Today is my 31st birthday. I went out for a meal with my family. In a blink of an eye, my birthday was almost over. In the morning, it rained again. The sun was getting hot in the afternoon. I didn’t dare to go out. I spent 68 yuan to buy a martial arts gift for myself. I sat in front of the computer. The plot kept flashing in my mind and pouring back. Various pictures were interspersed, and I don’t know where to start.

Over the past period of time, my grades have been very poor and I have written them with my own will. However, as a person who sells stories, I am also a businessman. I have to follow the promise of trust and beginning and end. I cannot sell a semi-finished thing to my customers. Of course, it is very obvious to say that customers are very good. Everyone likes the stories of spring breeze, and being able to get together with spring breeze is far beyond the scope of real businessmen and customers.

Moreover, Chunfeng is actually a person with very low emotional intelligence and can't speak much. Only the words on the keyboard may better reflect the meaning I want to express. No matter what, I have to finish writing the story, then open the next book, and write it well. Each plot must have foreshadowing and turning, and all human nature and emotions must be revealed. This is what I set at the age of 31, because there is no need to make wishes at this age.

In fact, Chunfeng is a person who cares about other people's evaluations. I have read and praise every comment and every chapter. I can be happy for a long time. I slander and belittle them. I will feel depressed and frustrated. Perhaps this is the confusion that an online writer should face. It is really not easy to write a novel well, especially for me, who has no outline, and while checking the information, there is no draft of the character name and official position. If I really can't remember it, I will go through the content I wrote before and read it.

I wrote this book Bailang based on my brain capacity. Sometimes the flashes of the plot and very high-quality content are generated like sparks. For example, before and after Gongsun Zan's death, sometimes it is like writing, thinking about it word by word for a long time, a sentence, an expression, and a look, and I cannot bring it into that state.

This is probably the bottleneck that is often called, and the more you get to the end of a book, the plot gradually comes to an end. Although there are still several major plots after the White Wolf's Western Expedition, there are not many. Chunfeng has always customized the number of words in a book according to the plot. It will not end the book because of the grades of this book, nor will it delay the number of words in a longer way and earn more money from everyone because of the good grades of this book.

Even if the factory manager's performance in the later stage is not good, he is still better than Bailang when he was at his best, and he has more subscriptions, especially in the extra chapters, with only a few dozen chapters, but Chunfeng feels that the plot is almost the same, so he will write it up and open a new map, and reuse the same routine. The repeated plot will turn the original good book into a mediocre work that is procrastinating and mediocre.

When writing online articles, Chunfeng also wants to support her family, but after all, the number of updated words is indeed not as good as that of those young people. Even if they stay up until three or four o'clock in the middle of the night, nodding and dozing off while writing, they can only write two or three thousand words of plot. Some things have no inspiration and cannot be written, but they cannot write them. They don't want to write something randomly and perfunctorily, just like unscrupulous merchants sell some fake goods to customers with inferior products.

After all, businessmen also need to be conscientious.

This probably started from the time I wrote about the factory and made it difficult for me to get out of Bai Ning's state. I had to do everything in three words: "I'm worth it!" Chunfeng never wants to say that kind of sorry words, because with the first time, there will be a second time to speak like this. In reality, the same is true for us. Don't say to others easily: "I'm sorry, I can't do it. I'm sorry, it's me wrong. I'm sorry, I hope I'll give me another chance. I'm sorry."

People who are used to saying sorry will only be sorry for themselves, because you let a soul that is confident slowly remove the water marks. If you are a person who has just left school, don’t treat the doctrine of moderation taught by others. If you do something wrong, just bravely take responsibility and correct yourself. You are right, because when you are young, you need this moment of hard work to break through.

When you get married and start a career and have children, your wife will slowly restrain her past sharpness so that she will not hurt her family or friends. This is the maturity I remember.

I want to talk to you about this short chapter. I may not update it tonight, because I really can't write it out. I may work harder to write a few more chapters tomorrow to catch up with the word count of this month. After all, it's the end of the month, and Chunfeng also has word count requirements. Look, an old guy like me who is working hard, hahahaha

By the way, there is another sentence I almost forgot to say.
Chapter completed!