Lin Huanuo only turned over two pages of Grandma Jiang's notebook and stopped looking at it. She lay on the table and looked out the window. Occasionally, she would make a "da, da, da" sound from her mouth, as if she treated herself as an alarm clock.

She was thinking about a lot of things, but she couldn't figure it out.

For example, things that Chen Yizhou might die, things that Jiang Yu said he loved her, and things that changed in his heart.

The cooling these days is the last cold wave of this winter. After the cold wave, winter will be out of the way, and instead spring is replaced.

Chen Yizhou's first chemotherapy lasted for five days. Lin Huanuo lies in front of the window and stares blankly for a lot of time. The sketchbook is also drawn in a mess. The red and black hearts on the back of his hands are always changing.

Jiang Yu is going to go back to Shengjing for an audition at the end of February. He has not had much time to read the script before. It has been raining outside these days, and Lin Huanuo doesn't clamor to go out, so Jiang Yu has time to memorize the script.

Dr. Xu would call from time to time to ask about his recent situation with Lin Huanuo. The last time he called, Lin Huanuo happened to get sick.

It was the first time Jiang Yu saw Lin Huanuo hitting his head against the table. She told Jiang Yu that it seemed like an alarm clock was installed in her head, which was very noisy.

She was not as ignorant as she was when she was a child, and she really felt that there was an alarm clock in her head.

But when she felt uncomfortable, she could only think of such a way to make herself feel more comfortable.

Jiang Yu was driven crazy by Lin Huanuo like this. He couldn't stand Lin Huanuo like this. If he knew that what he said would make Lin Huanuo become like this, he wouldn't say it.

"For Xiao Huanuo, these emotions have been overloaded. She began to have an understanding of strange emotions she had never had, but she didn't know how to digest them, so it made her very irritable."

Lin Huanuo also had a situation of using her head to hit the wall when she was in a special school. At that time, she was in an extremely nervous state in a strange place, and she had to learn a lot every day, and learned to be independent and receive education in school. That period was a "transformation" for Lin Huanuo, and this time it was also.

Dr. Xu said this was a good thing, but it would be a very painful process for Lin Huanuo.

Jiang Yu no longer wanted Lin Huanuo to imitate him, but instead let Lin Huanuo think about many things independently, which was a very important test for Lin Huanuo.

She was like a person who had been hiding behind Jiang Yu until one day Jiang Yu moved a little apart and let the light outside shine directly on her, which would make her very uncomfortable.

It may be another long time to get used to and understand those strange emotions, and this is also a very difficult road that does not necessarily have an end.

But whether it is happy or sad for others, Lin Huanuo finally began to try to cross the dividing line and tend to be "complete".

Finally, Jiang Yu forced Lin Huanuo to hug Lin Huanuo. They hid in the corner together, behind the curtains. Jiang Yu shouted Lin Huanuo's name over and over again, and Lin Huanuo slowly calmed down.

"Everything will be fine, Huanuo." Jiang Yu's eyes were a little sour, and he suddenly thought of his self-harm before.

Was Lin Huanuo the same as he was now?

The phone number on the floor was turned on and the phone was not interrupted. Dr. Xu was in a state of great emotion when he listened to the movements on the other side of the phone.

He has a lot of potted plants in his office, one of which is Freesia, which Jiang Yu and Lin Huanuo stayed to ask him to take care of.

He takes good care of these plants every day, and many of them have bloomed, but Freesia is still the same, and even the leaves look sick, perhaps because Lin Huanuo has poured it too much water before.

Dr. Xu thought that every child is a seed, but everyone has a different flowering period. Some flowers bloom brilliantly from the beginning, while others require a long wait. Perhaps this seed will never bloom, because it will be a towering tree.

Chen Yizhou's first chemotherapy lasted for five days. When Jiang met Chen Yizhou's call, the cold wave had passed, the weather was getting warmer, and the real spring was coming.

Lin Huanuo's mood seemed to have improved due to the change of weather. Jiang Yu took a red pen and drew a chubby red heart on the back of Lin Huanuo's hand.

Jiang Yu said: "You can go and see Chen Yizhou today."

Lin Huanuo looked down at Hong Xinxin on the back of his hand. After hearing Jiang Yu's words, he slowly looked up and said, "Visit."

Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Yes, go and visit him."

Chen Yizhou didn't know how he had spent the past five days. He knew that chemotherapy would cause hair loss, so he asked the doctor to shave off his hair first. After all, bald head is always half stronger than bald.

He has lost a lot of weight these days, and the wrist bones on his wrists are obviously protruding, and his body occasionally feels uncomfortable and his spirit is not very good.

But whenever Chen Yizhou opened his eyes and saw the hospital ceiling, he thought, he was still alive.

When Jiang Yu and Lin Huanuo came to the ward to see Chen Yizhou, Chen Yizhou was taking medicine. The nurse was making records. Seeing that Lin Huanuo was carrying desserts, he reminded him: "You can't eat too much sweets, you can only eat two bites at most."

Chen Yizhou had just finished taking the medicine, and heard the nurse's words, he complained to the nurse with a bitter face: "No, my mouth is full of bitterness. Do you have to avoid sweets now?"

The nurse has been having a good time with Shen Yizhou these two days. She raised her hand and patted his little bald head gently, "As long as you are obedient, otherwise I will let Dr. Li come to see you in person."

Dr. Li is Chen Yizhou's current attending doctor. He always has a face and is comparable to the school's grade director. If he encounters a patient who does not cooperate with the treatment, Dr. Li can spare an hour to talk to others there.

Chen Yizhou felt Dr. Li’s “care” on the first day of hospitalization, so he has been very obedient since then.

"Okay, okay, just take a bite." Chen Yizhou promised.

After the nurse went out, there were only three of them left in the ward.

Jiang Yu asked, "Is it okay?"

Chen Yizhou sighed and said with ease: "Chemistry is really tormenting. Every time I enter the chemotherapy room, I feel like a pig to be slaughtered."

Lin Huanuo was still staring at Chen Yizhou's bald head, feeling it was very novel.

Chen Yizhou was not used to his bald head yet, and Lin Huanuo was staring at him, and he felt a little helpless.

"Good morning, Jiang Xiaohua." Chen Yizhou said.

Lin Huanuo quickly reacted this time, "Good morning."

Chen Yizhou grinned, pointed to the paper bag in Lin Huanuo's hand and said, "Did you give it to me?"

Lin Huanuo wanted to nod, but when the nurse just said that Chen Yizhou could not eat sweets, he shook his head again.

The nurse said that she should not eat it.
Chapter completed!