The assistant put disinfection gloves on Xu Ming, and the surgical light above his head seemed as bright as the sun, giving Xu Ming an unreal feeling.

With a mask covering his mouth and nose, Xu Ming felt his breathing sound very loudly.

"Record, the operation begins."

Another battle with the god of death.

...

It was raining heavily in the sky, and Xu Ming was wearing a black suit standing in front of his uncle's tombstone.

Yes, he did not save his uncle.

After three major surgeries in a row, he watched his patients die.

He stood in the rain and looked back at his life for more than 20 years, slowly bent down, hunched like an old man, and his face could not tell whether it was rain or tears.

Did he fail?

It seems to be.

There was no trace of light in Xu Ming's eyes, just like the gray sky at this moment.

After his uncle's funeral was finished, Xu Ming applied to the dean for transfer to the nursing department, but the dean naturally would not agree. Xu Ming's talent should not be buried here.

After being rejected by the dean, Xu Ming did not force it and insisted on going to and from get off work every day to see a doctor. The only thing that changed was that he would no longer approach the operating room and never picked up a scalpel.

...

"You are not yet thirty years old, and you look like a man in your fifties and sixties. Fortunately, the media last year called you a noble young man in the medical field. If you don't know how to manage this face, you don't know how to manage it well." The head nurse had a rare time to meet Xu Ming, and could chat for a few minutes.

"Tsk tsk tsk, when you came, your face was so tender."

Xu Ming sorted out the case and didn't take the head nurse's jokes much, "Sister Li, stop joking about me."

The head nurse laughed twice: "By the way, I have something to tell you, a girl here has been in love with you for several years. Do you want to consider others and have a meal together tonight?"

"No." Xu Ming refused without thinking.

The head nurse insisted on her, "Don't, just give me some face. Anyway, it's not just you two to go. Let's make an appointment for those who don't work for a few more nights, just treat it as an ordinary meal."

Xu Ming looked at the head nurse. No matter what, the head nurse was his teacher. When he was first admitted to the hospital, the head nurse taught him a lot. Xu Ming sighed, "Okay."

The head nurse smiled unintentionally and just saw that the few cases that Xu Ming had compiled were requiring surgery, and asked, "Do you really don't plan to go to the operating table in the future?"

Xu Ming paused his hand and replied softly, "Yes."

The head nurse said: "Those are not your problems. You have done the surgery very well. We are competing with Death every day, and we are not able to grab them every time."

"I have been in the industry for almost twenty years. I am from the emergency department. Every patient I send is the type of patient who is in critical condition. I can complete a set of CPR with my eyes closed, but not every patient can be rescued."

"A few days ago, a patient who was first aided was lying on the hospital bed and asked me to save him. He died before he finished a set of CPR. My hands were still pressed on his skin. It was originally warm, but there was only a cool thing left behind."

The head nurse also treated Xu Ming as her younger brother. She knew that three blows like Xu Ming were enough to destroy all his beliefs, but since they chose this profession, there was no other way except to get used to life and death.

Xu Ming is stuck in a hurdle now, and he can only wait for him to step out.

Late at night, the head nurse led a group of girls from his department and Xu Ming to jump out of the bar. Everyone was not very clear-headed, and Xu Ming was even more tinnitus because of the noise of the bar.

Suddenly, everyone's mobile phones were on WeChat, and a message in the hospital's work group was repeated three times.

"First aid! First aid! A major chain car accident occurred on the E Expressway. All doctors who can go to the hospital will come over, hurry up!"

The head nurse and the girls behind her saw the news, instantly calmed down their fun smiles and hurried to the side of the road to stop the car.

Only Xu Ming was still standing there. If it were the past, he would have gone without hesitation, but now he is very hesitant when facing other people's life and death.

He was not 100% sure to save the person, so he chose not to save him.

Xu Ming was about to put away his cell phone, but suddenly his wrist was caught. The head nurse pulled Xu Ming out of the dark shadow at night. The street light shone on them, and it seemed that a bonfire was burning in their eyes.

"What are you stupid! Go and save people!"

Xu Ming was staggered by the head nurse, but soon realized, "If I don't go, I may not be able to save them alive."

"Xu Ming!" The head nurse called Xu Ming so sternly for the first time, "Don't be sorry for your uncle, don't be sorry for your doctor's identity, and don't be sorry for the patients who struggle to survive on the brink of life and death."

Xu Ming was stunned for a moment. The head nurse did not give him a chance to react and stuffed him into the car.

There were dazzling red lights flashing on the highway at night due to a major car accident. More than a dozen cars were deformed due to collisions. The injured were lying on the road and wailing. There were still many people in the car that had not been rescued yet. The asphalt road was soaked in red with blood.

After the doctors arrived, they immediately began to rescue on the spot. The ambulance was still stuck on the road. Almost all of them came over. Before they could take a breath, they began to compete with the god of death.

Xu Ming stood there, his hands trembling.

He seemed to be standing in the operating room again, standing in front of a door of life and death...

"Save...Help..." A faint cry for help came from a car closest to Xu Ming.

Xu Ming turned his head and saw the driver covered in blood stuck in the driver's seat. He asked Xu Ming in a trembling voice: "Are you...are you...a doctor?"

At that moment, Xu Ming suddenly remembered the way he was sitting in the hospital corridor, and the families of the patients prayed for miracles against the wall.

Try again. Xu Ming only took three seconds to persuade himself to save people. Practicing medicine to save people seemed to have become something he engraved in his bones. Even after three failed surgeries, he still chose to be a doctor.

Xu Ming took a step, pulled open his tie, and one of the buttons on the collar of the white shirt fell off. He walked to the side of the car and began to check the driver's injuries.

The driver's lower body was almost stuck in the car, and Xu Ming helped block the bleeding hole in his chest, "Don't fall asleep, the ambulance will arrive soon, you can hold on."

Don't die, don't die...

The driver seemed very difficult to breathe. He looked at Xu Ming and said in a low voice: "Well, I'll hold on..."

The firefighters also came over to help carry the driver out. The moment the driver came out, almost all the blood on his lower body spurted out, dyeing Xu Ming's white shirt red.

"Stop the bleeding! Sister Li, you guys call someone over to help me press the bleeding mouth!" Xu Ming lost his calm for the first time and shouted on the highway regardless of his image, "Don't sleep! You just said to hold on for a while!"

Xu Ming's hands felt the hot temperature of blood, and he devoted himself to the rescue.

He had only one thought in his mind,

"Xu Ming, there is one here!"

"Here! When will the ambulance arrive!"

"Intubation, intubation is required!"

...

It was dawn and night passed, and the ambulance finally took all the patients away. At dawn in the sky, Xu Ming stood on the asphalt road, his body and hands were covered with blood.
Chapter completed!