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[002] Then

"Be sure to take care of your emotions."

In the past year, I have become very manic for no reason. The above sentence is a warning from a psychologist to me. Although I always feel that the doctor is not of great proficiency and I can search for everything he says on the Internet, sometimes I can't help but think of his advice.

I controlled my emotions with the simplest deep breathing method and tried not to care whether I could buy the beauty in black stockings on the opposite side. I felt that since I put on my glasses, it would be a pity not to continue looking. So after observing her lower body, I began to observe her upper body.

Her upper body has a far less lethality than her lower body. The chest device between B-cup and C-cup is not very highlighted. Instead, her face makes me feel familiar.

When it comes to her appearance, I have experience.

When I was typing, in order to create the image of a heroine, I tried my best to write and write a lot of poems such as trying to compare West Lake with Xizi. I have been tossing thousands of words. Readers can't imagine what the heroine looks like. When I meet a hot-tempered old man, I will directly greet my mother and scold me for making up for the words.

Later I found that there was a way to save trouble, which could be done in one sentence, which was to go straight to the point and say who the girl looked like, such as Maggie Cheung and Fan Bingbing. Others could imagine what the girl looked like at a glance.

Now I might as well be more straightforward. The person in front of me looks and looks like the one who is shouting cute and cheering up.

The more I looked at her, the more I felt that this girl had a story, but I wasn't sure whether this feeling came from my judgment or purely from my almost fantasy imagination. The most nonsense was that the feeling of déjà vu became stronger and stronger, and the more I looked at her, the more familiar it seemed.

After having this feeling, I felt even more unsure.

My friend Leizi once despised me like this: "Come on, you always say it looks familiar whenever you meet a beautiful girl!"

Because of this sentence, I am not sure whether the woman in front of me looks familiar or is familiar.

The above is the problem with my psychological trouble.

Nowadays, I lack sufficient judgment and seem to lack sufficient self-confidence.

Every time I encounter this situation, I become very confused, so confused that I want to find a warm chest to rely on. But when a warm chest is placed in front of me, even my legs are placed in front of me, I don’t have the courage to realize my heart.

I could predict what would happen next. If nothing unexpected happens, I will seize the time to glance at her a few more glances. Then she walked through her Yangguan Road and passed my single-plank bridge. I would not know her depth, nor would she know my length. Until one day, I could never remember her face again.

One day in the future, I will brag to my friends like this: One day, I met a girl who looked like Sister Zhiling at the airport. She spread her legs and I couldn't see clearly what underwear she was wearing, and then...

Then, then nothing happened.

There are some things we need to end here, and sometimes we need to decompose them next time.

There is no next episode of a story that has ended here, which is more or less regretful.

In fact, there could have been something that happened, but it was because we missed the opportunity at that time, so there was nothing.

When I was very young, I almost paranoidly believed that there were "then" in life and created miracles.

After entering the marriage hall, I no longer believe in the future, and my life is becoming more and more difficult.

Speaking of this, I have to mention the psychologist again. I spent a course of treatment with him, but it didn't work at all. Before leaving, he finally said something: "If you think life is too dull, you might as well make some changes."

On this day of the year and month, I decided to make a little change.

Before that, I didn't even know what kind of changes I would make.

When I was a teenager, I didn't like my father very much, so I told myself that I must not do what he did. If I don't want to grow up like him, then everything I do must be different from him.

The situation is very similar now, and it is enough that I just need to act differently from me in recent years. What will happen to me in recent years? I will undoubtedly pass by the woman opposite.

Then, the next thing I have to do is not miss it with her.

The moment I stood up, I realized that change was actually very simple.

When I met a beautiful girl on the road, the situation would flash through my wife and children's shadows in my mind, and then I shook my head and smiled mockly, and secretly sighed in my heart that I had been a married person. But now it's different. I am a happy bachelor. Even if I ignore the word happiness, I am also a bachelor.

"I am as free as the wind, just as your tenderness cannot be retained..."

As expected, human thinking is tens of millions of times faster than action. When I took the first step, Xu Wei's song appeared in my mind. This song gave me great encouragement. I really feel as free as the wind.

Everything starts with difficult things, this is a famous saying. All things in the world are difficult to lie in the first step. As long as you take the first step, the subsequent things are actually much easier than you think.

Even if you don't wear Li Ning, you can let change happen.

I walked over and stood in front of her and patted her on the shoulder.

At this moment, I admire myself a little and feel that I have inspired my ambitions for countless **s.

She woke up and looked at me in a daze.

It's time to take another first step again, and I will speak to her first words. I was still a little nervous and said, "You're exposed."

She was stunned for a few seconds and quickly clamped her legs.

After a few seconds, she probably recovered, her expression was awkward, and she said two words to me: "Thank you."

As soon as she opened her mouth, she gave me an unexpected surprise. Let's talk about the surprise first. In fact, her tone is far from Mengmeng, and it is more like Teacher Cang's voice. In comparison, I like the latter more. As for the accident, I am not afraid to tell everyone honestly. Before that, I have imagined thousands of lines she said to me, and even prepared her to scold me as a hooligan, but I didn't expect that she would actually say thank you to me.

At this moment, my three views were impacted to a certain extent.

It turns out that after seeing a woman's skirt, she will say thank you to you.

You see, this is "then".

At least the next time I brag to my friends, I would have a few more talks.

My friend will definitely ask me: Are you going to call her?

If he gets a positive answer, he will ask again: Have you started?

At this time, I could laugh without saying a word and let those kids guess hard.

My thoughts end here, and the next thing is too unreasonable.

She first looked up at me, then stood up and looked at me.

I have long experienced the capriciousness of women. Now I have just experienced such capriciousness again and again. A woman who lowered her head and said shyly, shyly, stood up and stared at you like a wolf, and made people feel that she lacked a little security.

The more she looked at me, the more excited she became, and said something inexplicable: "I didn't expect that the famous Spade Nine became like this now. If the information was not reliable, I would have thought I had found the wrong person."

I didn't interrupt because I didn't understand what she was saying.
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