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Two hundred and twenty-one: Wish (Part 1)

He had no other idea of ​​this, and did not think Wen Wan had bad thoughts. He knew in the past few months that Wen Wan had talent, but she was really too brave to be too small to be afraid of trouble, and she was also very afraid of death. She wanted to stay away from her and wanted to hide herself in the turtle shell forever so that others could not see her, as if she felt safe.

He could tell at a glance that pretended and revealed his true feelings. But he didn't expect that this girl finally knew how to think about it. It seemed that this girl was really afraid.

Wen Wan inherited all the talents of her junior sister, and also inherited her mother's soft heart. Otherwise, with this girl's exquisite heart, how could she use these useless means to fight back? The junior sister back then managed the harem without letting him get fucked. After all, she was still too soft. However, it was not good for girls to be too cruel (help, it's not good for being too soft, it's not good for being too cruel. This is not something that ordinary people can grasp).

The emperor thought that he should find someone to teach the girl well, so that the girl would know that kindness to some people is a death talisman. But if he gave it to King Chun to teach, he could teach well? Look at what he taught his heirs. Now he would be whimsical and ask Wenwan to teach his son. It was a big loss for him to think about it. Even though he knew that his son was not in tune, he still asked Wenwan to teach him. He was not afraid of poor teaching, but he was also worried that the unrestrained bastard would teach his granddaughter wrongly.

Let it go, or don't let it go? The emperor had no choice for the first time. He wanted to let it go, but he wanted to see what would happen to this girl when she was put outside and whether she would burst out all the light in her body. However, let it go, and there were concerns. Once it was spread, it would be bad for Wen Wan's reputation and even worse for the royal reputation. Moreover, it was not safe outside.

As for the talent of rich country, with this girl's intelligence, even if she really puts it outside, she will not be able to find it in a short time. Otherwise, she would not have been discovered for four years. This girl's patience is very comparable to. If she lets him out for training just because of this, she will be completely useless and has no effect at all.

The emperor thought for a while and finally gave up. No, how could he be so indulged in this girl? As King Chun taught, he could also teach this child well and put it outside. On the one hand, it was unsafe, and on the other hand, it did not comply with the rules. Forget it.

Wen Wan returned to the mansion from the palace. She kept thinking about a question, that is, should she pretend to be nightmare tonight? If she is nightmare again, will the emperor's grandfather be soft-hearted? But it is inappropriate to think about it. If the imperial doctor finds out, or the emperor's grandfather says she is too weak to let her go out. Isn't that shooting herself in the foot? Everything is still done according to normal development, something too deliberate, fake.

Since the last time he used some tricks in front of the emperor, Wen Wan has a fear of the emperor, to be precise, because it is a taboo mentality.

Wen Wan thought about it first. Finally, she decided to give up and choose to let it go. When she was sleeping, she thought about whether to think about the daytime things and have nightmares for a while. But her mind was full of people, and she didn't know if the emperor would agree to this. She was heartbroken, tossing and turning on the bed and couldn't sleep, and she didn't know how long she fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, Wen Wan bounced up from the bed and covered her chest that was pounding violently. The first thing she did after she woke up was to look at her hands. Fortunately, it was white, not red. Looking around, Wen Wan took a deep breath. She didn't have to pretend now and was scared to wake up.

Xia Ying woke up as soon as she heard the movement. She walked over and saw Wen Wan's appearance and said softly, "Princess, are you having a nightmare again?"

Wen Wan nodded. Xia Ying was about to call the imperial physician. Wen Wan waved her hand and asked her to boil a bowl of calming medicine according to the prescription she had left before to come and drink it for her. There is no need to bother the imperial physician again. It was just a small nightmare and not serious.

Xia Ying looked at Wen Wan sober, and it was normal. She nodded and asked someone to decoct the medicine (all ready-made medicines). After drinking the medicine, she slept until dawn.

"Your Majesty, the princess had a nightmare again last night." Doctor Wang was summoned early in the morning. After reading it, he replied to the emperor.

The emperor was stunned for a moment. This child seemed to be invisible when he happened yesterday, but he was still scared, "How is it? Is it serious?"

The Imperial Doctor Wang said cautiously, "Fortunately, the princess' nightmare was not serious yesterday. The personal maid said that after the princess woke up, she personally ordered someone to decoct the medicine and drink it. After drinking the medicine, she fell asleep again. I took the pulse for the princess this morning, and everything was fine. Because she was worried that she would disturb the emperor, the princess had just told me not to mention this matter to the emperor.

The emperor shook his head and said softly, "This girl is really..." This temperament is indeed necessary to go outside to experience it. If you don't say anything else, at least you will be brave enough to make your courage first. Otherwise, you will be scared to death if you encounter big things in the future. He also plans to train this girl more. If you really have such talent, how can you manage the people below you in the future with such means?

"Your Majesty, I have a saying that I don't know whether to say it or not." Doctor Wang felt pity for Wen Wan and was full of sympathy for her. With Zheng Wang's tactful reminder, he finally decided to tell the truth. Of course, what he said was definitely the truth.

The emperor did not object, and silent meant he agreed.

Doctor Wang said carefully, "Your Majesty, I have recently checked the princess's pulse and found that the princess's body is getting weaker and weaker. If I have been like this, I am afraid..." Before he finished speaking, he lowered his head.

"Say... I forgive you for not guilty." The emperor knew at a glance that it was not a good thing.

The Imperial Doctor Wang then had the courage to say, "Since I took the princess' pulse, I found that there was a depression in her heart. It was a good thing two years ago, but recently the depression in her heart became stronger and stronger. The princess was already weak, and if the depression in her heart could not be dissipated, it would be extremely harmful to the princess. I am really at ease. If this continues, the princess will have a root of the disease and will be premature..." The word "death" was unlucky and he couldn't say it. After saying a half-sound, he stopped.

"Down?" The emperor was stunned. How could he feel depressed at a young age? Generally, women who are unpopular or who are not satisfied with their lives, or those who have suffered major blows and persecuted will develop depressedness. If they do not dissipate, they will indeed die early in the past for many years. This girl has been unhappy in the village for a few years. She was still young at that time, so she would not think so much. When she returned to the capital, she was watching the fool, and she had been doing well, so how could she feel depressed?

Seeing the emperor's suspicious eyes, the Imperial Doctor Wang hurriedly knelt down and said, "Emperor, I dare not lie. If the emperor doesn't believe it, I can let Doctor Ye tell the emperor." If it weren't for the fear that Wen Wan would really be good in the future, the Emperor would not be able to spare him, and Prince Zheng would not be able to spare him. He would not say this.

The emperor thought of her gentle temperament, coupled with her situation, the child always looked peaceful, and had no mind to be so heavy. He was worried and depressed at a young age. Generally, such people are not alive for a long time. "Is there any way to relieve the depression in her heart?"

Doctor Wang said, "To relieve the depression in the princess' heart, it means to keep the princess relaxed. When she is in a good mood, the depression will dissipate."

If Doctor Wang hadn't been his person and would not have been bribed, he was very sure of Doctor Wang's loyalty. The emperor would have really suspected that this was what Wen Wan deliberately asked Doctor Wang to say, just to be a lobbyist for her. He waved his hand and asked Doctor Wang to go down.

"Princess, the emperor announced that you would enter the palace." Wen Wan got the words and knew that the result was coming out. When she entered the palace, she looked at the emperor with a gaze.

The emperor looked at the gentle expression and cursed, "Don't pretend to be pitiful in front of my grandfather. Grandpa won't eat your trick. Grandpa gave you such a rare object the day before yesterday, but you broke it without even being warmed up. Shouldn't you give me an explanation?"

Wenwan's originally anticipated mood was suddenly suffocated. Although Linglong's chessboard was not broken, there were only a few small traces, which could still be used. However, when she thought about what happened in the Zhengwang Mansion, she felt very uncomfortable. Wenwan originally wanted to say that it was okay, but she was careless for a moment. But she couldn't say it. Her heart was so blocked that she suddenly wanted to say it, maybe it would feel better.

Wen Wan looked up at the emperor, and saw the emperor smiling slightly. She raised her pen and wrote "Emperor Grandpa, can Wen Wan ask you a question?"

The emperor smiled and said, "Oh, we Wenwan also have questions. Tell me, let me see if my grandfather can help you answer."

After hearing the emperor's words, Wenwan lowered her head and continued to write, "Emperor Grandpa, is Wenwan a very annoying person? Otherwise, why do everyone hate me? Is Wenwan really so annoying? Emperor Grandpa, Wenwan really doesn't know why in this world, except the emperor grandpa and uncle, everyone doesn't like me, hate me, and even wishes that I would die early. Wenwan has always told herself to live well and live very strongly. However, Wenwan feels so tired, Emperor grandpa, Wenwan really feels so tired, and living is so tired."

Wen Wan wrote this and looked up and saw the pity and loving eyes in the emperor's eyes. Tears surged out like springs, and she couldn't stop them. After all, although she told herself that she wanted to live happily every day, those sad past events were just buried in her heart, and the shadows of those past events were devouring her all the time. Because of these shadows, she dared not believe in people so much, and no one could believe it. When she wanted to get the care of others, she was afraid of getting the care of others. Because even if she got it, she was afraid of betrayal and afraid of losing. This torment made her unable to get real happiness. In the past few years, she had only chosen to forget. But such things could not be forgotten at all.

Author's words: During this period, everyone's reaction was very strong. I originally wanted to remain silent, but after thinking about it, I would say a few words. The heroine I wrote was a person with a strong appearance and a lonely heart. Because of her previous life experience, she became very sensitive and distrustful, which is commonly referred to as insecure. The heroine was normal before, but there was no cause of anything. But now, with so many things, it has all caused them.

The original intention of my writing of psychological activities is because, in my personal opinion, the heroine knows that once she is involved in the battle for the throne, she will die at any time. Confusion and fear are normal, and escaping is also a normal reaction. Only when she knows that avoidance will only make her die faster, she will definitely make a choice. Of course, I also admit that this series of problems has been triggered due to her poor foundation. I won’t talk about the previous ones. In the future chapters, there will definitely be psychological activities, because I think that is an indispensable part. But I will pay attention to it, and there will be no previous events. (To be continued)
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