The guests of the high shelves actually went there, and the flowers in the small garden were flying.

The uneven curved roads are all the way, and the slanting sun is delivered.

My heart is broken and I can't bear to sweep it, but my eyes are still running thin.

My heart is over and over, and what I get is stained with clothes.

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When I think of this poem, I tell myself that I am not sad because this is Mingcui's choice; when I write this review, I comfort myself not to be sad because this is Mingcui's persistence. When I think of Mingcui, I warn myself not to be sad because this is Mo Wu's fictional story. But in other people's stories, I say that I am just a pseudo-bourgeois who is sad and moaning without illness. Things hurt their kind, emotional tendencies do not require similarities in personality. As long as you can understand, you will feel emotion. This is the "category" in my understanding.

It is said that when it is still cold, it is the most difficult to stop. This year's spring is particularly abnormal. This spring's rain is particularly sad and long, making people's hearts wet and cold. In this continuous rain that is no day, night, no beginning and no end, it seems that I foresaw the smile of the green and falling flowers. At the last moment, I passed away with a clear loneliness and relieved mourning, no joy or sorrow, and I passed away alone.

The heart is over and the income is covered with clothes. It can be said that a poem tells about Mingcui's half-life situation. But Li Yishan's mood cannot be applied to Mingcui. When Pei Mingcui returned to Dongdu again, he intuition was sure that this woman's heart was as cold as water and was unrest. From being imprisoned to asking for leave to leave, this can be seen as a turning point in Mingcui's identity. During the period, I cannot know whether Mingcui's heart was turbulent. But I wishfully believe that after experiencing all kinds of emotional injuries, this woman must be a microwave in the ancient well, and definitely not a slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight slight in the process of waiting or welcoming the ending.

Because Mingcui is a woman like a bellflower. Since the opening of "Jiangshan", basically every time Mingcui appears, her image has changed. One day, I suddenly remembered it, but I felt that Mingcui has not changed.

It cannot be said that Mingcui is a woman who lives for love. It is too much to destroy Mingcui's scheming and means. Such a woman has the courage, strategy and wisdom that is no less than any kind of boy. How can she be confused with Xiaoyan's character who only loves for love. But it cannot be said that Mingcui is not a woman who lives for love. I don't want to repeat the entanglement between Mingcui and Yang Guang or Xuanba. I feel sad every time I think about it. Especially the latter, his death is Mingcui's real disaster, heart disaster!

Shanglinyuan's thrilling night of killing all the people, all parties fought wits and courage, betting on life and fortune. In the reshuffle of power, personal feelings became increasingly vague and insignificant. When the overall situation was settled, Cuicui's mouthful of blood in her heart was as light as the paper that declared life and death forever. The note can be buried in the snow in a flash, and can be trampled into the mud in an instant. What about the human heart?

Feelings can be temporarily suppressed by reason but will be brewed by infinite time, not to mention that the blow is double (Mingcui doesn't know the bitter helplessness and the inevitable that it will come sooner or later). When Cuicui chasing the enemy for Xuanba for thousands of miles and a dark night again, she never realized that this wrist was a woman than that moment before! Although Mingcui gave me the feeling of being a special woman, it was in terms of ability and talent. After experiencing "revenge" of Xuanba, Luo Shui attacked, was imprisoned, retreated behind the scenes to return to Dongdu, along the way, Mingcui became more and more like a woman. Her motivation for acting, external temperament and changes in her three views are typical manifestations that only a woman can have (although she is still unique and distinctive in her style).

Because of Mingcui's big things, I have always ignored Mingcui's feminine color before. In fact, since she recommended Xiao Buyi, her psychology has a typical pursuit of female characteristics that emphasize subjective intentions. This is something that men generally cannot understand and are troubled by. In the eyes of men, as long as the objective result is the same, why bother with the original motive? Even if the ending is certain, they will still be resentful of the original cause. Mingcui is also inevitable, although she is special, tenacious and intelligent. But her intelligence is her fate that makes people worry and feel distressed.

I believe Mingcui is a person who is extremely "self" and love-oriented. When he was a child, the flaws of family affection made this bellflower long for love and wary. Yang Guang's care is like the morning light that pierces the haze, like the warm sun that transforms away the winter snow, so Mingcui cherishes and is particularly affectionate. The flower language of the bellflower is gratitude and picky. So how can Mingcui not understand Li Xuanba? How can a woman who doesn't understand Li Xuanba make Li Xuanba look more beautiful? Why did she lose her body and lose her mind after chasing Wei Daoer and Wang Xubo for thousands of miles? The difficulty is not the enemy, but the difficulty is that she is awake and becomes more and more sober. She cannot deceive herself and has nowhere to escape. Mingcui learned about Xuan when she learned about Xuan.

Ba's reaction was so violent and violent when he died. Now he thought that the deep feelings and suppressed them for too long. The more rational a person is, the longer the heartache will be; the more people who value love, the more they cannot let go of it. So she only opens her heart to a few people, so she can be like a fish in the "man's battlefield", so she can be calm and unrepentant after losing power and falling into prosperity, so she can now seek only one answer. Self-wise and intelligent people must be proud, while those who value love and gratitude must be nostalgic, so Mingcui thinks through and can't see it openly, and can't let go. That's really something that even God can't do.

"The spring rain has five colors, and flowers are sprinkled." But there is no fluffy, only when the cold wind and cold rain are cold, can the still sway? I always thought that Mingcui lived too tiring and sad, so why should I bear too much! It's just that we were born as a human being, and we couldn't choose too many things. When we were born with our feelings, there was nothing we could do about it.

I feel so complicated………………… I cover my face and cry~~o(>_
Chapter completed!