Chapter 130 Who Am I?
Half an hour later, Li Yu swallowed a whole electric cooker of dog meat before putting down the bowl under the gaze of the three of them.
"Are you full?" Du Yiyi asked.
Li Yu nodded embarrassedly.
"What does it feel?" Du Yiyi asked.
Li Yu felt it and shook his head: "I don't feel anything, I'm not hungry."
"What's wrong with you just now?"
Li Yu said everything he saw on his phone and what he thought of later.
"Are you afraid of death and then triggered mutation? How afraid of death are you, but you almost got beaten to death last time, and there was no mutation?" Du Yiyi said in surprise.
Li Yu touched his head embarrassedly: "I was scared last time, otherwise why would I follow Sister Cheng?"
"This time the love is about to collapse because the building is about to collapse. Sister Cheng is not a superman, so she can't support the building." Du Yiyi said sarcastically.
Li Yu was not angry either and smiled with a good temper. However, when the building collapsed, he was still scared.
"The building may really collapse." Cheng Jiayi was also a little worried, but she felt that the building was still very strong now.
"I think it's really going to collapse, the government has to give you a warning. How many people are there? I'm all dead?" Du Yiyi said and stretched. "It's been calm now. All four of us have mutated. Brother Li, you don't have to worry about Brother Wang biting you in the middle of the night. Maybe Brother Wang should be worried."
Li Yu smiled embarrassedly and said strangely: "I have absorbed all the crystals, why are I still hungry and ate so much?"
Several people looked at each other and Cheng Jiayi said, "Maybe, every mutation is not exactly the same?"
Li Yu shook his head, "It may be - by the way, I just felt afraid of death before I smelled a strong smell of blood."
"The smell of blood? Where did it come from?" Du Yiyi asked.
"I don't know, I thought I'd clean up the dog meat." Li Yu said, sniffing his nose.
The few people looked at each other for a while, but no one remembered the wound on Wang Peng's leg, and even Wang Peng himself forgot about it.
"I'm so sleepy that I have to sleep. Every day, day and night, it's so fucking." Du Yiyi said.
"Li Yu, I'll find you another crystal. If you react and absorb this, don't be so surprised. It's midnight." Cheng Jiayi said.
He found Li Yu again, and before returning to the house to rest, he looked out from the door.
The moment was quite a bit of noise, and they were all worried that they would be heard downstairs, but fortunately, the corridor was quiet and there was no movement.
Only then did they feel relieved and return to their respective rooms to rest.
"It seems that the Nine Heavens' statement is really effective." Du Yiyi whispered when he lay back on the bed, "Li Yu can absorb crystals, why don't I move?"
Cheng Jiayi flipped over, took out a sealed bag in his hand and said, "I'll leave one for you."
Du Yiyi turned over and took it and looked at it.
"It seems that spiritual power can cause mutation. You have to think about what is your critical point and can trigger the crystals in your head."
Cheng Jiayi looked at Du Yiyi, and his gaze clearly wanted to see the bones through Du Yiyi's scalp: "The crystal in your head is really stubborn. Or are you a person - what are you afraid of? You can't bear to let go? You can't let go?"
Du Yiyi looked at Cheng Jiayi with a little confused look in his eyes: "Scared? It seems... nothing to be afraid of."
"Aren't you afraid of death?" Cheng Jiayi asked.
"Are you afraid of death?" Du Yiyi asked indirectly.
Cheng Jiayi thought for a while and said, "I don't know. I think I should be afraid of death."
"But you always rush up when you are in danger, so you are not afraid of death at heart." Du Yiyi said.
Cheng Jiayi thought about it again and said, "It's possible. It's possible that I think I can't die. What about you, we are both here in danger, and you will definitely not be able to escape if I die. I haven't seen you, why are you afraid of death?"
"I never thought about whether to die or not. Good, peaceful times, who would have thought about death? At that time of chaos, on that day at school, I was really scared.
But I also felt that death was far away from me. When I saw some classmates dying in front of us, I also felt that I could not die. Later, when I went home, I felt that it was a dream, and when I woke up, I passed.
Then, there was no news from my dad. At that time, I was not particularly scared, probably because I felt it was not true. Later, I went to the hospital to find you, but it was actually to find my mother.
That night, I suddenly felt that it was not a dream, everything was real. And then until now. You said you were not afraid, I felt that I was afraid. But I felt that I was afraid, but I felt that I was living like a walking corpse.”
Du Yiyi sat up from the bed and leaned against the head of the bed: "It seems that I am really living in it, living according to the plot. Cheng Jiayi, do you know this feeling? Although I am myself, I am not myself."
Cheng Jiayi hesitated and said, "I can understand that although we have our own ideas and are doing what we want to do and should do. But in fact, we seem to have been programmed in advance and are following the program."
Du Yiyi frowned and said, "Yes, that's the feeling. We are high school students, high school students, how could we do such a bloody thing? There is no hesitation or fear yet? Are we not us at all, we are dominated by the crystals in our heads?"
Cheng Jiayi also sat up and leaned against the head of the bed. She was very tired, but she was still excited in her mind and she was no longer sleepy.
"I thought about it and felt it wasn't. At least I was still myself. What I did now was actually what I subconsciously wanted me to do. You know, I always wanted to be a hero in my bones.
When we discussed in the past, I always had a kind of unwilling idea. Why am I me, I am not them. Why am I living in the present me, not in their era.
I should have been affected too deeply. So on that day of chaos, I unconsciously confused the plot with reality. Subconsciously, I may even be glad that this doomsday has arrived and provided me with a chance to be a hero."
"So, everything you do is what you have thought of, have you thought of becoming a hero, superman, and the heroine who changes the world?" Du Yiyi turned his head and looked at Cheng Jiayi, "Just like we have discussed?"
Cheng Jiayi hesitated for a moment, feeling a little ashamed to admit it, but he still nodded, "It seems."
"So, it's not that you are not afraid of death, but that you think you can't die." Du Yiyi said again and again.
Cheng Jiayi hesitated for a long time this time, but he still nodded in the end: "It should be."
Du Yiyi looked at Cheng Jiayi in the dark. Her eyes were dark and she could not see any brilliance, but Du Yiyi knew that there had never been any brilliance there.
Du Yiyi still remembers the glory in Cheng Jiayi's eyes and the fascinating expression when discussing the plot with Cheng Jiayi. He was the same at that time.
Chapter completed!