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[014] Dream

"The prince and the princess lived a happy life. Not long after, a third party appeared. Who is the third party? Listen to a song first: My family lives on the loess high slope, and strong wind blows from the slope. Whether it is Li Yuchun or Zeng Yike, it is all my brother, my brother... That's right, this third party is the sworn brother of Brother Chun and Brother Zeng. His name is Niu Ge Ge. Niu Ge Ge Ge is very evil. As soon as it comes out, it tear the princess' skirt, so the prince wants to duel with him..."

At 9:30 pm, I sat on the toilet and rapped.

Every time this time period, if my son is not asleep, I have to tell him a bedtime story. Even if he is separated from two places, I will call to tell stories. Sometimes my son will ask me to sing, and I will sing it to him.

Over time, I have basically finished telling the fairy tales I know. There is no way, so I can only edit the story and add a sequel to those fairy tales. What I just talked about was "Snow White's Prince vs. Cats, Pigeons and Pigeons". My son is quite appreciative. Now he no longer likes to listen to the regular story, he only likes to listen to the sequels I tell.

As he was asleep, I hung up the phone and walked out and saw a girl.

The girl is in her twenties and should be a college student. She walked out of the women's bathroom opposite, as if she was holding back her laughter and looking at me with a special look. I could understand what she meant. I thought there was no one nearby, and the sounds of telling stories and singing were a little louder, and she probably heard them.

I didn't take this to heart. For more than ten years ago, I did something even more exaggerated. I opened my voice to the girl on the other end of the phone at the crowded public telephone booth. Later, I never understood why I had that courage that day.

When they returned to the table, Da Ben and Tietou were still fighting for a drink. They asked me to join, but I flatly refused.

"Don't drink or smoke, are you going to become an immortal?" Da Ben contempts me.

"Don't pay attention to him, this guy is born with a leader." Tietou said and was fighting a cow from a distance.

I can understand Tietou's mood, and this is another story.

As the only civil servant among us, Tietou kept in mind the instructions of his elders at home when he first started working and tried every means to curry favor with his leaders. Once at a dinner in the unit, Tietou's opportunity came and went to toast his leaders happily.

The leader didn't buy it and said, "You go around first."

Tietou did as he did, toasting several people on the table one by one.

At this time, the leader said again: "Good things come in pairs, let's do it again."

There was no choice but to walk around again, and at this time he was already feeling dizzy.

After two laps, the leader spoke: "Young man is good, go another lap."

Tietou walked the third lap with tears in his arms.

The leader was finally moved by his sincerity and said, "Come on, cheers, I'll do whatever I want."

After saying that, he picked up the wine glass and licked it.

Later one day Tietou asked me to drink, and I picked up my glass and took a sip. Tietou, who was a good-tempered person, broke out on the spot, and he was red-eyed and wanted to play with my life. The truth I learned from this thing was that I would find a leader to torture myself in the future. After that, I worked in freelancing most of the time.

"Have the baby slept?" Roger asked me, his mood had stabilized at this time.

"I'm asleep." Today I didn't plan to communicate with him about parenting stories, and asked, "Don't you go back to accompany your son?"

Roger was very casual: "It's okay if he has his grandparents taking him."

Before he finished speaking, his phone rang. When he answered the phone, Roger immediately stopped being careless and his face changed. A minute later, he said to us apologetically: "The child is scared during the day, always has nightmares, and cries so hard. I have to go back and take a look. You guys play first, and when Duoduo falls asleep, I will come out to find you."

After saying that, he withdrew anxiously.

We don’t think there is anything wrong with this, everyone is used to it.

This is another problem we are facing at this age.

No matter how good a brother you are outside, as long as the child cries and shouts, you have to go back.

The wine party soon ended and there was no scene of everyone getting drunk.

It was not that it ended in a bad mood, but that everyone felt that it was almost done.

This is another problem we are facing at this age.

In the past, when we met, we always drank and sang to find women. Later, we all felt that this kind of thing was repeated too many times and it was too monotonous. Moreover, it was not convenient for some people to join in. Later, everyone's body became more or less in a state of affairs, and gradually stopped doing such activities.

In the past two years, we have embarked on a high-end route, and we discussed in the chat group how to maintain health.

At 10:30 in the evening, Yuanyuan took us to a place with a good environment. While Roger was not around, we finally had time to express our turbulent emotions. Everyone was amazed at the fact that he came out bravely tonight. We shared our experiences that Roger had inclinations over the years, and finally concluded that Roger did have a hobby in that aspect.

What makes us sigh the most is that Roger actually discovered his true sexual orientation when his son was two years old, which made us a little nervous. Maybe each of us did not really realize our orientation, and that orientation always lurked in our bodies. The most nervous one is Tietou, his daughter is only one and a half years old, and he was afraid that when his daughter was two years old, he suddenly realized that the man he liked was also a man.

After some expansionary discussions, we finally accepted a brand new setting about Roger.

Then Tietou's words made the atmosphere a little sad.

The reason was that Yuanyuan decided to take us to see some new things tomorrow. Tietou immediately shook his head: "No, I took a day off, and my wife and daughter are still waiting at home."

Abin immediately agreed: "I have a day off, and I have to rush back tomorrow."

Da Ben said: "I'm a little better than them, I can leave tomorrow afternoon."

Leizi has always been unable to go with Da Ben: "I can hold on until tomorrow night at least." As he said that, he took out his cell phone and searched, and said arrogantly: "There is a plane to Kunming tomorrow night, I will leave tonight."

We just got together and talked about separation.

This is another problem we are facing at this age.

You can't give up your work and family.

This time, everyone didn't treat me as a supporting role. They all looked at me and wanted to know when I would go back.

I said, "I don't plan to go back."

They all know my situation, but no one was surprised.

Yuanyuan smiled: "Good thing, I feel safe if you stay. Otherwise, when I go out with Luo Jie in the future, I will be afraid that he will pick my pink chrysanthemums with great beasts. Tell me, what do you want to do if you stay?"

I didn't answer and asked a new question: "What do you think of dreams now?"

Everyone's opinions are very different, and everyone's answers are different.

"Dreams are always out of reach, should we give up?" Lei Zi was the first to answer, and he wrote a lyrics.

"Dreams are things you think in your dreams. Don't think about it when you wake up." Da Ben was very violent when he was studying. In order to neutralize this kind of violence, he learned to pretend to be deep, but he still can't change this problem.

"It is better to have dreams in life. You have a goal in your heart and you will have motivation only when you are alive." Yuanyuan's words are full of positive energy.

"People should have dreams, and my dreams are always ten words: I have meat every day and girl every night." Compared with Yuanyuan, Abin's dream is full of negative energy.

"I don't know if I still have dreams, but I hope my children have dreams. After hearing your question, I was also wondering how I should set an example for my children in the future?" Tietou is worthy of his identity as a civil servant. He speaks carefully and is the last to express his opinion every time.

I asked again, "What do you think is what made Roger sacrifice his life?"

"You still need to ask? He said it himself, wasn't it just because of a car accident? Just like the one in a movie, after experiencing life and death, his thoughts have been sublimated, and there is nothing to be afraid of." Lei Zi is very active every time he expresses his opinions.

"It's not just that simple, there are other reasons." Da Ben never agreed with Lei Zi's point of view.

"That was made up by you, and things are not as complicated as you think." Lei Zi couldn't agree with Da Ben's point of view.

"If he doesn't say it today, he will tell it sooner or later. The car accident is just a fuse." Yuanyuan and Roger are in the same city. They often meet and analyze it more profoundly: "Last year, I saw a lot of crazy English textbooks at his house. Later, I found out that he also signed up for an English training class. People like him who were not even able to tell a difference between Li Lei and Han Meimei in the past can now make a few swear words when they open their mouths. Can you imagine it? I don't think he admires foreign countries. To be honest, I really hope that he can go out and he will not be accepted by others. Going abroad is his way out and his way out. He tells us the truth today because he has a way out and he is fearless. I bet that even if all of us oppose it, he will still stick to this path."

I said, "I don't think this is his retreat, this is his dream. Dreams are very abstract. To put it bluntly, it is ambition or ambition, to be more pertinent, it is a wish, to be nice, it is an ambition or ideal, but in fact there is no difference in essence, it is something we long for and strive for. Roger happened to have something to strive for. In my opinion, his ten-year plan is his dream."

Under their thoughtful gaze, I said again: "Actually, Roger's situation is more difficult than any of us. His sexual orientation determines his situation. It can be said that he was forced into a desperate situation, but we seem to think he is doing well. Why is that? Just like Yuanyuan said, he is fearless. When he confesses to us tonight, I can feel the momentum in him. He can do whatever he wants for his dream, even if he breaks off diplomatic relations with us. After this, I feel very deeply. Roger made me believe that dreams can really give people infinite power."
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