200 This cold and realistic life
After hearing Lan Lan's words, Chen Tianze lowered his head and fell into silence again.
"...Oze, my answer only represents my own personality, but not you. And I don't understand the matter between you, so you'd better judge some things for yourself!" Lan Lan looked at the silent Oze, and her pretty face was still very serious.
"You are right. The better he treats me, the more hesitated in my heart, the more guilt I feel. I always feel that my position is not firm, which is a betrayal to my relatives he has hurt!" Ozawa responded in a low voice: "I know what you said after you!"
"What's wrong with you? What's wrong?" Lan Lan looked at Ozawa's slightly painful expression and asked with some concern.
"It's my family's business. I have a relative who was a good friend of mine... Forget it, let's not talk about it!" Ozawa concealed the story between him and Brother Jiu, but pointed out the topic and clicked it.
"Okay, you have to deal with your family's affairs yourself!" Lan Lan did not ask stupidly anymore, but persuaded him from another perspective: "Come on, let's continue drinking. Let us, who are both depressed in life, stop getting drunk, and then go back to their own houses and find their own mothers..."
"You are singing and dancing here every day, what's the depressing thing?" Ozawa picked up the wine glass and jokingly said softly.
"...You are just farting when you say this! I don't deny that girls working here have those who are lazy and don't want to live a normal life! But I dare say that a large number of girls can pull their faces off and do this because they have no other way to earn more money." Lan Lan said sharply to Xiaoze.
"Where are you, why are you?" Ozawa asked along the way.
"Why? Why can you do it? Just for money!" Lan Lan admitted her demand openly.
"Do you need it at home?"
"It may be a bit vulgar. I have three brothers and two sisters in my family. My father is good at gambling. My mother is sick. Not only is the conditions very average, but there are only three small houses in total. So until now, my three brothers have not gotten married...!" Lan Lan held the beer bottle, bit her red lips with her teeth, and continued with a frown: "Actually, before I had sex with my girlfriend, I had already thought of it. If one day people in my hometown knew that I would do this, I might have been scolded by countless people as bad shoes. But I have no choice. I was born in this family and I had to accept this reality!"
"You three brothers don't want to make money to get married by themselves, why should you help?" Chen Tianze frowned and asked.
"They have never forced me, or asked me to marry a rich family, but I just watched the family like this, and I was very anxious... I said that you may not believe it. Just a week before I came here to work... My mother was hospitalized and rested, and had no money to renew her fees. Then our family borrowed money everywhere and asked the hospital for grace for two days... But before half of the money was borrowed, the nurse threw out all my mother's luggage. The words you scolded may have never heard of in your life!" Lan Lan paused at this point, and her hands unconsciously clenched the wine bottle and continued to add: "Then our family picked up my mother and walked home... When she was on the way, she suddenly said to us... Oh, this life is like this, and she died, and she is completely relieved..."
Chen Tianze was silent again when he heard this. Although he had no parents when he was young, the second uncle and the second aunt were both diligent, so although his family was not well-off, he was not as good as he could not make it. But in the countryside, Lanlan's experience was also common, so Xiaoze could still understand the difficulties he had for her.
After Lanlan turned her head and saw Ozawa being silent, she suddenly asked with a smile: "You always come to the nightclub. Maybe you are tired of hearing such words?! Or do you think I am pretending to be pitiful and crying poor?"
"No, I just think that drinking here alone is difficult to change the situation at home!" Chen Tianze replied softly: "This place is like a big dye vat. Even if anyone with ideas in his heart will lower the bottom line in this environment!"
"Yes, during the time I have been here, I have no idea how many customers I have encountered to let me issue, haha!" Lan Lan smiled helplessly: "If I don't come out, the boss is not happy, the customer is not happy; if I come out, I feel sorry for myself!"
"Working for a hundred drinks and earning a thousand, how long can you last?" Chen Tianze asked very realistically.
"I don't know how long I can last... Maybe my mother will be sick again and be hospitalized again... I will leave with the guests, hehe!" Lan Lan responded to Ozawa with a smile, her words were very frank, but this was realistic and inexplicably uncomfortable when she heard it.
"Drink, drink!" Ozawa greeted with a helpless expression.
Under the dim light, the two of them pushed the cups and chatted while unknowingly, they dried up most of the box of beer. In the end, Ozawa almost fell asleep on the sofa.
...
late at night.
After Chen Tianze vomited, Lanlan walked to the street with his arm on his back. Then he turned his head and looked at Lanlan, who was as white as snow and blushing as he looked at Lanlan, with ambiguous face to face. He asked indiscriminately: "I don't want to go back, go to your place!"
"…!" Lan Lan looked at Ozawa, and after hesitating for less than three seconds, she nodded and responded: "Okay!"
After saying a word, everything seemed to be natural, and both adults seemed to know what would happen next.
Lan Lan took a taxi, sat in the back seat and leaned her head against Ozawa's shoulder, her mouth was filled with a strong panting sound after drinking, her hands were clenching tightly, and her heart was beating constantly.
More than ten minutes later, the two returned to Lanlan's home. Ozawa looked at the rental house that was leaking everywhere again, and fell on the bed with a thud and said, "...Let's find another new house tomorrow. You can live here in summer, but you will suffer so much in winter!"
"Support me?" Lan Lan responded nervously.
"I am a very B-rated person. I know how much I weigh. I'm not yet able to support anyone." Chen Tianze responded with a rubbing face: "But I'm still willing to help you with everything I can!"
"No, it's good for me to live here." Lan Lan said and took off her sports jacket.
Ozawa lay on the bed, covering his soft pillow on his face, and sighed and said, "This bed is comfortable and fragrant!"
"I'll wash my face!" Lan Lan looked at Xiaoze's back and turned around and was about to walk outside the house.
"Didi!"
At this moment, Lan Lan's pager rang, and then she looked down and bit her lip with a little hesitation.
"What's wrong?" Chen Tianze asked while lying on the bed.
"My girlfriend gave me a paging, and I'm asking me to go there for an urgent matter!" After Lan Lan finished this, she immediately explained: "She usually doesn't paging me so late, I'm very worried about her. Otherwise, you take a look first, and I'll be back in at most two hours!"
Chen Tianze was stunned and nodded directly and replied: "Okay, you go!"
"Okay, you take a look!" Lan Lan picked up her coat and left the house in a flash.
An hour later, Chen Tianze lay on Lanlan's bed and smoked nearly half a box of cigarettes!
Nearly three hours later, Lan Lan still didn't come back, but called Ozawa: "...I...I may have to wait a while, my girlfriend and his husband started fighting... I cut their wrists with glass pieces. I was in the hospital with her, so...!"
"Needless to say, you can be busy!" Ozawa replied expressionlessly, and before Lan Lan finished speaking, he hung up the phone.
After sitting on the bed and smoking a cigarette again, Ozawa took out five hundred dollars from his pocket and threw it on the bedside table. Then he sneered and shook his head and muttered: "The trick is all the trick!"
After saying that, Ozawa left Lanlan's house full of alcohol. Because it was not the first day of his nightclub, he knew very well what tricks those girls who didn't want to go to bed with you, so he would definitely not be like a silly or a ghost-like stupid BB continued to wait. But... he felt a little uncomfortable, because in this city, Lanlan might be the only person who could talk to him about his heart, so if she didn't want to, she just could just say it directly, and there was no need to use this method...
...
In the hospital.
"Are you stupid? For such a man, are you still cutting your wrists?" Lan Lan persuaded her girlfriend with blood all over her body.
"Don't worry about me, hurry up and go home and go find your Ozawa husband..." My girlfriend was wearing a hemostasis bandage on her wrist, sitting on the ground crying and shouting.
Chapter completed!