Chapter 218 Ragnarok of the Gods (42)
(BGM——Captain of "Everywhere is You")
I don’t know when it started to rain outside, and the cold raindrops hit the windows, making the lights in the bedroom cold.
Cheng Mo seemed to have returned to the deep nightmare, the house was filled with water, he opened his eyes wide in the dim water, looking for the source of the light, trying to get out of the water and breathe a breath of air. But he drowned him
The sea water saw the reflection of the father and mother being shattered in waves.
In a trance, even their conversation became like they were separated by the salty sea.
"It's too dangerous, but... it's too dangerous." The father held his mother's hand and frowned. The face that never showed too much emotion was full of worry, "What star gate is it?
, What is the Black Death, Ou Yu... are all terrible organizations. At least you have to wait for me to investigate more, or wait for me to complete the training plan and go with you..."
The mother smiled and held her father's hand, "It's not easy to even use guns in China, how can you train?"
"I will find a way. I asked my classmates to help me find out that there is a live ammunition shooting range in Beijing and there are many real-life CS bases close to actual combat. I will find a way to transfer back to Beijing, and there will be more contact with what you said.
organize......"
The mother whispered to the father, "Time is not allowed! The doctor has made a judgment!"
"The more we are like this, the more we should be cautious, Qingqing." said the father, "What's more, you didn't say that your father also warned you that you would never go back within twenty years. Didn't Uncle Li advise you to wait a little longer?
?Give me some more time..."
The mother shook her head and whispered, "You can't go with me, who will take care of your son when you go with me?"
"You can give him to my brother, my brother will take good care of him..."
"No. Xiao Mo was not in good health at first, and he was a very sensitive child again. I can still explain it when I left alone. We both left. How do you want him to survive?"
"But......"
"Yongze, just listen to me about this." My mother stared at her father, her eyes circling, "Besides, I will not be in danger of life when I go alone. My father's place where information and God's genes are hidden is not only where I know it.
, Only I can open the door there. It will be bad if you go..."
My father closed his eyes in pain and whispered: "It's a pity that I'm just a scholar. I don't have any ability."
"Don't say that..." The mother stroked her father's forehead, "Didn't I tell you that there is another thing in the world called 'Uropolos'? It's a kind of thing that can transform knowledge
Uncle Li has already promised me that he will give me a Uropolos regardless of whether he gets the 'God Gene' in the end."
“Is this Bruce Lee reliable?”
My mother nodded, "He is my father's good friend. He is not only the recommended person for my father to enter the Freemason, but also a partner of my father's company. He sent me out of America back then. If it weren't for him, I
I really couldn't leave as soon as possible. It was the person he arranged for me to take me to smuggle to Mosiege, and then took a bus from Mosiege to Buenos Aires, and then turned back to China via Wellington.
”
"That was when he didn't know you knew the whereabouts of God's genes. Every man was guilty of being guilty of being a treasure."
"I know, I'm not a child anymore. But my father said that as long as I'm desperate, I can go to Uncle Li..." My mother paused, "I'll say this to you too.
....”
"What's the meaning?"
"If, I mean, if something happens to me and I haven't contacted you for a long time, you can contact Uncle Li..."
"What's the meaning?"
The mother lowered her head, "My father said that at least he would be an absolutely fair person." She quickly raised her head again, "No matter what, if we give birth to Xiao Mo, we must be responsible for his life.
.”
My father took a deep breath and whispered: "I understand."
The mother stood up and said, "Then you send me a gift!"
The father also stood up, "Although I don't understand the worldly ways, I still don't need to say this." The mother smiled, picked up the box in her hand, pulled out the lever, and stuffed it into her father's hand,"
Then you have to know more gentlemanly and help the lady take the initiative to carry things!"
My father took the lever and replied dumbly.
The mother sighed, "I'm really afraid that Xiao Mo will look like you when she grows up, so how can I find a girlfriend!"
The father shook his head incomprehensible, "You are worried too early."
The mother smiled, she walked out of the bedroom and walked past Cheng Mo's hazy gaze. She stopped at the door of his room and hesitated for a moment, and finally opened the door of his room carefully. Cheng Mo stared at the woman
Tips to the edge of the bed and touches his hair a few times, "Baby, I'm so sorry, I'm not a competent mother. I must listen to my father in the future, remember to eat on time, take medicine on time, and remember the doctor's instructions.
, You have to study hard, learn to smile, and be happy! Mom will definitely come back, will come back to play football with you, accompany you to the amusement park, and will attend your graduation ceremony and your wedding in the future.
But don't let your mother down."
But when I was asleep, I could hear nothing, but just tilted my head on the bed.
The mother kissed his forehead and said softly: "Maybe there will be endless darkness ahead, maybe you have to wait, sunrise, it will definitely come back." She stood up, exited the room, and closed the door gently.
It's like I've never come in.
Cheng Mo stared at his mother blankly, his body couldn't stop trembling, to be precise, it should be the soul. The dramatic turn of the plot made him completely unaware of how to solve his misunderstanding of his mother for more than ten years.
He continued to breathe nervously, his head was empty, he wanted to think but his whole body was hot. He wanted to do something, but his body was wrapped in the incredible fact more than ten years ago. He looked at his mother motionlessly
Passing through his body and passing by him, just like I am truly standing at the ferry of the Forgetful River, watching my mother leave the stable and peaceful life and move towards turmoil and death. A kind of pain that makes him at a loss
He swallowed him up with a ferociousness that he could not understand. He thought he was such a selfish person that he could not forgive his mother. Perhaps it was the problem of this era, everything outside was endless, everything inside was trapped in
Silence. Perhaps most children are only children, naturally enjoying all the love of their parents and putting themselves in the most important position. Perhaps it is because the city is too crowded today, and the fierce competition makes us have no time to care about the feelings of our parents
.We are used to wearing masks, we are used to coming and going in a hurry. We use the generation gap as an excuse to talk to friends on the Internet, rather believe in friends who drink and eat, than communicate more with our parents. We are mediocre, but look down on our parents.
Mediocre. We have dreams, believe in obsession and regret, and do not believe in the experience of our parents. Ideas explosions, communication explosions, and knowledge explosions, but parents seem to be outsiders in our growth and life. Only in despair
Then we paniced and asked our parents for help. We forgot that even if life is hell, our parents are the sun above our heads and the last rope.
Cheng Mo had never thought of the story that should have ended in vain, and suddenly made him re-recognize his mother. This development, which was not known as accidental or inevitable, made him unable to find worldly words to summarize it. Maybe "maternal love"
This kind of vocabulary does not need to be added to any more modifications, even "selfless" and "great" appear particularly thin in front of it.
He stood in the living room and heard the sound of closing the door, as if he had heard the whistle of a long-distance ship setting sail. He then struggled out of the huge vortex of emotions. He turned around and ran towards the door, but only saw the closed old one
He ran over the wooden door without hesitation, but as soon as he touched the door, he forced to return to the room.
Then he remembered that his soul could only move near his body. He rushed into the bedroom like crazy. He roared loudly. He slapped himself in the face. He kicked the wooden bed hard.
The young man can't wake up no matter how young he is.
He ran to the window by the corridor, and looked down. With the faint street light, he saw his mother's figure through the glass hanging with raindrops, through the elm trees that were swaying in the wind and rain. The thin figure
I was walking through the cold concrete road with water. On this rainy night, the road was deserted, and only the sound of my father and her footsteps echoed in the drizzle of rain.
He clenched his fists, praying that time would freeze forever at this moment.
It seemed that my mother heard his pious expectation, stopped and turned back. Her eyes did not approach him, but turned to the window of her bedroom, as if she was saying goodbye.
The wind blew the pages in the living room, and he suddenly remembered the poems his mother had just recited with him in her arms.
"The beloved will not die, because love is eternal life, no, it is God."
"You must let me go first, child, because I have been in the sea and know the road. In order to save you and not sink, I would rather drown twice. My dear, as long as I can cover your eyes, you will not see the water
.”
"I said that one day, I will come. Emily never breaks her promise unless it is a last resort. You know this, dear child."
Cheng Mo watched his mother turn around and continue walking forward alone, suddenly hating that he was her child. There are thousands of children in this world and thousands of parents, why did he make himself their children?
What? Why not give them a healthy child? Why not give them a stable and happy home?
"I would have been not your child!"
"I would have been not your child!"
"I would have been not your child!"
"Mother!"
"Mother!"
"Mother...."
Chapter completed!