Xu Ziyan walked aimlessly on the streets of Zhongdu City. He passed by a tavern and walked in. He sat in the corner and ordered a pot of wine and two dishes. He poured himself a glass of wine and drank it.

After taking a sip, my heart gradually calmed down.

What Xu Ziyan was struggling with was not Xu Lin, but the issue of cultivation and relationships. She didn’t know if she should focus on cultivating immortality after joining the sect and entering the world of immortality, or should she experience feelings? Now that her mood has calmed down, Xu Ziyan has understood

stand up.

Cultivation is your own direction, and feelings should also be an experience.

As the saying goes, if you don’t join the world, how can you talk about being born in the world?

If one day, my heart is really moved, why not join the world?

But now that my heart is clearly unmoved, why should I bother myself?

My mood suddenly became at ease. This is the experience of being at ease, not escaping deliberately, and letting your heart be free.

He picked up the wine glass in front of him and drank it all in one gulp, feeling that his mood had improved a bit.

Just as he was delighted to see it, his eyes dimmed and a figure sat in front of him. He looked up and was surprised to find Ling Xiao sitting in front of him. He put his hands on the table and looked at him with bright eyes.

In the tavern, the dim light reflected his dark and healthy face, and the pair of tiger eyes under the two sword-shaped eyebrows showed depth. It is said that hardships make men more flavorful. After experiencing the loss of his family and his one-year escape, Ling Xiao lacked the temperament that a young man should have.

It's flamboyant and coquettish, but it has the maturity and vicissitudes of a man.

Xu Ziyan saw Ling Xiao. After being surprised, a touch of joy and kindness flashed in his eyes. This is a kind of kindness that can only be had between partners who have experienced life and death together. This is also the state of mind that Xu Ziyan has just understood, and only now

To be able to be so natural, comfortable, joyful and cordial from the heart, without any worries. Looking at Ling Xiao, he smiled and said:

"Why are you here? Where is sister Rou'er?" As he said this, he looked around with lively eyes.

Ling Xiao looked at Xu Ziyan's charming smile, his eyes moved, and he couldn't help but say:

"Rou'er is at the inn. I came just to see you alone."

Xu Ziyan said nothing, just looking at Ling Xiao. Ling Xiao was embarrassed. Since he broke up with Xu Ziyan, his heart could not calm down. Xu Ziyan's smile always flashed in his mind, her courage

, her wisdom, her beauty...

In the end, he wanted to get an answer, even if it was Xu Ziyan's rejection. Otherwise, his heart would not be calm, so he came.

He arrived at Zhongdu City and waited outside the Xu family. He didn't want to be discovered by Xu Qi and the others, so he kept waiting, day or night.

Finally, he waited until Xu Ziyan came out of Xu's house. But he instantly lost the courage to go forward. Along the way, he followed Xu Ziyan silently. Along the way, he hesitated whether he should step forward to meet her.

Finally, Xu Ziyan entered a tavern. Ling Xiao stood outside the tavern, hesitated for a long time, and finally stepped in and sat in front of Xu Ziyan.

"I... have been waiting outside your Xu family for two days," Ling Xiao said with difficulty.

"Why don't you go in and see me?" Xu Ziyan asked softly.

Ling Xiao shook his head gently and whispered: "I don't want Xu Lin and the others to see me."

Xu Ziyan was silent. At this time, she already knew why Ling Xiao came and asked softly: "Have you been following me since I came out?"

"Really?" Ling Xiao just said "yes", then shook his head hurriedly and said: "I'm not following you, I'm just thinking about whether I should come forward to see you."

"Do you want to see me?" Xu Ziyan chuckled softly: "You came to Zhongdu City just to see me, right?"

Ling Xiao's expression froze, and after a while he asked in a low voice: "Zi Yan, are you happy to see me? Don't skip the words."

"Boom". There was a sudden thunder outside, and the first rain in early summer started to fall at this time. Xu Ziyan looked at Ling Xiao's expectant eyes, sighed in her heart, stretched out her hand to pick up the wine bottle, and turned it over on the table

He filled a wine glass for Ling Xiao and said softly:

"Happy, naturally happy that we are comrades who have lived and died together."

When Ling Xiao heard the word "happy" from Xu Ziyan, he was happy at first, and then his heart sank again when he heard the following words. He vaguely felt Xu Ziyan's heart.

Xu Ziyan picked up the wine glass and raised it towards Ling Xiao. Ling Xiao also picked up the wine glass and the two of them drank it down in one gulp.

Putting down the wine glass, Ling Xiao looked at Xu Ziyan, his lips moved, and wanted to say something. However, under Xu Ziyan's gaze, a resolute man turned red in a rare moment, lowered his eyes slightly, and said softly:

"Zi Yan, the reason why I left and came back is because once I left you, I found that all I thought about was you. I don't dare to ask you to come with me now, I just hope to wait until I'm done with it.

After what happened with Chiyang Sect, you can give me a chance."

Ling Xiao's eyes were fixed on the wine glass on the table in front of him, his eyes flashed with longing for happiness. His voice gradually became like a dream:

"Ziyan, I will use my life to protect you. I have the treasure my father left me, which is completely enough for our cultivation. When I take back the Chiyang Sect, I will be the leader of the Chiyang Sect, and you will be Chiyang.

The wife of the sect leader. When the time comes, you and I will be proud of the world and travel around the world like a couple of gods. Isn’t this the life we ​​immortal cultivators long for? No word skipping.

Ling Xiao has already explained what he said. Xu Ziyan couldn't help but smile bitterly and lightly stamped his lotus feet. Even if Xu Ziyan's mood was clear at this time, it was impossible for Xu Ziyan to not be able to do anything when facing a man who was courting him directly.

Lianyi said with a red face:

"Senior Brother Ling... you... I won't tell you which inn Sister Rou'er is staying at. I'll go find her to play."

When Ling Xiao saw Xu Ziyan standing up and leaving, he panicked. He hurriedly stretched out a hand, stopped Xu Ziyan, and said in a hurry:

"Zi Yan, we just met after we parted, and we haven't said a few words yet. Let's sit down for a while."

Xu Ziyan looked at Ling Xiao with pleading eyes. Her heart softened, and she reluctantly sat down again after standing up slightly, and said softly:

"Senior Brother Ling, stop saying those words."

Ling Xiao retracted Xu Lan's hand, with a flattering smile on his face, and said softly: "Zi Yan, when we first met in the endless forest, you captured me. At that time, I said to you

There is only incomparable resentment. But when you dismissed the treasure I proposed, when you let me go and gave me the spiritual liquid to save sister Rouer, I only felt grateful to you.

You become my benefactor.

Later, you saved me again, and we have been walking together since then. You, a young and beautiful girl, were able to capture me and save me, and yet you ignored the treasure. How could this not arouse my concern?

Attention, my curiosity? However, when I started to pay attention to you, I found that I was hopelessly trapped. I admit that I have always loved you secretly, and today I am just speaking out my heart.

Zi Yan, can you promise me not to skip the words?

Xu Ziyan never thought that Ling Xiao would be so direct. He didn't know how to answer for a while, and said:

"This...I..."

"You are not married, and I am not married to Zi Yan. If you are willing, I will immediately go to your Xu family to propose marriage." At this point, a trace of haze flashed in his eyes, and he said in a low tone:

"Or, you can wait until I finish the Chiyang Sect."

Xu Ziyan sat there stiffly, dumbfounded. Ling Xiao smiled vicissitudes of life, stretched out his big hand on the table, and wanted to hold the small hand of Xu Ziyan opposite him. Xu Ziyan's hand on the table just shrank back, and Ling Xiao looked a little embarrassed.

He smiled and continued:

"Ziyan, do you still remember our cooperation when we were killing people in Langya Town? What a tacit understanding we have. With just one look and a gesture, we can understand each other, as if we are in tune. No, we are in tune. And, over there, Han Qingqing

When you blew yourself up, you were the only one reminding me loudly that you care about me, right?"

Ling Xiao's words are all from the heart, and his tone is extremely sincere. His vicissitudes of life are coupled with his slightly melancholy eyes at this time. The charm of a mature man spreads towards Xu Ziyan with deep love towards Xu Ziyan opposite. Looking at Xu Ziyan's somewhat embarrassed expression,

Ling Xiao continued with a seductive voice:

"Zi Yan, do you really just want to waste your life in the secular world? No, Zi Yan, the secular world should not be your place to stay. With your qualifications and intelligence, the world of immortality is your place to live. As long as you and I

The two of us will become a couple, and in the future we will kill Lin Zeyan and take back the Chiyang Sect. We will have a place to live in the world of immortality. Think about it, the secular world cannot be compared with the world of immortality."

Ling Xiao's words were affectionate, loving, reasonable and measured. But at this time, Xu Ziyan's heart was already calm.

Love? Love?

Xu Ziyan has feelings for Ling Xiao, but not love. It was just a friendship that they lived and died together while escaping together. She never thought that there would be love between her and Ling Xiao. Just imagine, during the crisis-ridden escape process, Xu Ziyan had another burden on her shoulders.

With the responsibility of captain, how could he still have such thoughts?

reason?

The secular world cannot be compared with the world of immortality. However, Xu Ziyan is now a quasi-disciple of Taixuanzong, the largest sect in the world of immortality in the north. He can only become a disciple next year when Taixuanzong opens the gate.

Xu Ziyan knew that the conversation between her and Ling Xiao could not continue. If it continued, they would probably hurt each other, so Xu Ziyan raised her hand to stop Ling Xiao's words, and her red face had returned to its original state.

Some colors make a pair of beautiful eyes very clear.

Ling Xiao was stopped by Xu Ziyan. Seeing Xu Ziyan's expression at this time, something bad came into his heart. His face instantly turned pale, his slightly melancholy eyes suddenly glazed over, and a trace of fear flashed deep in his eyes...

These chapters are mainly about Xu Ziyan's state of mind, and she is about to leave the secular world and go to the world of immortality. The inner transformation from entering the world to being born in the world has laid the foundation for the true state of mind for cultivating immortals. I hope I can write about a woman's journey into the world.

The process of transformation of cultivation and state of mind during the journey back and forth from the world.

I remember a song that went something like this: They say gods are good, but how much do you know about the tears behind them?

This article is just the beginning, it will be very long later, and there will be tangled areas. I just want to write a more colorful world of cultivating immortals. There may be many unsatisfactory places, my level is limited, and I will let down my comrades.

Wrong love, ringing with guilt
Chapter completed!