Chapter 504 I've Fallen In Love With Another Woman (Monthly Pass 300
Xiao Moran woke up, and unexpectedly, she saw that there was one more person in her room.
She still has an impression of her, she was the psychologist invited by Jin Qiyan before.
However, she couldn't accept Jin Qiyan's approach.
Didn’t she say no to psychotherapy? Why did he force her?
He called the person again without discussing it with her. What does it mean?
Is it really that important to make everything clear?
Digging out the wounds in her heart and letting her spread them out bloodily again. Did he care about her? Is he really doing it for her?
Xiao Moran's eyes were a little resentful, and his fingers were clenched unconsciously.
She didn't speak, she was still so stunned.
"Hello, Miss Xiao! I'm glad we'll meet again. I hope I can help you. Let's talk, is that okay?"
Dr. Hu did not take Xiao Moran's ignorance to heart. She didn't want to pay attention to her, so she took the initiative to say hello to her.
"I have nothing to talk to with you. I'm not sick and I don't need to see a psychologist. Jin Qiyan, you and her are out, I don't want to see you."
"Ms. Xiao, your situation today looks better, at least much better than when I saw you last time. If you don't want to talk to me, you will drive me away. Are you afraid of seeing me? No matter what kind of secret it is, I can keep it for you. This is my professional ethics. Mr. Jin can avoid it, let's talk."
Xiao Moran sneered, she scoffed at Dr. Hu's words, and at the same time, she was very dissatisfied with Jin Qiyan.
"I said, I'm not sick, I'm not seeing anyone. I have no secrets, I have nothing to say. Is it interesting to force me like this? Do you feel at ease when you see me dead?"
Suddenly, Xiao Moran became excited and her fingers became tighter and tighter.
The whole fist was shaking faintly, his knuckles were clenched white, and his nails were deeply pierced into the palm of his hand.
"Miss Xiao, death cannot solve the problem. Do you really want to die so much? Is there nothing worth living in this world? I heard from Mr. Jin that since you had an accident, as long as you sleep, you have almost always had the same nightmare.
In the dream, you cry sadly and helplessly, you are struggling, you are in pain, like a dream that was crammed. Miss Xiao, you are unwilling to face your problem, what are you avoiding? Or, what are you afraid of others knowing?
If you are doing the same dream repeatedly, it means that you are thinking a lot, your depression is serious, and your trauma is serious. If something happens like that, you will have psychological shadows and you will have the idea of suicide and escape. Do you really want to live like this?
There is a reason for you to be unwilling to face your own psychological trauma, I'm right? You are trying to kidnap others with compassion, and you want to keep what you care about. Or the trauma you suppress is not that simple."
"Get out! I don't want to see you! Don't think you know me very well, don't think you can see through me. You are a quack doctor, you are a cheater! Jin Qiyan, kick her out immediately, I don't want her to stay in my room."
The blue veins on Xiao Moran's forehead were leaping faintly, and she was so excited that she picked up the pillow and smashed Dr. Hu.
Jin Qiyan frowned, his eyes flashed with faint waves, and he nodded to Dr. Hu to apologize.
Then, he comforted Xiao Moran's emotions.
Dr. Hu understood very well. She didn't mind Xiao Moran hitting her with a pillow, and she didn't argue with her.
She was carefully observing Xiao Moran's emotions and reactions.
"Moran, don't be excited, just say it well. I can feel your pain. You see a psychiatrist. It's been six years, hasn't anything really happened in Milan? Why don't you come back to see me for six years?
Do you care about me? Do you really love me? You didn’t come back directly from Milan, but you went to many places and you went back to Shencheng from other places. Why did you do that? Because I care about you, I want to do it for your own good. Dr. Hu, I found, to help you unhappy your knot."
Xiao Moran shook her head in disbelief. She really couldn't have imagined that Jin Qiyan would say such a thing.
"You go check me? Jin Qiyan, are you dislike me? Do you want me to be sad and you will be happy? Do you have to dig out my heart before you will give up? You don't want to care about me, you don't want to pay attention to me, you can leave, you go with your Yunshuiyang. If I don't love you, will I come back?
My life and death have nothing to do with you, I won’t bother you. Help me? How nice it sounds! After all, aren’t you thinking about abandoning me openly to clear your unfaithful man? Help me? Wasn’t you doing it for Yun Shuiyang so that you can be with her with peace of mind?
You go, I don’t want to see you, and I don’t want you to accompany you anymore, don’t care. I knew that I was wrong when I came back and I was not welcome at all. I deserved it now. Who made me intrude you and Yun Shuiyang? I was intruding you into happiness!"
Xiao Moran cried excitedly, and she screamed out of control.
Soon, tears soaked her pale little face.
She was trying hard to protect the secret hidden in her heart. She never thought that it was Jin Qiyan who wanted to dig it out.
She was very sad, she couldn't calm down.
"Moran, I really didn't dislike you, and I didn't leave you alone. I hope you can live a good life."
Xiao Moran was so excited that it was useless to say anything at this time. Dr. Hu called Jin Qiyan.
"Mr. Jin, let's go out first and let Miss Xiao be quiet."
Jin Qiyan nodded slightly and had to go out with Dr. Hu first.
Xiao Moran was unwilling to undergo psychological treatment at all. He became increasingly convinced that she was hiding unknown things in her heart!
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After leaving Xiao Moran's room, Dr. Hu directly expressed his opinions.
"Mr. Jin, I won't go around in circles, I say bluntly. According to my observation, Miss Xiao relies too much on you, she cares too much about you, she is afraid of losing you. She is unwilling to undergo psychological treatment. On the one hand, she wants your mercy, she is afraid of being abandoned.
In other words, if she wants to use her current bad state to keep you, she does not really show her status naturally. She feels depressed and traumatized, but it may not be enough to affect her normal life, or rather, her self-control ability is too strong.
Can you tell me more about her? Or, what happened between you? You are lovers, but I think you are a bit in harmony, which means your relationship is not very good. Is there something wrong with it?"
After pursing his lips, Jin Qiyan nodded.
"We had a good relationship before, and later, she went to Milan. We separated for six years and had never met each other in the past six years. We were just on the phone or video. Before going abroad, I promised her that I would wait for her to come back.
Fate teases people, and there was an accident in my life. I had a relationship with another woman and was constantly involved. I have two children, and I like them very much, and I couldn't bear to ignore them. At first, I didn't like their mother, but later, I couldn't help but fall in love with them.
Xiao Moran suddenly came back from Milan, and she gave up everything. When she came back, I didn't realize that I had fallen in love with another woman. I promised her that I would marry her and that I would make her the enviable Mrs. Jin.
However, my relationship was out of control, and I could no longer stop myself from falling in love with other women, and I couldn't control myself from thinking about her. I knew that such a relationship was not good for three people, and I wanted to end such a relationship.
No matter how I do or choose, it will hurt anyone, and even I feel uncomfortable. To be honest, I was also a patient with psychological trauma when I was a child. I was once autistic and it was Xiao Moran's company that I came out of my self-enclosure.
Because of this, she and I are very good, and we depend on each other. It is precisely because of this environment and this state of mind that I have made many promises to her. Suddenly, I want to deny my previous promise. I am really confused and I feel very sorry for her.
I fell in love with another woman, and this is the fact that I want to be with my beloved woman. So, I want to explain to her that I can no longer be involved. Xiao Moran should know what I think. She kept avoiding it and she didn't want to end it.
Even if I have no love with her, I still regard her as my sister and still want to take good care of her. My idea is too simple, and she doesn't want that. She uses pity to keep me because she is afraid that she will be left behind.
I can understand her thoughts, but this indescribable relationship will hurt the woman I care about. So, I want to let her slowly let go of her persistence through psychological treatment, and want her to live a good life by herself. Don’t want to commit suicide at any time or threaten me with death.
Dr. Hu, I am also quite distressed, I really have no choice. If my tone is too heavy, if I break up with her without caring about it, and admitting to her that I have fallen in love with other women, it will be a big blow to her, and she will really die.
Chapter completed!