046 Heartbroken, he is not a good man
After Yue Ning'an talked to the old man about the Shen family, he ate all the snacks on the table and saved the dinner directly.
Yue Ning'an, who had eaten and drank enough, did not stay for a long time, got up and clapped his hands, "Old man, I'm full, it's not too early, you go to bed early."
"Eat so much, be careful to accumulate food." The old man looked at the empty plate on the table and shook his head. "As a person as big as a child, I don't know if I can't sleep well at night?"
"I've been busy all day today, and my head hurts. What's wrong with me taking a few extra bites? Spicy." Yue Ning'an made a face at the old man and ran away with a smile.
The old man's face was full of pleated face and showed a loving smile. He called his servants and reminded him, "Send you girls a bowl of hawthorn tea and stare at her to drink."
"I'll prepare now." The servant responded with a embarrassed look when he heard the old man's words.
The old man smiled and didn't say anything.
Yue Ning'an's temperament is not like anyone. She doesn't like sweets or sour foods, so she tastes salty, spicy and oily. It's no difference between asking her to drink hawthorn water and asking her to drink medicine.
Yue Ning'an was too full, so he slowly swayed back, walking in the familiar and unfamiliar yard, feeling a little indescribable sadness in his heart.
Three years ago, she got married from here. At that time, she felt uneasy and confused, but more of her expectations.
At that time, she naively thought that the Lu family was her home, here...
She will be a guest when she comes back in the future.
I never expected that the Lu family has never been her home, and this is her home only.
"Really, why do you think of that bastard again?" When Yue Ning'an thought of Lu Zangfeng, she couldn't help but feel depressed. She kicked the ball to the side
The stone muttered in anger.
Since you are ruthless, I will give up.
Lu Zangfeng abandoned her so neatly that she should not think of Lu Zangfeng anymore, nor should she miss Lu Zangfeng anymore.
She has liked Lu Zangfeng for ten years, so...
From now on, she has spent ten months to completely erase Lu Zangfeng from her heart.
"In the future, when I see you, I will be a stranger. I will no longer like you, nor will I be kind to you." Yue Ning'an said, then choked up and tears could not be suppressed and shedded her eyes.
But in just a moment, Yue Ning'an raised his hand and wiped away the tears from his face.
Looking up again, the moonlight under the light is bright and unrestrained, with curling eyebrows and eyes. Under the light, the tears in my eyes are even more dazzling, as if it will shine.
She is happy!
Yue Ning'an returned to the yard. After taking a shower, he called a maid to apply ointment to her hands.
Her hands hold the pen all year round, and she plans to make her fingertips, her fingertips and knuckles prone to calluses. In order to keep her hands fair and delicate, she spent a lot of money to buy a secret recipe from the hands of the Medicine King Sun Bushe, and made a handguard cream and applied it every night to ensure that her hands will not get calluses.
However, she was in a bad mood two days ago and felt a silence in her heart. She thought that Lu Zangfeng didn't want her anymore, so why did she take care of these hands?
But now?
She figured it out!
From now on, she takes care of her hands, her face, and her body, no longer to please Lu Zangfeng, but to herself.
Yue Ning'an's fingers are not short, but they don't look slender. Her hands are not the slender jade hands that literati sought after now. Her hands are white and tender, and their fingers, palms and backs are all fleshy, but she
The hands are not fat, but the soft cotton sensual feeling that is so peaceful that it is as good as boneless. When you touch it in your hands, it looks like a fine jade.
Undoubtedly, Yue Ning'an's hands are beautiful.
Even if her hands do not meet the requirements of the literati for beauty nowadays, no one can deny her beauty.
"Girl, your palm is injured." The maid was about to apply ointment to Yue Ning'an, but she saw the crescent wound that had not yet subsided.
Yue Ning'an glanced at the wound on his palm, was slightly stunned, and then said indifferently, "Small injury, it's okay."
Her skin is delicate and usually, if you get touched, it will take a bruise to disappear. The injury to her palm is less than ten or half a month, so I am afraid it will not be eliminated.
"Girl, your wound has not been cleaned up. There are dirt inside and the wound is a little black. I will give you medicine again? Otherwise, it would be bad if the wound leaves scars." The maid asked softly.
The wound on Yue Ning'an's palm has already scabbed. If you want to apply medicine again, you must open the scabbed wound.
Yue Ning'an was afraid of pain. If she was not happy in normal times, her skin was delicate, but it was not easy to leave scars. Such a little wound was not cleaned at that time, and it would be healed after spending a few more days to raise it, but at this moment...
Yue Ning'an thought of Lu Zangfeng!
Lu Zangfeng was like her heart, and before she could clean it, she had a layer of scab wound.
If you ignore him or let him go, it will be better, but it will take more time.
On the contrary, if you pick the wound open, clean it up, and apply medicine again, then...
Although it hurts, it gets better quickly.
In an instant, Yue Ning'an made a decision, "Go and get the medicine!"
She will not escape anymore, she will
Face your own feelings bravely and face Lu Zangfeng, she is not afraid even if it hurts!
The pain was temporary. After a while, she felt relaxed and would never hurt again, and even traces would not be left behind.
The maid quickly took the medicine box, carefully wiped the silver needle with strong wine, carefully picked up the wounds in Yue Ning'an's palm, and carefully cleaned her wounds. Then, she applied another layer of snow-capped jade paste for Yue Ning'an, a bottle of gold-sized jade paste.
"Girl, it's better not to touch water these two days. You've been touched with water before, and the wound will rot." The maid reminded carefully.
Yue Ning'an nodded, "Yes." It was just a minor injury. It didn't hurt to be picked up, and there was only a slight sting when cleaning, but...
Yue Ning'an felt a thrust in his heart.
It's like losing something important.
Yue Ning'an sent the servants away, sat alone at the table, staring at his hands blankly, and after a while, he took back his gaze.
"Oh..." Yue Ning'an sighed quietly, went to bed with a tired face, but...
Yue Ning'an, who has always been sleeping well, couldn't sleep tonight.
"Can't think about it anymore!"
"Yue Ning'an, he is not your beloved."
"Yue Ning'an, you must be strong!"
"Yue Ning'an, you are not alone, there are many people behind you who point at you to survive. Even for them, you must be strong."
Yue Ning'an closed her eyes and talked to herself silently in her heart. She forced herself not to think about Lu Zangfeng, forced herself to fall asleep, forced herself not to feel heartbroken, not to be sad, and force herself to be strong...
In a daze, there were a few bizarre images coming from Yue Ning'an's mind, she didn't know how to do it.
Whether she was asleep or not, she couldn't tell whether she was dreaming or awake at the moment. She only knew that she was feeling uncomfortable.
She felt uncomfortable...
The next morning, Yue Ning'an woke up and found that the pillowcase was soaked.
And her eyes were swollen and could not open...
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