As if praying in a low voice.

My heart suddenly felt like a whole nest of little ants. The little ants were crawling and biting in my atrium, causing my whole body to feel numb.

My mind is hazy and increasingly empty. The only thing I remember is that I like him——

A dragon, a domineering dragon.

Closing my eyes, I responded to him with a proactive kiss.

He was obviously happy, and then he couldn't wait to pull the sling on my shoulders——

I'm just one step away from being trapped in it.

But I never expected that a strange feeling under my body instantly pulled me from the sky back to reality.

One of the slings on his shoulders had just been taken off, and when he was about to take off the other one, I suddenly opened my eyes and quickly grabbed his dragon claw that wanted to do something bad.

The atmosphere that was finally brewing was destroyed by me. He frowned in displeasure and opened his eyes.

"What? Do you regret it?" he asked in a hoarse voice.

I was about to cry but I was embarrassed and asked him for advice: "Well, I, I am a living dead now, which means that theoretically I am dead, but in fact, I still have the characteristics of a living person?

I need to eat, drink, and... go to the toilet. I have body temperature and it will hurt. Is it... that all aspects of my physiology are exactly the same as those of a living person?"

He was startled for a moment and replied without knowing why: "Well, that's the case for the time being. The purpose of letting you accumulate merit is to maintain these characteristics."

Yes, he had explained to me before that the reason why I was still conscious during the time after my death was that I was the same as a living person in every aspect, and it was all sustained by his two breaths of Qi.

And his Qi cannot last me long, so I need to accumulate merit and use this method to avoid losing all five senses.

So, now, I may still have...that stuff.

I was so embarrassed that I didn't dare to look at him. I held his Xuanyi tightly with one hand, and my body was shaking a little: "Ah, Xuan, I think I'm here."

He frowned, his eyes confused, "Which one?"

Judging from his reaction, it seemed like he had no experience at all.

I suddenly cared about another question. I endured the physical discomfort and asked uneasily: "Have you...had a girlfriend before?"

He replied without hesitation: "Of course not."

I repeatedly confirmed with trepidation: "Am I your first?"

He nodded and said firmly: "You are the only one."

I breathed a sigh of relief, felt relieved, and became thicker-skinned: "I can't be with you tonight, so what... because I think my aunt is here."

He was eager to know: "Aunt... you still have an aunt? When did you come?"

My old face was hot and I stuttered and corrected: "No, it's not an aunt, it's a girl's... the one that comes every month... now people call her aunt, well, it's just a nickname. She didn't come last month, and I still

I thought it was because I died that I wouldn’t come..."

"Girls, they come every month..." He seemed to suddenly realize what it was, and quickly got away from me, with a thin blush on his handsome face, and he sat down next to me sheepishly, thoughtfully

He was concerned about me: "Um, are you feeling uncomfortable? Does it hurt? I'll rub it for you."

I felt ashamed and wanted to dig a hole at the head of the bed and crawl in. I wanted to move, but I didn't dare to move.

"I think I have to deal with it..."

"Well, I'll go to the bathroom and put some hot water for you."

"Axuan." I stretched out my hand and grabbed his arm. I gritted my teeth in embarrassment and begged him: "Go and help me get something from Shanshan... My phone is not charged. No, it's not convenient to call directly.

…”

Although they all live in the same house and can get a response just by yelling at anything they want, there are other men at home...

When I say this, it is obvious that I have touched on someone's blind spot in knowledge.

"What to get?"

The way he asked me seriously made me feel like I had been shamed into grandma's house.

My face was so hot that I couldn't stand it, so I pulled the quilt next to me to cover my face, and said in a low voice: "Oh, if you go to her and ask for it, she will know about it, so you can just say that my health is inconvenient."

He nodded slowly and agreed: "Okay."

The next second, the old man was no longer on the bed.

After he left, I rubbed the goosebumps all over my body and ran to the bathroom...

It's so embarrassing, so embarrassing!

I beat the wall in shame!

After lai lingering in the bathroom for nearly an hour, I wrapped myself in a bath towel, opened the door and walked out.

There was a pack of unopened sanitary napkins placed on the bench at the door of the bathroom, and a clean sheet was spread on the big bed that I soiled.

On the bedside table, the brewed brown sugar water is still steaming.

Under the water cup is a piece of ancient-style letter paper, on which are written two lines of powerful, quick-moving calligraphy:

Madam, please go to bed first and come back after finishing your work for your husband.

Done?

I glanced at the sheets on the bed, then looked back at the empty hooks in the bathroom where dirty clothes had been hung, and made a decision: "You're going to help me wash my clothes..."

What a good family man!

——

Early the next morning, Dahei sat on the steps in front of his home, wagging his tail in boredom, and melancholy picking off handfuls of fox fur from his body.

Song Shanshan was lying on the sofa chatting with me with a grimace on her face. She pursed her lips and regretted: "I had something to do at home that day, so I rushed back to deal with it in a hurry. Who knew that when I came back the next day, you would die.

Long Daxian told me that you were accidentally strangled to death by him. After hearing this, I was almost furious. I was really afraid that you would leave me. I waited for you for several days, but you still couldn't wake up.

I thought you wouldn't survive, so I scolded him a few words. Maybe the words were too harsh, and he became sad and depressed after hearing this, and then left.

I haven’t come back for several days.”

I held my chin up and stared at the fox at the door, tugging at my fur, and sighed tiredly: "What harsh words did you say?"

Song Shanshan muttered aggrievedly: "I just said it casually without thinking about it, and I have forgotten it now. Anyway, the meaning is pretty much the same:

You keep saying you love her, but now you kill her with your own hands. Monsters are cold-blooded and ruthless. She will not have a good outcome with you. I already knew that she would be killed by you sooner or later..."

Such words are indeed too heavy for Xuan Ye.

After all, no one wants to hurt the person they love and hold in the palm of their hand.

What's more, Xuan Ye's heart is already quite sensitive. These words Shanshan said will undoubtedly make him blame himself more and make him even more afraid that getting close to me will bring danger to me...

That's why he asked me to stay away from him when he was at the Dragon King Temple, saying that I shouldn't stay with him.

In fact, he is not as domineering and overbearing as I thought before. He will also treat someone with all his heart, and he is also a very good man.

"You care about me because you care about me, so you accidentally said harsh words and hurt him. Shanshan, I will remember your kindness to me forever. Ah Xuan is fine now. He didn't blame you."

"Don't think too much. Thank you for being willing to understand him because of me." I held Shanshan's hand and expressed my sincere gratitude.

Song Shanshan got up from the sofa, the child hugged me angrily, and whispered in my ear: "Ranran, in this life, there are only two rays of light in my heart, one is my brother, and the other is you.

My brother is the sun, giving me warmth and making me feel the value of family ties. Ranran, you are the moon, helping me heal the scars in my heart. You let me know that the night is not so scary.

You and my brother are the most important people in my life. I am really afraid of losing you... I am very happy for you that you can meet the Dragon King. He can save you. He is my benefactor. I swear, I will

I will definitely stop making him angry this time. As long as he treats you well, I will be happy!"

"Okay, don't I know what you are thinking in your heart? From college to now, you have always been taking care of me. You are like a sister, protecting me and being my strongest supporter.

Shanshan, in fact, I owe you quite a lot of debt of friendship in this life... But don't worry, I will never die until I repay it!"

"Bah, bah, bah, why die! Don't say such unlucky words." Song Shanshan patted me on the shoulder and said sincerely: "In this life, we will both live well and live a long life!"

I nodded: "Yes, live a long life."

"By the way, here's the peace charm I asked you to bring me!"

"...It was late at night when we went there and we didn't buy anything."

"Ah - you hate it! I was still thinking about waiting for my brother to come back and give it to him!"

"Well... I'll ask Xuan Ye to draw two pictures for you later!"

"Does what he painted work?"

“Absolutely works!”

"Do you think this is betraying your boyfriend..."

"It's just a show, not a sell-out."

"..."

Looking up towards the door, I pointed at the lonely figure and asked curiously: "Is it the molting season for your fox?"

Song Shanshan also glanced at the big black fox sitting at the door with black fur flying in the clouds and fog. She frowned and thought: "It's summer, it must be! I'll buy some hair removal cream online later for him."
To be continued...