696 No need to look back
The door was open, Xiao Lingling hesitated for a while, pursed her mouth and walked in.
Seeing the leader's appearance as if he was godless, the girl immediately became a little worried and stood aside and did not dare to move.
"Let go."
Xu Yan had already awakened from his thoughts and said, then poured a cup of spiritual tea and sipped it, saying, "Good tea."
"Will the leader not leave this time?"
Xiao Lingling pursed her lips a little white, but asked aloud, her eyes with expectation.
"Just stay for a few days." Xu Yan smiled.
"I hope the leader can come back often. This is the home of the Demon-Slaying Alliance and Xiao Lingdang's home."
The girl straightened her chest and said, "The Demon-Slaying Alliance will definitely become stronger and stronger. As long as we work together, those monsters that eat people will be frightened!"
Looking at the girl's white joints, Xu Yan was slightly surprised, and then nodded solemnly.
"Man is the spirit of all things, and should not be under the demon clan. Sooner or later, there will be a place for the human clan."
"Even the leader said this, it must be true!" Xiao Lingling cheered, and found that her behavior was a little unreasonable, so she hurriedly stood up again.
"My father and mother were eaten by monsters, and my younger brother, I hate the demon clan, so I will become stronger."
The girl was not blessed, but was like a man holding her fists. Perhaps she learned from Su Jiyun, and she seemed a little more heroic. She walked to the door and turned around and smiled sweetly at the young man in the room, leaving quickly.
Looking at the girl leaving, Xu Yan always had a slight smile, but there was a bitterness hidden in that smile.
He had seen too many miserable human races in Tianbei. Apart from anger, he actually didn't feel much, just like the heart was like iron stone, and could not produce too many emotional fluctuations.
It was not until the girl's words that were a bit childish but contained the power of faith that Xu Yan suddenly realized that since he left the old Taoist priest and stayed away from his wife, his heart seemed to be getting colder day by day, and the indifference was mixed with an indescribable ruthlessness.
Why is this happening?
In shock, Xu Yan fell into deep thought again.
This time, he replaced himself with his senior brother Chu Bai. If Chu Bai encountered these unfair things, he would definitely help. The brave King Zhenshan, who was a hero, did launch a devil-destroying move in Tianbei.
Senior brother, he finally returned to Tiannan...
To get rid of the strange thoughts in his heart, Xu Yan planned to convince himself with his senior brother returning to Tiannan, but remembered the reason why Chu Bai had to go back to Tiannan.
Chu Ling'er, who is out of vitality every three years.
The figure sitting cross-legged in the big room, the eyebrows became deeper and deeper.
An enlightenment that concerns good and evil will come without warning!
In the dark, Xu Yan fell into a strange state, unable to speak, unable to see, and unable to hear, as if he was imprisoned in his heart, and could only find a way out in the disorderly thoughts in his heart.
If you can't clear the clouds and mists, you can't find the truth. Although you can wake up on your own in the end, you will miss an opportunity to make great progress in your cultivation.
The state of enlightenment cannot be obtained or achieved through cultivation is like a God-given opportunity. If you miss it, you will only regret it for life.
Xu Yan actually didn't think about the benefits after Mingdao. He just couldn't tell whether his heart was good or evil.
The mystery that plagued his heart was like a shackle that could not be broken free. For three consecutive days, Xu Yan did not move at all. Finally, he was angry and began to recall his past.
Kill the Lord of Changle and the Lord of Qianzu because of anger.
Fighting against the demon spirits of the five lands and trapping them into golden eyes is for magic weapons.
The trip to the secret realm of Moro Cave, both good and evil are killed by their special identity.
The reason why Pang Feiyan was saved at the bottom of the cliff was to repay a favor.
The killing of the entire Xu family was due to the other party's forced force.
The locust plague slaughtered the city, threw out the stones to attract the monster away, and saw Hongyue and thought of the third sister.
He killed ten thousand people in Yulin Mountain and rushed towards the barbarian cavalry first, knowing that he would die, in order to pull the evil disciples to accompany him to bury him.
Yuanshanzhai poisoned thousands of people and saw the tragedy on earth.
The Chengyun Temple was blown up because the Tai Puritan Church forced the old Taoist priest to death...
In the dark big house, a drop of cold sweat slid down from the sideburns.
Xu Yan recalled until he finally confirmed when he was a child that he had never had a true kindness!
The eyes became blurred, and the chaotic thoughts turned into countless silk threads and wrapped into dead knots, sealing all directions to enlightenment.
The realm of enlightenment is indeed rare, but there is also a crisis. It doesn’t matter if you can’t understand it. It has no effect on the practitioner. At the very least, it will remain unchanged in the cultivation level. However, once you are deeply trapped in it, you may severely damage your own soul, or even destroy your soul!
Enlightenment consumes the most mind and mind. Once the power of the soul is exhausted, it is still in the dead knot and cannot escape. What is waiting for Xu Yan is the only thing that can be lost.
This is the crisis brought about by the moment of enlightenment, which is unavoidable and is related to the way one can understand.
"Master, there's no way!"
The long-lasting memories remained at the age of five. The young Taoist priest followed the old Taoist priest into the mountains to collect herbs. When the surroundings were covered with weeds that were more than half a person tall, the Taoist priest scratched his head and expressed his opinion.
In fact, he was hungry and wanted to go back to Daoguan to have a meal.
“There is more than one way.”
The old Taoist priest pointed to the weeds in front of him with a kind smile and said, "Look at it carefully and see it clearly."
The little Taoist priest was extremely intelligent since childhood. After watching for a long time, he shook his head and said, "There is no way at all, it's because the master is dazzled."
With a long laugh, the old Taoist priest walked away. The weeds were trampled down, and a path was stepped on with his feet appeared. The young Taoist priest had to follow him.
Walking through the grass, the old Taoist priest stopped, turned his back to the little Taoist priest and asked, "Did you see the road?"
"I saw the way my master stepped on, and I can step on such a way when I get older."
"If you don't look back, you will never see how long the road you are going out. If you look back, you will be attracted by the road you are going out and want to return along the road."
The old Taoist priest bent down, patted the little Taoist priest's head, and said with a smile: "Just know the road is under your feet. There is no need to turn around. Go forward, your road will naturally follow you, no less than a step..."
No need to look back, the road is at your feet...
My mood was in a mess and I calmed down when I remembered the teachings of the old Taoist priest.
In the quiet house, the rock-like figure was still motionless, but a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
What you see with your eyes is always the road that others step on. Your own road is only behind you. The distance you walks, the distance will be as far as you go. When you walk to the end of the sky, the road will follow the corner of the sky.
So what about good and evil...
If you have no shame, you don’t have to distinguish between good and evil!
A roar seemed to sound in my heart, and the knots broke and turned into ashes. In the dark, a long road appeared, and the end of the road led out of my heart.
When he was enlightened, Xu Yan felt a strange feeling, as if he had become the real master of his mind, who could call the wind and rain, and move mountains and seas.
Unfortunately, there is no wind and rain in my mind, and there is no mountains and seas to move.
Walking slowly, Xu Yan used this power of enlightenment to trace the long river of memory again. He wanted to know where he came from and who his biological parents were.
The scene of playing with friends at the door of the Taoist temple when I was four years old.
When I was two years old, I squatted in the Taoist temple vegetable garden and happily chased the ants.
A toddler stumbling when he was one year old.
Until the beginning of life, a biting cold suddenly exploded into Xu Yan's mind!
It is by no means the warm embrace of my mother, but the glacial water that can freeze and crack metal and iron.
As he was about to break through the prison of his heart, Xu Yan fell into a terrifying danger again. He staggered with his mind and staggered, as if he was a baby drifting with the flow, floating on the boundless sea of ice, and his whole body was wrapped in a terrible cold.
The memories buried deep in the heart bring out a terrifying scene of memories. Unless the heart is like a rock, no one can resist this fear hidden deep at the end of the heart.
That is the fear brought by man at the beginning, which is related to darkness, loneliness, hesitation and helplessness, and exists in the depths of every life's memory. However, Xu Yan's fear is millions of times more terrifying than others. As long as he recalls it, he can sink to this terrifying river of memories forever!
Until all the power of the mind is wiped out by the fear in memory...
Wow!
The sound of water came in my ears, and when my mind was shocked, Xu Yan felt the coldness fading away.
A big hand fished the baby up from the bottom of the river, and he saw an elderly and kind face of an old man.
Yiya! Yiya!
Young babies don’t cry or laugh, they only know how to speak, and they don’t know what they are saying.
Chapter completed!