134. I'm in love with you (4)(1/2)
When I opened my eyes, I saw a yellowed ceiling. The noisy sounds around almost knocked out Tao Le's head.
He held his head and sat up slowly.
This is a ward. The bed on the left is empty, and the bed on the right is lying on the bed with an old man wrapped his legs tightly. There were a row of young people standing by his bed, one by one, one by one, almost overturning the roof.
"Shut up!" Tao Le stood up unbearably.
The crying stopped suddenly, and everyone looked at him in a daze, including the old man who was very impatient before.
Tao Le slid his hair irritably and said, "I'm going to cry until I'm going to cry!"
“…”
Without waiting for the children to question, a cold voice scolded him first: "How can you speak like this?"
Tao Le's body shook slightly, and he rushed towards the voice, hugged the man tightly and said, "It turns out that you sent me here. Where did you go? I thought you didn't want me anymore!"
Jiang Junjie took himself out of his arms and handed him the bag in his hand, "Vitamin. The doctor said you have severely insufficient sleep and unbalanced nutrition. You have drunk too much coffee."
Tao Le took the bag happily.
"There are 208 square meters in total. The invoice is inside."
Without saying a word, Tao Le took out his wallet from his pants and handed them all over it.
Jiang Junjie frowned.
"You will take care of my wallet in the future." Tao Le showed a flattering face.
Jiang Junjie took a deep breath and said, "Mr. Tao, I wonder if you misunderstood something? You fainted in the store. I sent you to the hospital because you were a customer in the store. The medical expenses and the fees were paid for the 208 yuan and 4 corners." He looked at Tao Le's sudden dark face and slowly threw out the last sentence, "In the end, I don't think I am qualified to keep a customer's wallet. I am not a bank."
After he finished speaking, he turned around neatly, but was quickly hugged by Tao Le from behind.
"Junjie, let's not make a fuss, okay? Let's start over?" Tao Le buried his head on his shoulder and greedily breathed the breath on his body.
"Mr. Tao." Jiang Junjie said lightly, "If you do this again, I will sue you for sexual harassment."
"Then you go and sue!" Tao Le finally broke out!
He let go of his hand and suddenly pounded heavily at the wall!
There was a thud.
The audience all shrank their necks.
Tao Le slowly slid his hand down.
There is a clear gravure on the wall, with a faint bloodstain on it.
"I really don't know what to do. Junjie!" Tao Le slapped the wall with his other hand and pressed his head on it, looking like a helpless child. "I know I was wrong, I really knew I was wrong. I regretted it as soon as I arrived in the United States, but I was afraid of looking for you, you ignored me, I was afraid of being laughed at by others, I was afraid of being laughed at by you. I kept trying to forget you, but in the end it made you clearer and clearer in my heart. I returned to China to make the worst plan. Whether you get married or have someone else, I will let you return to me even if you use robbery, stealing, or cheating... I am not afraid of going to jail, but I am really afraid of not having you! Junjie, give me a chance...please..."
"Tao Le." Jiang Junjie turned slowly, his dark eyes covered with a light mist, "Do you know, what is your biggest shortcoming?"
Tao Le wiped tears with his injured hand, "Cowardly. But I changed."
"No, it's selfish." Jiang Junjie pursed his lips, as if he wanted to swallow the anger that surged up. "Cowardice is for yourself, and courage is for yourself. The person you love the most from beginning to end is yourself. You need me, but you are not happy without me."
Tao Le opened his mouth.
Jiang Junjie continued: "But have you ever thought that maybe I would be happier without you?"
Tao Leran was silenced.
Jiang Junjie turned around and walked out of the ward.
The unique smell of the hospital almost suffocated him.
Tao Le will never know how he survived the months he went to the United States, and even had the idea of committing suicide. He left so casually, but now he only used one sentence to be silly...
Jiang Junjie almost bleeded when his teeth were bitten.
"Jiang Junjie!" Tao Le suddenly rushed out and buzzed the entire corridor.
The doctors, patients and nurses in the corridor looked at them in surprise.
Tao Le walked up to him with great strides and said word by word: "Yes! I am selfish. So I can't stand the days without you. Even if... even if you are not me, I will be happier. I can't stand it. I will be jealous, jealous, and go crazy! But I promise, I will use my selfishness to give you all the happiness I can give. Even..." His lips trembled, "Defend it with my life!"
Jiang Junjie raised his eyes, and a trace of sarcasm flashed in his eyes.
"I will put your happiness first in my selfishness." Tao Le suddenly rushed to the cart next to him.
When the nurse saw him furious, she screamed in fear, "What are you going to do?"
Tao Le took out a pair of scissors, flipped his wrist, and pointed the blade at his heart, "So, if you really feel that you will be happier without me... Then I will help you get rid of this biggest obstacle."
...
Everyone was frightened.
Several people were still looking around, as if they wanted to find signs such as shooting teams.
But no, there are only two young people.
One is as silent as death, the other is as crazy as fire.
Tao Le stared at Jiang Junjie intently, as if he wanted to find a touch of emotion on his face. But searching again and again, he found disappointment again and again. His indifferent face seemed to be mocking him, mocking him for being strong on the outside but fucking on the inside, and being harsh on the inside...
The scissors were raised high...
Then fall down!
The pain suddenly entangled all the senses of Tao Le, and his nerves cramped one by one, making him unable to think at all.
But his eyes were still trying hard to look in Jiang Junjie's direction.
Finally, this time he found it.
It turns out that the coldness on that face will still peel off.
It turned out that he still hid the original Jiang Junjie...
turn out to be……
It's the ward again, the same one.
However, the noisy children in the neighboring bed subconsciously restrained themselves.
Tao Le sat there against the pillow, his face as dark as the bottom of a pot.
The coffee shop owner peeled the orange and ate, "Don't think too much. It's not your fault, it's really that the scissors are too dull. But to be honest, you can't find scissors for such things as self-inserting, you must find scalpels. Suicide is a technical job, you can't..." His words automatically silenced in Tao Le's cold eyes.
The two sat silently for a while.
The boss couldn't help but hand over the last piece of orange peeled over, "Will you eat it?"
"Where is him?" Tao Le looked at him squintly.
"It's time to go to work." Seeing that his face was turning black again, the boss quickly explained, "It was him who took the initiative to ask for work."
Tao Le still stared at him.
"Hey! I'm talking to you like this because you've fucked yourself. I'm afraid you can't get out of here. Don't be too arrogant."
Tao Le suddenly said, "I want to buy your coffee shop."
"No," the boss replied without thinking about it.
Tao Le's face was even worse.
The boss looks like a child who is unspeakable, "There are so many units in the world that recruit people. Can't he work elsewhere? Do you have to buy every one of them?"
Tao Le was silent.
"But..." the boss dragged his voice.
Tao Le was indifferent.
"He took an hour off today."
Tao Le glared at her eyes, "Where is he going?"
"I don't know." The boss threw the last orange into his mouth, then threw the orange peel into the trash can, and stood up and said, "Maybe you can look forward to seeing it."
Because of this expectation, Tao Le waited for one night but didn't eat. He wanted to call, but he didn't know how to speak.
After all, he had already done things to this point that day, and if he continued, he really didn't know what to do. Could he jump off the building? **? Turn on the gas?
The door handle zipped and slowly pushed it open.
Tao Le didn't care. Now that the visit time has passed, most of the people who come here are nurses.
But the old man next to the bed couldn't help but whisper twice.
Tao Le frowned and turned to look. He saw Jiang Junjie closing the door with a food box.
"Junjie..." He suddenly sat upright, "Oh!" Although the scissors were not inserted very deeply, the wound outside was also harsh.
Jiang Junjie pulled over the wooden table and scooped out a bowl of soup from the food box.
During the whole process, Tao Le just looked quietly, his eyes lit up. If he hadn't wanted to destroy the rare and warm atmosphere, he would have snarled and pounced over.
"Drink it." Jiang Junjie moved the soup to him.
"Yes." Tao Le raised his hand with difficulty and went to get the spoon. However, because he pulled the wound, his expression looked very ferocious.
To be continued...