Chapter 354: The real phantom of the dream(1/3)
The hotel's luxury suites are very quiet.
But Qin Weibai's mood was always ups and downs, with various emotions brewing in her heart, and the taste was complicated.
Some worries are similar but not different, some happiness is similar but not different, some anxiety is similar but not different, some expectations are similar but not different.
She felt that something was about to happen, but she didn't know what it was.
During this period, she seemed to have thought of something. She put on her clothes and went downstairs with a slightly red face. She bought some things at a nearby drugstore and tried them when she came back. It confirmed that she was not pregnant. In other words, her current mood was different from that of the past.
Li Tianlan's love for her day and night for many months didn't have much to do with it.
But this uneasy mood has a lot to do with Li Tianlan.
Qin Weibai never told anyone.
She had never dreamed of Li Tianlan in her dreams since childhood.
This statement is not very precise, but it can be said to be accurate.
In her trance dream, she dreamed of many scenes related to Li Tianlan, but Qin Weibai felt that she was more like watching a movie about the past.
In those dreams, there was Li Tianlan.
But he is not Li Tianlan in reality.
Li Tianlan's figure in the dream was always blurry. Even if he appeared next to her in the dream, Li Tianlan was just a shadow, an erratic shadow.
In Qin Weibai's dream, Li Tianlan's clothes, face, and temperament were changing thousands of times every second. The changes were so drastic that in Qin Weibai's consciousness, Li Tianlan in the dream
It has no facial features, and is even a shadow without a body.
But every time he saw that phantom, Qin Weibai's consciousness in the dream would tell him that it was Li Tianlan, and she believed it in the dream.
She and the reincarnation palace master who is currently at Wangyou Villa are really the same person, with the same consciousness, the same habits, and the same thoughts. Within close range, the injuries suffered by the two of them can be shared with each other, or they can be borne alone.
A little further away, the two people's thoughts are completely synchronized, and both parties know what the other is thinking at every moment, because that is their own thought, while a little further away, the two people's dreams are completely synchronized.
To be precise, when the Lord of the Palace of Reincarnation was in the southern hemisphere and Qin Weibai was in the northern hemisphere, and they both rested at the same time, the dreams that occurred in their consciousness were exactly the same.
So for Qin Weibai now, Li Tianlan is the ghost that has been lingering in her consciousness since she was a child. She keeps synchronizing with the Lord of the Palace of Reincarnation, and finally becomes the same person. The same thoughts, naturally the same
feelings, so there was no obstacle for her to accept Li Tianlan.
It's just that she has always been confused. She obviously loves him so much and is willing to give everything for him, but why is Li Tianlan in the dream just a shadow?
More than two years ago, after Moormans's eternal sword, the ever-changing shadow belonging to Li Tianlan began to appear more and more in Qin Weibai's dreams.
Qin Weibai knew exactly what was going on.
This is the sustenance of the Palace Master of Samsara. Qin Weibai would also have dreams in the past, but the source of Li Tianlan she dreamed about was the Palace Lord of Samsara.
The illusory shadow that represents Li Tianlan now frequently appears in her dreams because, in a sense, the other self is already dead.
She may not be considered completely dead, but her current state definitely cannot be considered alive.
So Li Tianlan began to appear suddenly in her dreams, appearing more and more frequently, but the illusory shadow became increasingly blurry.
The Lord of the Palace of Reincarnation broke through the transcendent realm in the spiritual realm with the Eternal Sword. Today, Qin Weibai can be said to be improving every moment, and there is no obstacle for her to enter the so-called transcendent realm.
Before she went to the desert prison, she was already close to the so-called limit in the spiritual realm.
So she consciously built a garden in her dream.
A garden where sunshine and snow dance together.
It is her most hidden territory and the starting point of all her dreams.
Qin Weibai's only regret was that there was no Li Tianlan in that garden.
She even wondered more than once, if her consciousness and Li Tianlan's consciousness could be completely connected to form a certain degree of thinking synchronization, then in the dream, could she also bring Li Tianlan into that building?
In the garden, the dreams of both parties are completely connected.
In this way, even if she is not by his side in the future, she can still see him in her dreams. It is not him in her imagination, but the real consciousness of Li Tianlan in the dream.
Let him bully me in his dream, and he will probably not be as overeating and overeating as he is now.
She really thought about this problem seriously.
Then she saw Li Tianlan in her dream.
one……
Li Tianlan in his youth.
That ancient tree, that piece of wind and snow, those dense sword marks, that boy, that wooden sword were not the things in Qin Weibai's dream.
There is only that garden in her dream, which is the source of the dream. In the source, if Qin Weibai does not want her dream to expand freely, out of control of her spirit, she can completely let herself stay in the garden.
Inside, nothing can be seen.
But in this state, she unexpectedly met Li Tianlan.
This is obviously an unusual sight.
Just why does this happen?
The young man Li Tianlan in the dream is extremely clear and real, just like the child who really lives in Qin Weibai's dream.
Qin Weibai woke up at that moment.
But when she woke up, she still felt that the child was still living in the snow beside the garden.
The old tree had collapsed, but he seemed unaware of it and still sat there quietly.
That feeling is so real and unparalleled.
Qin Weibai was certain that it was not Li Tianlan constructed by his own consciousness.
The Li Tianlan that her consciousness constructed was just a faint shadow, not a young boy, and even a shadow with an extremely vague figure.
And don't say that she has not reached the transcendental state yet. Even if she does enter the transcendental state, she will not be able to integrate her own consciousness with Li Tianlan's consciousness to form a synchronization in the dream.
From Qin Weibai's current understanding, this kind of thing can only exist in fantasy, and it is nothing more than fantasy.
So who is the boy in her dream?
Qin Weibai was a little uneasy.
She carefully recalled the garden in her dream.
The flowers are bright, the sun is bright, and the snow is cold.
The boy outside the garden is peaceful and ordinary.
It was a very beautiful picture, but it was so beautiful that it lacked any vitality.
Qin Weibai suddenly felt an unspeakable sense of weirdness and terror in his heart.
Every scene in the dream seemed perfectly normal when she recalled it, but the more she thought about it, the weirder she felt. The deep weirdness was originally completely hidden, but with the appearance of young Li Tianlan, all the strange things happened.
The ordinary is revealed bit by bit.
Qin Weibai sat on the bed and let the quilt wrap him up. Snow flew across the sky through the opened curtains. The bedroom without Li Tianlan suddenly became very cold.
She just sat quietly without eating at noon. As time passed into the afternoon, her eyelids began to fight as she became more and more depressed, but she kept holding on. When she thought of the young man Li Tianlan in the dream, she felt a little scared.
, I don’t even dare to sleep by myself.
However, the extreme mental fatigue made her consciousness become deeper and deeper.
Qin Weibai's body gradually slipped from his sitting position, lay down again, and fell asleep again in a daze.
It’s still the same splendid and colorful garden.
But the sunlight in the sky disappeared.
Snowflakes were flying scatteredly.
Qin Weibai stood there, feeling the gloomy sky in the dream, and understood the reason why he was too tired now.
The flowers in the garden swayed slightly in the wind and snow.
Qin Weibai stood stiffly in the dream garden, looking straight ahead.
She didn't even dare to turn her head.
From her position, as long as she turned her head to the right, she could see the garden gate.
If that boy was still around, she might see Li Tianlan in his boyhood for the first time.
Qin Weibai on the bed was breathing messily and frowned.
In the dream, she was extremely nervous.
The wind and snow in the sky seemed to be much stronger. In his dream, Qin Weibai clearly felt the cold.
She took several deep breaths before controlling herself and turning her head slowly.
The first thing that caught her sight was not the garden gate, nor the young man Li Tianlan outside the gate.
Instead, it is a big, strong, ancient tree that blocks out the sky and the sun but is completely dark.
The giant dark tree stood outside the garden gate. In the wind and snow, the trunk, treetops, leaves, everything was almost dead silent, without the slightest tremor.
To be continued...