Chapter 582: Living in struggle and losing in struggle
After listening to Chen Tianze's words, Gu Boshun held his chin and was silent for a long time, he opened his mouth and asked: "Xiaoze, do I help you more, or do I harm you more?"
"You have never harmed me, I'm all helping me." Chen Tianze understood what Gu Boshun meant, so he directly responded: "Mr. Gu, you are one of the few people who have always been grateful for me. Because without your help, I might still be in prison. However, I, Chen Tianze, have also cashed in all your efforts to me... Now I am not settled the score with you, but I have to say a lot. If you support the milk line, I will do most of the money. I will give you all the profits I will only drink some soup from behind. I don’t have enough money to spend. I invested in a club and didn’t talk to you, right? You used your connections to help me handle the case, and after I came out, I went to TongL and forced me to chew the project of Jinjie underground mall for you, offending Han Dongsheng and Han Dongping, for this reason I almost died in Hohhot. And if you didn’t want the CPPCC quota and the city honors, I could ignore Lao Huang and not take on this job, right?"
Gu Boshun was speechless as he listened to Chen Tianze's words.
"It's similar to falling in love. No one can always think about holding anyone." Chen Tianze smoked a cigarette and responded hoarsely: "The company in the new era is mine. If you have good suggestions, you can also discuss it if you have any opinions, but I must be the one who decides in the end. If you are stuck in this circle, you can't do it every step. If you are under pressure today, let me hand it over to Fu Zhisong. If something happens tomorrow, you can't settle it anymore. So do I have to let Cao Meng and Shen Jinnan stand out and carry it on their own?"
Gu Boshun narrowed his eyes and nodded in response: "Okay, I understand what you mean."
...
In the noodle shop outside the Wenwen family building, the two sat opposite each other and ate spicy noodles silently.
There are many memories here. In the past, Fu Zhisong was not well-fed and was still greedy, so Wenwen would invite him to come here for a bowl of noodles, and ask for a plate of sauce meat and some other side dishes. But if Fu Zhisong was rich, he would never have brought Wenwen here to eat, because he always liked to eat something better and went to some places with face.
But Wenwen liked it very much because when she saw Fu Zhisong wearing pajamas, slippers, drinking bone soup and chatting with herself... she could find the feeling of living at home.
Even if it takes only ten minutes to eat a bowl of noodles, Fu Zhisong delayed it for more than half an hour and added two soups... He had never eaten so seriously before, and often left after eating it.
Wenwen held her chin and waited quietly for him to finish eating before she whispered: "...My dad is awake."
"That's good. I have prepared 100,000 yuan. If you take it, he will recover from his injuries..." Fu Zhisong avoided Wenwen's eyes and lowered his head to get money from his bag.
Wenwen stared at Fu Zhisong and continued, "He asked me to go back to his hometown with him, and I agreed."
Fu Zhisong paused when he heard the sound, thinking in his heart what he didn't want to hear the least, but finally came.
"Da Song..." Wenwen wrapped her gauze on her face and grabbed Fu Zhisong's hand and said, "...You have never liked me before. What you miss is just how kind I treat you, you rely on me... Because I have never asked for you, I just keep compromising and tolerating... In the past few days in the hospital, I actually regret it. I should be tougher to you and take care of you... Then maybe you won't get to where you are today, and you're so deeply trapped."
Fu Zhisong lowered his head and did not dare to look at Wenwen's cheek: "Don't fucking nonsense, I always like you."
"Da Song, women are the most sensitive. Do you like me or not? Have you ever loved me? Maybe we can tell with just one look..." Wenwen held Fu Zhisong's hand tightly and said, "But I... can swear with my life... I have loved you, more than anyone in this world!"
When Fu Zhisong heard this, tears instantly flowed down his face.
"But today... I still want to tell you to break up today... This is not a decision that prompted me to make. I thought about it for a long time, but decided not to compromise and tolerate anymore." Wenwen kept crying and lowered her head and continued, "Dasong, I am just an ordinary girl who came out of the countryside... What I want to live is a simple little life... But I can't change you, so I can only leave you. Maybe one day... I can be stronger, come out of the shadow of breaking up with you, and maybe I will get married soon."
Fu Zhisong is a man who is extremely stubborn. He has never admitted his mistakes. But today, he listened to Wenwen's words and finally lowered his head and said, "...I'm sorry for you... I've delayed you for so many years."
"I have never regretted it."
"...Okay," Fu Zhisong bit his steel teeth and suddenly raised his head and said, "It's better to separate, haha, I can find someone more beautiful in the fuck."
"Yes, find one you like!"
“…but I’m still a little scared.”
"What are you afraid of?"
"I'm afraid... I will never meet someone as good as you treat me in my life...!" Fu Zhisong forced himself to not let himself lose his composure, but eventually he completely collapsed. His head was lying on Wenwen's palm, and his voice hoarsely shouted: "I can't bear to leave you...but it's the best if you don't follow me...!"
...
Half an hour later.
Wenwen left with the necklace given to her by Fu Zhisong on her neck, while Fu Zhisong sat in the noodle restaurant and continued to drink white wine.
He looked at the traffic outside the window, and fucked the wine bottle hard, murmured: "She doesn't want me anymore, what else do I have?"
At this moment, Fu Zhisong did not complain because he knew that all the cause and effect were planted by himself, and he had no right to complain.
He is selfish because he really wants to keep Wenwen, who will never meet the second one in this world. She is really good to him... But while being selfish, Fu Zhisong couldn't bear to hurt her, knowing that it was right for this girl to leave him at this time.
He is a microcosm of all the gangsters in society, with countless shortcomings and bad deeds, but at the same time... he also has things he wants to protect, his abundant emotions and necessary responsibilities...
"Let's go... just go... I'm better alone." Fu Zhisong walked out of the noodle shop with a bottle of wine, crying while constantly murmuring.
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In the club.
After Gu Baisu came out of the conference room, he did not talk about Fu Zhisong's issue. Instead, he had a meal with Shen Tianze and the others with a smile.
Before leaving, Shen Tianze went downstairs to send Gu Baishun onto the bus, the two looked at each other.
"...Oze, I may have to use some money recently." Gu Boshun smiled and patted Oze on the shoulder and said, "I am going to cash out the shares of the New Era Company. Let's discuss the specific plans later."
Chapter completed!