only Dahei, only he would steal chickens and dig out bird's nests for me, and he would be beaten with wounds all over his body because of it... In fact, my feelings for Song Muzhou are probably what is said on the Internet, abnormal dependence on family affection.

The first time I went back to the Song family, I was very happy to see my father and stepmother, but I was also very scared. I didn't dare to approach them, I was afraid they would push me away...

Oh, later on, it was proved that this was indeed the case. My dad, that old guy, never gave me a good look, and my stepmother only wanted to trick me to death.

They said I was unlucky and that living at home would ruin the feng shui and offend the family's God of Wealth, so they sent me to an old compound in the suburbs to live alone.

It was Song Muzhou. He came out and begged the old guy to let me live with him. At that time, the old guy probably also thought that he was not worried about him living alone outside. Maybe there would be someone to take care of us if we, brother and sister, lived together, so

I agreed easily...

At that time, I also realized that I had an older brother. He did not dislike me, and would hold my hand and tell me very gently: Shanshan, I am your eldest brother, and from now on, the eldest brother will take care of you.

"

Melancholy, he kept drinking wine, sighed, and secretly moistened the corners of his eyes, "From that moment on, I regarded him as the support of my life. He gave me all the affection that I didn't get from my parents...

He loves me, pampers me, and uses a lot of money to support me.

He would stand up for me when I was being bullied, hold me tightly when I was sick, and coax me all night long...

When I was a child, I thought less and knew less, which was fine. But when I grow up and reach adolescence, girls experience the feeling of love for the first time, and they will subconsciously and involuntarily be attracted to the men around them who treat them well.

.

At first, I thought I was a pervert and shameless person who even dared to challenge my biological brother... Later, I accidentally learned from my stepmother that Song Muzhou was not my biological brother and had no blood relationship with me. He was my parents.

When I picked up an orphan on the roadside, I couldn't help it.

All in all, I have been secretly in love with him for ten years. Before, I always felt unwilling to accept it. I always felt that the world was unfair. Why couldn't we be together if we had the names of brothers and sisters? Song Muzhou also liked me, otherwise, he would also

He won't be nice to me for more than ten years.

But now when I look back and think about it carefully, the source of everything is just my lack of love, my lack of love!

I have not had the love of my parents since I was a child, and I am afraid of being alone, so as long as someone treats me a little better, I will instinctively magnify the good feeling a hundred times a thousand times in my heart, subtly transforming the originally normal relationship.

Think of it as abnormal.

I just rely too much on my brother's love. I don't want to lose this love. This love is a life-saving straw for me. I want to pull it and climb up... Ha, so, my feelings for Song Muzhou,

Maybe it's not the love between man and woman, I just regard him as my salvation.

But this redemption made him breathless and caused him a lot of pressure and trouble.

He's right, I like him, but he doesn't like me, so why should I use my love to imprison him and hold him back... This is more disgusting than moral kidnapping."

While she was talking, she had finished one can of beer and opened another, "He used to love me so much. He fulfilled his obligation as an elder brother. As an elder brother, he had done all his kindness and justice to me, but I was evil.

Falling in love with him... This is an insult and blasphemy to him. Saying this, I seem to be really disgusting and disgusting."

I drank with her with a heavy heart and listened quietly to her story about her past.

"Destroying the relationship between my brother and his girlfriend. I love my brother, but I don't want my brother to marry anyone else. I just want to have my brother to myself... Hahaha, I am really sick, very sick."

She smiled until she burst into tears. Her eyes were desolate and she said, "I don't want to use medicine to control myself anymore. I want to control my disease by myself, and Dahei is the introduction to medicine."

"If you really want to be with Dahei, it would be a good choice... As long as you don't mind Dahei's identity..."

"He doesn't mind that I'm sick, so why should I care about his identity? Besides, your man is not a human being either! I think it's good to marry a demon. At least demons value more emotions than humans.

They say foxes are cunning, but Dahei is naive... I heard from the Dragon King that in order to avenge me, Dahei had a fight with other fox leaders, and his inner elixir was broken...

In fact, I noticed something strange about Dahei during that time. When I stroked his fox fur at night, he would always tremble... If I had been more careful, I would have thought that he was injured.

He is a gentleman. I held him in my arms and slept in the same bed every night, but he never touched me. Song Muzhou and I broke up, and he agreed to marry me without even thinking about it.

His love for me is no less than that of Song Muzhou... I think that as time goes by, he will definitely be able to eliminate Song Muzhou's position in my heart.

Ranran, I am serious this time, I want to marry him, I want to live a normal life."

"If you want to get married, just get married!" I patted her hand and said happily: "Yes, at least Dahei truly loves you, at least he will not let you down... stay with him, I support you!"

Shanshan raised the beer can and knocked it against the beer can in my hand: "Cheers! Ranran, you understand me. Ranran, it seems that this time, I will hold the wedding before you do, remember to pay for it!"

"

"Of course, I've thought about it. I'll give you... a lifetime meal voucher and accommodation voucher!"

"Ha, you really plan to support me for the rest of your life!"

"From the time I died until now, you have never left me because I am half yin and half yang. You have helped me many times when I was short of money before. This time, let me support you!

My remuneration is getting more and more now. Since I no longer give extra money to Bai Yueyue and my mother-in-law, I have saved a lot of money. Although I am not as rich as Song Muzhou and cannot afford you to continue to live a luxurious life, but

At least it can keep our current living standards unchanged!"

"Okay, once this period of time has passed, I will go out to work and earn some pocket money!"

"There's no need to go out and look for them. My dad said that their company just needs an assistant who knows music. Whenever you want to go to work, you can always go fishing. The salary is average and the life is very easy."

"I knew that if you follow me, Sister Ranran, you will have meat to eat! Speaking of which, Ranran, when will you and Lord Dragon get married? You can't continue to live together in such an unjustifiable manner...

Although I have already received the marriage certificate from some fairy marriage registration office, to receive the certificate is to receive the certificate, and to hold a wedding is to hold a wedding. Such a big event must have a solemn ceremony!

A girl gets married only once in her life, and life is so boring if she can’t wear wedding clothes to look beautiful all day long... She will regret it for the rest of her life. If he really values ​​you, he should think about how to hold a wedding!"

I turned the beer can in my hand and pouted and said: "Well... we haven't really talked about it much. We are both pragmatic. As long as we have a certificate and can prove that we are husband and wife, I will be satisfied...

…”

Shanshan put her arm on my shoulder and said in a drowsy voice with the pungent smell of alcohol in her mouth:

"This is not okay, this is against common sense! Look, even for us, ordinary people, ordinary people in the countryside, when a man and a woman get married, they still have to have a banquet and lively. Have you ever seen any couple who get married now and only get a certificate?

Wedding?

Isn’t that a bully girl? It shouldn’t be, Lord Dragon loves you so much, there’s no way he wouldn’t have thought of something like this... unless he wanted to give you a surprise!”

I sighed without hope: "Maybe it's because there are no relatives or friends to hold a wedding, so if we do it, we won't have it at all... What's more, with his status, it's inconvenient."

Shanshan slapped me on the arm and murmured: "As long as you are willing, these are not problems... Dahei's status is also inconvenient, but when I proposed the wedding with him, he seemed happier than me...

...Hey, Ranran, Chengzheng! This time, let me go first!"

Holding a wedding... Xuan Ye didn't seem to have mentioned it much.

He must be interested in me. He said before that he would choose a date to do it...but then he didn't mention it much.

Maybe you feel it’s unnecessary, or maybe you’re waiting for a better day?

Perhaps, they don’t know how important weddings are in girls’ hearts.

Otherwise, I'll wait until the right opportunity next time and ask?

After drinking several bottles of beer with the decadent Shanshan, I sat on the roof for more than two hours, and finally received a pattering autumn rain...

The rain was getting heavier and heavier. When Dahei and Xuan Ye came to find us above, we were already leaning against each other and were too drunk to get up. All our clothes were soaked by the rain.

"Big monster, beat you! I will represent the light and destroy you!"

Dahei dragged Shanshan up, and as soon as Shanshan threw herself into Dahei's arms, she went crazy with alcohol and made a lot of noise...

Fortunately, I'm a good drinker, so even when I'm drunk, I won't do anything easily.

Xuan Ye picked me up from the bench, looked at me who was drunk, and laughed heartlessly: "You know you are not good at drinking, but you still drink? Madam, she looks very cute when she is drunk."
Chapter completed!