Everyone has their own aspirations. Du Yiyi deeply understands this word.

He just fell into a confusion and trough in life with Cheng Jiayi, and just really thought about the meaning of life.

I am confused because I don’t know, I am confused because I think too much, and I have come into contact with too much death at the age when I shouldn’t have seen life and death, and even more, many of those deaths are directly related to them.

Even if an adult suddenly comes into contact with it, it will cause a series of psychological reactions. Even if it is trained, it will also cause various inappropriate psychological diseases in the years that follow.

Du Yiyi thinks that he and Cheng Jiayi are not so tough. They just had ideas about this before, and because they are still young and have strong acceptance.

However, they are thinking people after all, so it is normal to think too much.

So, it’s just a confusion, a trough, and it’s just manifestation.

You will always think about it, but you can't think about it, and reality will make them think about it.

Du Yiyi shook his head, stood up and walked back to the tent, leaving Fang Tao alone to look at their tent inexplicably.

Fang Tao didn't understand the confusion and depression that Cheng Jiayi and Du Yiyi came from. They were not always happy? They were not always working hard to live? They were still hunting the day before, and they cooperated with everyone?

Don't want to go back?

But how is that possible?

Cheng Jiayi was already asleep in the tent. The experiences of these days have increased her skill of falling asleep when she lie down and want to sleep. Du Yiyi slid into his sleeping bag and looked at the roof of the tent with his eyes open.

What else should I do to live besides living?

It was just a period of confusion, but because there was no social structure. People were all living in groups and living in groups for too long, so they would be like this.

Du Yiyi closed his eyes with confidence, not knowing that these words brought confusion to Fang Tao. Even if he knew, he didn't care.

Next to the fire, Fang Tao chewed Du Yiyi's words repeatedly for a long time.

Fang Tao believed that he would not be negative, but Du Yiyi's words made him feel helpless.

It seems like a war that is doomed to fail and hopelessly.

But no matter what the outcome is, he will not give up. He will not, nor will all human beings.

The darkness will eventually pass, and the sun will eventually rise.

But there was a faint voice in my heart saying: What if the sun wouldn't rise?

If you leave the crowd for a month, if it is in the past, it is just a blink of an eye, but now, the variables in a month are too great.

Fang Tao suddenly wondered if their departure would be a mistake.

But even if it is a mistake, it cannot be changed.

It was dawn and the sun rose as scheduled, and Fang Tao felt glad.

Not only did they have one of the twelve people missing, but they also had two more when they went back. Isn’t it worth inspiring?

After waking up, Cheng Jiayi and Du Yiyi were no longer decadent, as if they were usual, which made Fang Tao wonder whether he had hallucinations last night.

However, the dialogue between the fish tank and humans was too real, and Fang Tao himself would not think so no matter what.

The return journey is always less time than going there, so soon they found the bicycle they threw down and headed north.

In a month, there was almost no change in the outside world. The trees were still as tall and dense as before, and the weeds did not spread to more places. Time seemed to stop for the plants.

The outside world is so quiet that it is suffocating, and even the insects and ants seem to disappear.

How could it be? The number of insects and ants always gives people a dense feeling, and when will it disappear? Why did it disappear? Is it also because of the killing of oneself and the killing of the outside world?

There is a world of sand and a world of insects and ants, and humans are just standing outside them and watching from afar.

It is also possible that when they ride here, there are also "people" watching from afar, regardless of whether they perceive or not.

The sound of wheels turning and bumpy sounds did not make the world live, and the sound was just a past through this land. Once it passed, it passed.

The physical energy consumed by cycling is much less than running, and bicycles do not require fuel consumption. They will only get off the car for a short rest while eating.

At this time, not only Cheng Jiayi and Du Yiyi, but everyone would inadvertently stand on a high place and look at the city that once was.

The city has been abandoned and life is no longer visible.

This land will eventually be buried in the long river of history, a hundred years, a thousand years, a thousand years... All signs of human civilization will eventually be buried in the years.

Cement will be crushed into ashes, steel bars will corrode into residual soil, and the prosperity of the past and the decline of the present will disappear.

"Naturally kill people, but people kill people first." Cheng Jiayi looked at the vague city in the distance and whispered, "And we, we have to continue."

Continue to kill people and continue to destroy civilization, just because of the driving force of interests.

"Human history is a history of killing. As long as there is profit, there is killing. As long as there is transaction, there is harm." Du Yiyi stood beside Cheng Jiayi and looked in the distance together.

"The birth of civilization is due to the struggle for interests, and decline is bound to be the same. Everything in the world follows the laws of life and death, and civilization is no exception."

"So," Cheng Jiayi continued, "when life is not awe, it will be almost destroyed."

"So," Du Yiyi said, "talents want to stand at the top of power, and want to change these with the rights in their hands, and want to use killing to stop killing. In fact, what's the difference? No matter how just the reason is, it is just to satisfy their own selfish desires - working hard for all mankind, isn't it also selfish desires?"

This idea is wrong, but what is right? When you step into death and when you despair about the world, what is right?

Reason is also because of the education and one's own consciousness. At this time, feelings often make people lose their minds.

The people who are really extra rational are people like Zhang Hao, the leader of the three teams. They will not think much about the future and the past. What they think most about is the present. For them, the present is the most important thing.

There are also Nuannuan and Liangliang. They are still young and have not yet established a true worldview and outlook on life. They just want to live.

There is also a person like Fang Tao who is tenacious in will not be defeated by reality at any time. Once the goal is confirmed, it will be completed regardless of everything.

Compared with Du Yiyi, Cheng Jiayi is too emotional. Their emotions have been wandering between reason and emotion. Everything they do is rational in the eyes of everyone, which makes them emotionally painful.

Because reason controls feelings, and feelings give in to reason. When you step by step, you will be unable to withstand them and collapse.

They haven't thought of this yet and haven't understood it yet.
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